Speculation Question about a scene in Pokémon The Movie: I Choose You!

[Team Plasma DJ James]

Upon Ash's unexpectedly defeat to across in the Pokémon battle, when Ash went outside complaining that he could have won the battle with Pikachu, and his friends trying to help him out, and when he went into the forest all alone to lose Pikachu and his friends, was Ash still upset about his loss to Cross in the Pokémon battle? When he complained that he could have chosen Bulbasaur or Squrtle as his starter Pokémon, and despite that his friends wasn't helping him taking acceptance in losing in Pokémon battles,