Insecure and lonely.

[Usul]

Blackend heart beating flows,
Pounding my body as if a toy to play,
The playment of a misspoken soul.

The shape of my heart,
It's burning and wreck,
Seeing you standing there,
Insecure and lonely.

I can't do anything
Not even make a move,
Not even blink my eye,
Or grasping for some breath.

I never let you across my mind,
The pain inside of me,
The pain I feel;
The pain I never show.

I am isolated and broken,
You are a disease for me;
A pain that goes endlessly on.
The pain I love, the pain are you;
A pleasement of pain a beauty;
Combined together as one.

Let me get this through,
I loved you, no you pushed me.
You said only darkness could save you now;
Go ahead take your best shot woman.

I only want you to know that I care--
About you let your heart beating love show.
I know you care don't be so shy;
Behind the darkness I will know,
That there a shy girl seeking for some hope.

I cannot live without pain and brokenness
That's why you are still alive
You gave me the strength to go on,
And live this life where I am tired of;
Tired of for just to die.

You honey pull my through this life;
And seeing that's not the case;
Life is beauty the moment you--
Came across my mind.​

 

[TJgamer]

You have a lot of talent in writing romantic poetry.

Don't take this personally, but, do you have a love interest?
If so, your poetic skills would definitely impress her.

 

[Usul]

Thanks means alot. :-)
And yes, I actually have.
Only I don't have the guts to tell her.

 

[NekoNekoChan]

I totally agree with TJgamer, this is fantastic. :)