Frostweaver
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Mere Velleity
Frostweaver
A small green-yellow Pokemon, known as Caterpie, slowly crawled along its way across the road. At the same time, the Caterpie unintentionally drew the attention of a group of traveling Pokemon trainers. A young boy with black hair, who seemed to be the leader of the group with a determined expression, jumped with excitement in front of the group, placing the gaze of his dark colored eyes at the little bug Pokemon. He snapped his fingers, and twisted his red cap around as he exclaimed the predictable.
?Ha! A Caterpie! I haven?t captured one of those in a long time!? At this time, a girl who seemed to be younger than the boy stepped forward and bent down to examine the little Pokemon. It was oblivious to the group of people around it until the girl lightly poked its pink feelers on its forehead with her gloved finger. At this time, a young man with spiky brown hair bursted into a small laughter.
?You touched the Caterpie! That?s certainly the complete opposite of someone we used to travel with isn?t it?? exclaimed the young man to the group leader. The two of them laughed along with each other as the girl and her little brother stood still in confusion.
What is wrong with that...? It's just a Pokemon...
?If Kasumi is still around, I?m sure that she would have kicked the poor Caterpie off a cliff!?
Kasumi...!
<><><>
The group settled down into a Pokemon center for dinner and the night. Much to the girl?s dismay, she had to sit with her bratty brother Masato. She wished that she could just shove her brother away and throw him out somewhere! Where she would throw him away to, she cared not, for she only wanted to have a short cheerful moment sitting beside the young soon-to-be Pokemon master. Though he would probably be ignorant of her presence beside him as he chowed down anything edible in front of him, she would feel blessed for the day already? As long as she can be with him, right by his side?
Oh just how could she bother to eat when she?s straight across from him! She placed her eyes on the boy whom she loved so much? His dark eyes were always shimmering with determination. He had always worked hard towards his goal to be a Pokemon master. He had never once doubted himself despite of the difficulties ahead of him. He might be a dreamer, but he had strived towards his dream, unlike all the others who shoved their goals in life aside as they grow older, just to live a stable yet boring life.
?Hello??
He was different from them all. His altitude towards anything had always been so optimistic, even if they were in the toughest of times; he would encourage the group to keep going. If he were losing a Pokemon battle, he would always find a way to come through and win the battle in a miraculous comeback. Oh, and, and?!
?Hey, are you still here???
He is just the perfect guy...
?Sister! Are you even listening!?
The girl instantly snapped back to reality and ended her daydream, as she realized that she just spilled a bottle of soy sauce all over herself. The sauce stained her dark colored tight shorts, and it was making her shorts all yucky. Takeshi and Satoshi both laughed out loud, thinking that she was just a clumsy girl. Her brother Masato just closed his eyes and sighed.
That little brat is probably wondering ?oh just how come my sister is so dumb?? one day I?ll show him!
However, now was not the good time to thrash her little brother, because on top of all, he was watching. Quickly, she put on a nervous laughter and went along with the crowd. Satoshi finally stopped laughing at her (much to her relief), and came to a realization.
?You know Takeshi? if Kasumi did that, she would have scolded at all of us as loud as she possibly can!?
Kasumi!
<><><>
Later at night she changed out of her dirty clothes, along with her red bandana which kept her shoulder-length light-brown hair that was pulled into a bunch on either side of her head in place. She didn?t see Masato or Takeshi around the Pokemon center though when she walked into the dimly lighted lounge. Nurse Joy didn?t seem to be at the front desk anymore either. Perhaps she went off to work with the injured Pokemon in the backroom. Oh and what a gift from Ho-oh! There was Satoshi sitting on one of the couches, alone in the lounge with no one else but herself! He was here, all for her! Excitement filled her young heart at that moment. Finally she might get to spend some time with Satoshi, alone! A sincere smile bloomed on her face. This small event would possibly be the highlight of the entire day for the lonely girl? Now, Satoshi was slowly approaching her, giving her a quick greeting.
?Hey, thought you were asleep.?
?Oh no? I was went in to change? where did Takeshi and Masato go??
?Oh? they just went to the Pokemart to grab some potions and antidotes before curfew.?
Excellent! There is no better time for the two of you to go to the Pokemart!
