[Poetry] Jaba's Poems!

I find it kind of funny.
How you say it'll be okay.
But now every time I see you.
I can tell things have changed.
Conversations are emotional.
Phone calls are cut short.
And now when I need you the most.
You turned into a ghost…Babe


Please don't leave me
Behind in these lonely times.
Please don't leave my
Mind abused 'cuz your hearts confused.
If I say imma stay.
Please don't walk away.
If I say imma stay.
Everything will be okay.


If you think Imma mistreat you
Domesticate you
You don't know who I am…
If you think I'll ever misuse
Only always abuse you
You don't know who I am…
No you don't know who I am


Think about all the times
I've stayed up with you late at night.
You crying about your life and how
Nothings seems to be going right.
But here I am, arms open wide to hide your cries.
But you got to put your trust and faith in me.


Please don't leave me
Behind in these lonely times.
Please don't leave my
Mind abused 'cuz your hearts confused.
If I say imma stay.
Please don't walk away.
If I say imma stay.
Everything will be okay.


If you think Imma mistreat you
Domesticate you
You don't know who I am…
If you think I'll ever misuse
Only always abuse you
You don't know who I am…
No you don't know who I am...

You love him not me, you're so attached, so attached to me
And I'll tell you again, that you're not right, not right for me
You try and try so hard, to win me over
But time and time again, you're always with, always with him

I haven't seen your face in so long
I'm kind of wondering how, you might be doing, kinda miss who you were, to me
I remember, how we used to be, before you got with him
Said that I should give you another chance, because you weren't in love with your man

Is this love? We both know its not love.
All you needed was sex, treat me just like your ex
But now, now I heard you're single
Sorry, but my shoulder you can't lean on

Step away(x3)

Baby please
Is this really destiny, that I would feel for you, how you feel for me
But you don't really even care
This ain't a fucking love affair
You said it was a mistake, even with your heartaches
I know that I'm too good for you, your past golden boy
The one that you would lust, you used me like a toy
We are not meant to be, because my heart is free
No chains on me, I put it on everything, everything baby



You love him not me, you're so attached, so attached to me

And I'll tell you again, that you're not right, not right for me

You try and try so hard, to win me over

But time and time again, you're always with, always with him

And there you are.
Waiting at the bus stop.
Wondering if I should talk...to you.
I know I made some mistakes,
But just tell me what it will take.
To be yours again.

Even though I broke your heart.
Glad to see you know you're a star.
And even though our love is far.
I'll still go where you are.
Yes I know its a shot in the dark.
But don't let that tear us apart.
And even though our love is far.
I'll still go where you are.

Its just you and I.
You could always see through my lies.
When you left me behind.
Your tears fell from my eyes.

Even though I broke your heart, my scar.
Glad to see you know you're a star, my star.
And even though our love is far, so far
Please don't leave me, please don't leave me, please don't leave me, Don't you leave me babe.

If I could rewind time to when you were my first.
You know i'd erase the time I became your worst.
Please believe in me when i say that I learned.
It was your love, your love, your love, that I always have yearned.

Can there be an us?
Even though I lost all your trust.
Don't give up on me .
I need more than just your lust.

Yes I know I broke your heart, my scar.
But you will always know you're a star, my star.
So sad to see our love is far, so far
Please dont leave me, please dont leave me, please don't leave me, Dont you leave me.

If I could rewind time to when you were my first.
You know i'd erase the time I became your worst.
Please believe in me when i say that I learned.
It was your love, your love, your love, that I always have yearned.

A friend's someone you can depend on
Someone you can trust over anyone
Little do we know friends can be mysteries
Treating you worser than your enemies

And here we go again,
This is the final time that I, let you, use me, as a friend,
I fucking told you way, too many, times, my heart, is weak,
But witness all my rage and anger as it starts to leak
I should've known

Living in this world,
Its choking me, I can't breathe
Demons with halos, surrounding me,
All the Damn time
Smiles in my face, knives in my back,
Now trust is what i lack
I guess its ok, what can I say?
Imma live another day

Living each day as if it were my last
Not caring about how much time has passed
Picking up the pieces I dropped on the way
Why is it that we all live to die?
Tell me why?
Am I really gonna die all alone?
In this hole... Ooh! im so cold im so cold

Living in this world,
Its choking me, I can't breathe
Demons with halos, surrounding me,
All the Damn time
Smiles in my face, knives in my back,
Now trust is what i lack
I guess its ok, what can I say?
Imma live another day

Its surreal, I can't seem to tell you how I feel
And I think that its starting to show
Its hard for me to just go with the flow
Because when you're around
My mind shuts down
My heart begins to scream very loud
I don't think you even realize
That when you're around
My mind shuts down and my heart screams loud

And all this time that I let pass nothing will last, because life moves so fast, it broke my body, now my spirits in need of a cast, but I can't blame you, its my fault for believing in you

All this time, I let pass, nothing will last, you're not you

I've changed, you've changed
Nothing's the same
So delusional
I've changed, you've changed
Nothing's the same
We're in a maze

So delusional

We're in a maze

What the fuck does this mean?
When I look at you I don't feel a thing
I'm confused you know?
I left my ways 3 years a ago.
We were in love.
And now I'm doing my own thing.
Losing the memories burned in my mind.
And now you really think that you have me.
Because you saw me once again.
Thinking everything would be different.
Thinking we would reunite again.
I'm sorry too burst your little bubble.
But know im nothing but trouble.
I'm not sorry things had to end.
Not sorry I'm not your friend.
Please stop beggin'.

I've changed, you've changed
Nothing's the same
So delusional
I've changed, you've changed
Nothing's the same
We're in a maze

All these times I've stayed up late at night
You already know
Working on my goals and ambitions
You're chilling with your hoes
You already know
I've gave you chance after chance to get your shit right
You already know
But now everything you do ain't right
Tell me this,
was it all,
worth it, in the end?
Gained a loss, lost your fam, and all your friends
To the world, all your dreams, never meant a thing
Because you can never stay true to you
I know

I've changed, you've changed
Nothing's the same
So delusional
I've changed, you've changed
Nothing's the same
We're in a maze

So delusional

I guess I'm on my own
Oh I'm on my own
how'd I get here?
Where the fuck is here
Time after time
ohhh I'm on my own
Walking alone where no place to call home
I guess the only friend I have is me
Because the other ones are long gone in a world where I don't exist
Befriending myself in a world so chaotic
Talking to the silence ohhh it's so hypnotic
They say im obsolete
Cuz they think I'm robotic,
Fuck what they say
Cuz in the end we are all Chaotic
Now listen to what I say just please hear me out
I have become my own enemy
Can't you see the world's changed me

Don't let them get you
For if they get you they'll catch you
And if they catch you
Oh baby don't let them catch you
If they catch you....baby they'll change you
Don't let them take you away
Change you like they did me
Because if they take you away
You'll be a mystery like me
I'll be distant
I have to be distant
If im not distant
You'll stay
they'll take you away
Baby please leave
Please leave me
Im not right for you
In any way
I Can't love you
Not Tomorrow or Today