?Isn?t it a bit dangerous to travel to the Pokemart so late at night?? I hope Masato will be ok??
?Oh? you certainly care about your brother a lot, don?t ya??
Who cares about him...? He just gets in the way between the two of us... All I care about is you... can't you feel it?
?Well? it?s my duty as a sister to take care of my little brother!?
?I guess that deep at heart the two of you really care for each other? even though you two always fight with each other??
Well... maybe?
?It really reminds me of Kasumi? We fought with each other a lot as well, back then before you and Masato joined us in the journey. She?s a really great friend.?
Kasumi?! Oh Satoshi? why does everything have to be about Kasumi? Don?t you care about me?? Why do you seem so cold, so uncaring about me? What about me who is right in front of you?
?You really care for her, don?t you Satoshi??
?Well of course! She?s my best friend in my life??
She is also the worst enemy in my life...
?I can imagine Satoshi? she must be a really nice girl.?
?I wish that I can just see her again? too bad she has to go back to Cerulean City.?
Just let her stay right there... Stay right there... and don't ever come back.
?I?ll love to see her too? It?ll be nice to have another girl to talk to at times.? And there was the untimely return as Masato and Takeshi returned from the Pokemart. The group reunited and decided to sit down and plan on the next day. The young girl forced herself to attend the short discussion, even though she was feeling dejected from Satoshi?s multiple mentioning of ???. However, she could push herself no longer, and very soon she pardoned herself from the rest using the lame excuse of not feeling very well due to a stomachache.
But then again, the ?not feeling well? part wasn?t a total lie?
<><><>
The young girl retreated into a room within the Pokemon center, which she was supposed to stay in for the night. She looked out the window, and saw that the silver moon was blinded by the clouds of the night. She sighed? Oh just how unfair! Everything was going against her! Even the clouds were taking the moon away from her. Everything was gaining up on her, stealing everything they possibly could from her! Forlornness clouded the girl?s mind, as she sat on her bed beside the window. The bed wasn?t comfortable at all. It was only a wooden board wrapped with bed sheets. However, the girl didn?t complain about beds like this did not belong to a Pokemon center but a rathole, not tonight. Tonight, she had more important stuff at mind?
Kasumi Kasumi Kasumi? just why did everything have to relate to this tomboy in dearest Satoshi?s mind? What could possibly be so charming about a hotheaded girl who battered poor Satoshi in the face with her mallet all day long? Why would Satoshi possibly fall for a girl like this, if one could even consider her as a girl at all! She had heard of many things about this Kasumi in Satoshi?s previous travel, and none of those experiences seemed pleasurable to the young girl. Those past events were certainly different, unlike the enjoyable and pleasurable journeys they are having now in Hoenn, with her.
What could possibly be so charming about this Kasumi? Seriously? I am younger. I am prettier, and I am more caring than her! I am the one who cheers Satoshi on every match, not a scrawny loudmouth who scolds at poor Satoshi for being stupid every match. How can anyone possibly fall for her with this unwelcoming attitude? Oh, I mean? just look at her! She?s abusive, and she has such a poor sense of fashion? For Ho-oh?s sake, she?s supposed to be a girl? It is just a yellow shirt and a boring pair of blue jeans?only until recently did she finally decide to change her sense of fashion, and it?s? ugh? still terrible. Who in the right mind will dress up all yellow like that? It?s as if she is a Dunsparce! It is hardly appealing, even for a Muk.
Is it just because she is a gym leader of Kanto? Is that why? Or is it because her Pokemon are a lot stronger than mine? Oh just give me time Satoshi! I can train my Pokemon to be just as good as hers too! Just give me some time. Give me a chance!
Perhaps it?s just the ?first strike? advantage? Satoshi, answer me! You love her more than me, only because you know her before me? Is that why? Is that why!
The little girl lie down and covered her face to her white pillow, shutting her cobalt blue eyes as she quietly wept for herself. The night sky pitied her, and the clouds soon parted ways, allowing the moonlight to shine upon the girl and lightly patted her on the head to comfort her from her grief. However, it seemed that her friends showed no sympathy for her sorrow, as the sounds of their laughter could be heard. It was faint, but they were all laughing, having a great time among themselves? they?re probably just mocking her stupidity. They were mocking her distant dream of being able to just cuddle against him in his cradle? one distant dream that she could never accomplish, as long as there was that miserable Kasumi standing in her way! If only that Kanto girl would just give way and let her have him!
Sigh? that won?t work? even if she was gone from the picture, Satoshi?s heart would still be with her? No no no? that won?t work. Does this means that I?m destined to be alone in Hoenn, while Satoshi is back in Kanto with his girl??
No! She had to stop thinking like this. All of these pessimistic thoughts were not going to help her. She needed some more practical ideas. Yes, that was definitely what the poor girl needed? But just what could she do when she was in a losing war against someone who wasn?t even present! How foolish of her! How stupid of her! To be losing Satoshi to someone who wasn?t even beside him?
You got nothing, girl... Nothing!
She had nothing if she lost Satoshi, as well? She never had too much friends. If she had friends back home in Petalburg, why would she want to leave them to go on a Pokemon journey? Her parents never loved her? The world to them was nothing but Masato, and only him. Even before the legitimate age to be a Pokemon trainer, her father tried to give him his first Pokemon ? a Slakoth, to be his first Pokemon. It wasn?t to Masato?s likings, but it was enough of a proof that her father cared for Masato much more than her. Was she ever presented with such an opportunity? Never! And just how old was Masato? Was he 10 already? Certainly not, yet her father allowed him to travel throughout Hoenn already. Was she permitted to go on such a journey when she requested at an earlier age? No? Did her brother love her? Ha! What a foolish question? just the amount of fights they got themselves into was most evident answer to this stupid question?
I got nothing... My family doesn't love me... I got no friends... I got no love...
I am nothing?
Satoshi? little did he know that a little girl in Hoenn had placed all of her hope, and her life, on him, this one boy who was on his way to be a Pokemon master. He was her love; He was her dream; He was her last hope? Yet once again dear Ho-oh decided to toy with her life! The high deities of the above just had to stick in that Kasumi in her life, just to make her miserable! Now Satoshi won?t ever be with her, and it is all because of this one girl! Sigh? Oh well, there was nothing she could do to avoid this. There was nothing she could do to make Satoshi turn back to her, unless!
Unless I am just like Kasumi...
What a bizarre thought, as if that would ever happen. How could it be possible that she would be just like Kasumi? Was it to dress in her fashion, or to act in her ugly tomboyish manners? Regardless of what she could do, she would never be Kasumi?
You, you are a fool...
After a whole night of debating against herself only to come up with such a displeasing and painful conclusion of truth, she wept to herself again, and slowly drifted off to an uneasy sleep when she used up all of her energy for the endless streams of tears on her face?
<><><>
Far away from the Pokemon center?
Far away from the skies of Hoenn?
Far, far away! Into the night sky, between the stars and the heavens, the Pokemon woke up from its short nap. It wasn?t really short, as it lasted a couple of months. Then again, it was only a couple of months. How long was a month, for an ageless, immortal being? It didn?t know why it woke up, as it was still many hundreds of years away until it was the next millennium, the time when it was suppose to wake up again. It was as if someone was calling out to it? The Pokemon fluttered around, and played tag with the stars for a short while, before it drifted off to a stop, continuing to try to figure out just what woke it up?
Then it hit it? it understood why it woke up from its year old slumber.
An old friend?
An old friend was calling it. An old friend was calling upon its name, in a futile attempt to a desperate moment. A heart filled with grief had been trying hard to reach out to it. But the power of this old friend was weak? it could barely feel it. Yet in the same time, it was strong?
It was a mere velleity, yet it was strong?
It was stronger than all of the other foolish dreams of winning lotteries, or acing the next exam in the Pokemon academy. It was a weak call, yet its pureness was beyond comparison. The desire for the velleity to be true was very powerful, stronger than all of the other selfish dreams! Just hang on young one! Hang on!
Well, well! How could it possibly turn down a request of an old friend?
<><><>
The silvery moon was high as it flew across the night? Its silvery tags on its head bounced along gently. It gracefully skimmed across the star ocean, as everyone, Pokemon and humans alike, fell into a deep slumber. Even the creatures of the night stopped their hoots and ended their howls, and drifted asleep?
For this night, was pure and peaceful?
Frostweaver
A small green-yellow Pokemon, known as Caterpie, slowly crawled along its way across the road. At the same time, the Caterpie unintentionally drew the attention of a group of traveling Pokemon trainers. A young boy with black hair, who seemed to be the leader of the group with a determined expression, jumped with excitement in front of the group, placing the gaze of his dark colored eyes at the little bug Pokemon. He snapped his fingers, and twisted his red cap around as he exclaimed the predictable.
?Ha! A Caterpie! I haven?t captured one of those in a long time!? At this time, a girl who seemed to be younger than the boy stepped forward and bent down to examine the little Pokemon. It was oblivious to the group of people around it until the girl lightly poked its pink feelers on its forehead with her gloved finger. At this time, a young man with spiky brown hair bursted into a small laughter.
?You touched the Caterpie! That?s certainly the complete opposite of someone we used to travel with isn?t it?? exclaimed the young man to the group leader. The two of them laughed along with each other as the girl and her little brother stood still in confusion.
What is wrong with that...? It's just a Pokemon...
?If Kasumi is still around, I?m sure that she would have kicked the poor Caterpie off a cliff!?
Kasumi...!
<><><>
The group settled down into a Pokemon center for dinner and the night. Much to the girl?s dismay, she had to sit with her bratty brother Masato. She wished that she could just shove her brother away and throw him out somewhere! Where she would throw him away to, she cared not, for she only wanted to have a short cheerful moment sitting beside the young soon-to-be Pokemon master. Though he would probably be ignorant of her presence beside him as he chowed down anything edible in front of him, she would feel blessed for the day already? As long as she can be with him, right by his side?
Oh just how could she bother to eat when she?s straight across from him! She placed her eyes on the boy whom she loved so much? His dark eyes were always shimmering with determination. He had always worked hard towards his goal to be a Pokemon master. He had never once doubted himself despite of the difficulties ahead of him. He might be a dreamer, but he had strived towards his dream, unlike all the others who shoved their goals in life aside as they grow older, just to live a stable yet boring life.
?Hello??
He was different from them all. His altitude towards anything had always been so optimistic, even if they were in the toughest of times; he would encourage the group to keep going. If he were losing a Pokemon battle, he would always find a way to come through and win the battle in a miraculous comeback. Oh, and, and?!
?Hey, are you still here???
He is just the perfect guy...
?Sister! Are you even listening!?
The girl instantly snapped back to reality and ended her daydream, as she realized that she just spilled a bottle of soy sauce all over herself. The sauce stained her dark colored tight shorts, and it was making her shorts all yucky. Takeshi and Satoshi both laughed out loud, thinking that she was just a clumsy girl. Her brother Masato just closed his eyes and sighed.
That little brat is probably wondering ?oh just how come my sister is so dumb?? one day I?ll show him!
However, now was not the good time to thrash her little brother, because on top of all, he was watching. Quickly, she put on a nervous laughter and went along with the crowd. Satoshi finally stopped laughing at her (much to her relief), and came to a realization.
?You know Takeshi? if Kasumi did that, she would have scolded at all of us as loud as she possibly can!?
Kasumi!
<><><>
Later at night she changed out of her dirty clothes, along with her red bandana which kept her shoulder-length light-brown hair that was pulled into a bunch on either side of her head in place. She didn?t see Masato or Takeshi around the Pokemon center though when she walked into the dimly lighted lounge. Nurse Joy didn?t seem to be at the front desk anymore either. Perhaps she went off to work with the injured Pokemon in the backroom. Oh and what a gift from Ho-oh! There was Satoshi sitting on one of the couches, alone in the lounge with no one else but herself! He was here, all for her! Excitement filled her young heart at that moment. Finally she might get to spend some time with Satoshi, alone! A sincere smile bloomed on her face. This small event would possibly be the highlight of the entire day for the lonely girl? Now, Satoshi was slowly approaching her, giving her a quick greeting.
?Hey, thought you were asleep.?
?Oh no? I was went in to change? where did Takeshi and Masato go??
?Oh? they just went to the Pokemart to grab some potions and antidotes before curfew.?
Excellent! There is no better time for the two of you to go to the Pokemart!
?Isn?t it a bit dangerous to travel to the Pokemart so late at night?? I hope Masato will be ok??
?Oh? you certainly care about your brother a lot, don?t ya??
Who cares about him...? He just gets in the way between the two of us... All I care about is you... can't you feel it?
?Well? it?s my duty as a sister to take care of my little brother!?
?I guess that deep at heart the two of you really care for each other? even though you two always fight with each other??
Well... maybe?
?It really reminds me of Kasumi? We fought with each other a lot as well, back then before you and Masato joined us in the journey. She?s a really great friend.?
Kasumi?! Oh Satoshi? why does everything have to be about Kasumi? Don?t you care about me?? Why do you seem so cold, so uncaring about me? What about me who is right in front of you?
?You really care for her, don?t you Satoshi??
?Well of course! She?s my best friend in my life??
She is also the worst enemy in my life...
?I can imagine Satoshi? she must be a really nice girl.?
?I wish that I can just see her again? too bad she has to go back to Cerulean City.?
Just let her stay right there... Stay right there... and don't ever come back.
?I?ll love to see her too? It?ll be nice to have another girl to talk to at times.? And there was the untimely return as Masato and Takeshi returned from the Pokemart. The group reunited and decided to sit down and plan on the next day. The young girl forced herself to attend the short discussion, even though she was feeling dejected from Satoshi?s multiple mentioning of ???. However, she could push herself no longer, and very soon she pardoned herself from the rest using the lame excuse of not feeling very well due to a stomachache.
But then again, the ?not feeling well? part wasn?t a total lie?
<><><>
The young girl retreated into a room within the Pokemon center, which she was supposed to stay in for the night. She looked out the window, and saw that the silver moon was blinded by the clouds of the night. She sighed? Oh just how unfair! Everything was going against her! Even the clouds were taking the moon away from her. Everything was gaining up on her, stealing everything they possibly could from her! Forlornness clouded the girl?s mind, as she sat on her bed beside the window. The bed wasn?t comfortable at all. It was only a wooden board wrapped with bed sheets. However, the girl didn?t complain about beds like this did not belong to a Pokemon center but a rathole, not tonight. Tonight, she had more important stuff at mind?
Kasumi Kasumi Kasumi? just why did everything have to relate to this tomboy in dearest Satoshi?s mind? What could possibly be so charming about a hotheaded girl who battered poor Satoshi in the face with her mallet all day long? Why would Satoshi possibly fall for a girl like this, if one could even consider her as a girl at all! She had heard of many things about this Kasumi in Satoshi?s previous travel, and none of those experiences seemed pleasurable to the young girl. Those past events were certainly different, unlike the enjoyable and pleasurable journeys they are having now in Hoenn, with her.
What could possibly be so charming about this Kasumi? Seriously? I am younger. I am prettier, and I am more caring than her! I am the one who cheers Satoshi on every match, not a scrawny loudmouth who scolds at poor Satoshi for being stupid every match. How can anyone possibly fall for her with this unwelcoming attitude? Oh, I mean? just look at her! She?s abusive, and she has such a poor sense of fashion? For Ho-oh?s sake, she?s supposed to be a girl? It is just a yellow shirt and a boring pair of blue jeans?only until recently did she finally decide to change her sense of fashion, and it?s? ugh? still terrible. Who in the right mind will dress up all yellow like that? It?s as if she is a Dunsparce! It is hardly appealing, even for a Muk.
Is it just because she is a gym leader of Kanto? Is that why? Or is it because her Pokemon are a lot stronger than mine? Oh just give me time Satoshi! I can train my Pokemon to be just as good as hers too! Just give me some time. Give me a chance!
Perhaps it?s just the ?first strike? advantage? Satoshi, answer me! You love her more than me, only because you know her before me? Is that why? Is that why!
The little girl lie down and covered her face to her white pillow, shutting her cobalt blue eyes as she quietly wept for herself. The night sky pitied her, and the clouds soon parted ways, allowing the moonlight to shine upon the girl and lightly patted her on the head to comfort her from her grief. However, it seemed that her friends showed no sympathy for her sorrow, as the sounds of their laughter could be heard. It was faint, but they were all laughing, having a great time among themselves? they?re probably just mocking her stupidity. They were mocking her distant dream of being able to just cuddle against him in his cradle? one distant dream that she could never accomplish, as long as there was that miserable Kasumi standing in her way! If only that Kanto girl would just give way and let her have him!
Sigh? that won?t work? even if she was gone from the picture, Satoshi?s heart would still be with her? No no no? that won?t work. Does this means that I?m destined to be alone in Hoenn, while Satoshi is back in Kanto with his girl??
No! She had to stop thinking like this. All of these pessimistic thoughts were not going to help her. She needed some more practical ideas. Yes, that was definitely what the poor girl needed? But just what could she do when she was in a losing war against someone who wasn?t even present! How foolish of her! How stupid of her! To be losing Satoshi to someone who wasn?t even beside him?
You got nothing, girl... Nothing!
She had nothing if she lost Satoshi, as well? She never had too much friends. If she had friends back home in Petalburg, why would she want to leave them to go on a Pokemon journey? Her parents never loved her? The world to them was nothing but Masato, and only him. Even before the legitimate age to be a Pokemon trainer, her father tried to give him his first Pokemon ? a Slakoth, to be his first Pokemon. It wasn?t to Masato?s likings, but it was enough of a proof that her father cared for Masato much more than her. Was she ever presented with such an opportunity? Never! And just how old was Masato? Was he 10 already? Certainly not, yet her father allowed him to travel throughout Hoenn already. Was she permitted to go on such a journey when she requested at an earlier age? No? Did her brother love her? Ha! What a foolish question? just the amount of fights they got themselves into was most evident answer to this stupid question?
I got nothing... My family doesn't love me... I got no friends... I got no love...
I am nothing?
Satoshi? little did he know that a little girl in Hoenn had placed all of her hope, and her life, on him, this one boy who was on his way to be a Pokemon master. He was her love; He was her dream; He was her last hope? Yet once again dear Ho-oh decided to toy with her life! The high deities of the above just had to stick in that Kasumi in her life, just to make her miserable! Now Satoshi won?t ever be with her, and it is all because of this one girl! Sigh? Oh well, there was nothing she could do to avoid this. There was nothing she could do to make Satoshi turn back to her, unless!
Unless I am just like Kasumi...
What a bizarre thought, as if that would ever happen. How could it be possible that she would be just like Kasumi? Was it to dress in her fashion, or to act in her ugly tomboyish manners? Regardless of what she could do, she would never be Kasumi?
You, you are a fool...
After a whole night of debating against herself only to come up with such a displeasing and painful conclusion of truth, she wept to herself again, and slowly drifted off to an uneasy sleep when she used up all of her energy for the endless streams of tears on her face?
<><><>
Far away from the Pokemon center?
Far away from the skies of Hoenn?
Far, far away! Into the night sky, between the stars and the heavens, the Pokemon woke up from its short nap. It wasn?t really short, as it lasted a couple of months. Then again, it was only a couple of months. How long was a month, for an ageless, immortal being? It didn?t know why it woke up, as it was still many hundreds of years away until it was the next millennium, the time when it was suppose to wake up again. It was as if someone was calling out to it? The Pokemon fluttered around, and played tag with the stars for a short while, before it drifted off to a stop, continuing to try to figure out just what woke it up?
Then it hit it? it understood why it woke up from its year old slumber.
An old friend?
An old friend was calling it. An old friend was calling upon its name, in a futile attempt to a desperate moment. A heart filled with grief had been trying hard to reach out to it. But the power of this old friend was weak? it could barely feel it. Yet in the same time, it was strong?
It was a mere velleity, yet it was strong?
It was stronger than all of the other foolish dreams of winning lotteries, or acing the next exam in the Pokemon academy. It was a weak call, yet its pureness was beyond comparison. The desire for the velleity to be true was very powerful, stronger than all of the other selfish dreams! Just hang on young one! Hang on!
Well, well! How could it possibly turn down a request of an old friend?
<><><>
The silvery moon was high as it flew across the night? Its silvery tags on its head bounced along gently. It gracefully skimmed across the star ocean, as everyone, Pokemon and humans alike, fell into a deep slumber. Even the creatures of the night stopped their hoots and ended their howls, and drifted asleep?
For this night, was pure and peaceful?