pauldan00b
Veteran Breeder/Elite Trainer
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- New Jersey USA
- Seen Sep 5, 2010
1. Loveletter to the Afterlife
We used to share the same moonlit summer sky
Another time, when you and I were in our world
-My love will be for you
My love will be for you
You were the one to love me
So I will wait forever
Taste of your breath upon the coolness of the gentle breeze
Brings me to tears, that I still feel you next to me
-My love will be for you
My love will be for you
You were the one to love me
So I will wait forever
I still feel you next to me...
Your angel came to me in a dream
Said that you still loved me
So I write the songs of a love never had
Music for a reunion on the other side
I'll hold you close to me, one day
Once I feel the tide take me
When we prove true love can go past the borders
Of life and death and into forever
I have lost the love within me
The heart that held will leave me
A hanged man's noose to come set me free
To a guiding light that will lead me to sea...
The ocean carried you away from me
Feel no more, cry no more
Drink enough wine to numb it all
The ocean carried you away from me
Feel no more, cry no more tears of a lingering pain
When the lovelorn feeling sinks with me to the floor of the sea
With you I will rest in peace...
I've missed you like the childhood
Long gone and never again had
Like the days we used to play
I've remembered how you said
"My heart will always be yours"
-My love will be for you
My heart belongs to you
You gave your one heart to me
So we will love forever...
2. Unwanted Dawn
Angelborn smile slips away
To forever sleep in grace
Leaves a name to love forever
But what's in a name?
When farewell is too much to say
Through the tears falling from the faces
Of those who will forever cherish the days?
Please sleep in peace
As your dreambound voice will sing a melody
Unfit for tears
Not for love, not for me
Sweeter the dreams
Bitter the sorrow
At the dawn
Awaken forlorn
All the tears shed at the breaking of the dawn
Each one for beauty for the loved ones long gone
They come to comfort me through the lonesome of the night
Until the day they bring me into the light
Please sleep in peace
As your dreambound voice will sing a melody
Unfit for tears
Not for love, not for me
Sweeter the dreams
Bitter the sorrow
At the dawn
Awaken forlorn
I feel your love o'er the distance of our hearts
Let no ocean stay us apart, let our song carry us together
Once upon a time, you were my world, my friend...
Today ever after you're the stars in my sky
My angel...
My everything...
3. Kauneus Kuolemaan
I buried my dreams in a grave next to yours
And wept the past to foreversleep
Your angel failed to heal the broken heart
Left pining for you after our farewell
I still hold you between what used to be my heart
And the shattered ruins of yesterday
The childhood days of joy you shared with me
Now rest in peace in love and lorn
Your voice sings to calm me
Through the voices of the woods
With a love that death could never fray
I wait for the day
When I run back to your side
And you and I fade into forever...
4. The Child's Eulogy, Pt.1
Words for broken hearts
Solace for the wounded
Peace for the damned and lost
Sleep for the restless childs
Tears shed in unison
All requiems sound the same
A trail of rose petals
Following to the child's grave
The spirits of a time so long ago
Now music on the gentle autumn air...
A single name has fallen from grace
Now rests upon a lovelorn headstone
My friend, may you find peace
The heart of yesterday's memory
Now the lullaby I sleep to every night...
"If I said goodbye to you tomorrow, would you know how much I loved you yesterday?"
Silenced stillborn hearts
Empathy held them still
Joining the damned and lost
A lost soul forevermore
No tears falling now
A eulogy filled with pain
No trail of rose petals
Leading to a forsaken grave
"I'm sorry your name was taken from you so...
I'm sure if those people were to feel what it's like to lose yourself in a friend,
Their words might not be so harsh..."
Friendship forsaken
Taken for granted
Gone now and nevermore
Forgiven for what was said...
5. Angelsong
Dreamer watching out the window
The artisian of the fallen snow
The bare grace of the winter sky
Brings a tear to a weathered eye
Longs for the childhood days
Now ages gone away
Loses himself in this sight
Spirits guiding him to the light
Bringing home to the promised land
Granted him an angel to take him by the hand
Lead him back to his child winter home
Where tears know not of fear or love,
Bringing home to the promised land
Granted him an angel to take him by the hand
Lead him back to his child winter home
Now just another verse for the angelsong...
Family heavenbound
Now lonesome sweet-dream seeker
Left alone to love forlorn
An angel...
Carried on by faith
Angelsung escapist melody
Faraway wanderer
When his world ceased to turn, he reached for the light...
6. The Dreamer
PART I. PAIN
What was once upon a time
Is never to be had
A widow's eye turns to tears
Of a broken heart
Another perfect day
Spent crying away
Please lord take me home
Where I belong
Save me now...
If you love you will end me
Save me from this nightmare I live
I have no faith for my heart has left me
I have no god for my lord has forgotten me
The end will save me from the bitter cold
Don't cry for me when I've faded
Bless me with the miracle of slumber
So I can rest in peace forever
Return to innocence
I long ago had known
The childhood heart
The eyes that bared no scars
Please no more drams
Of painful memories
Of days where love
Was just a smile away
Save me now...
If you love you will end me
Save me from this nightmare I live
I have no faith for my heart has left me
I have no god for my lord has forgotten me
The end will save me from the bitter cold
Don't cry for me when I've faded
Bless me with the miracle of slumber
So I can rest in peace forever
PART II. SHANGRI'LA
Sail me to paradise
To rolling fields of green
Where the beauty rests in me
Set it free
Bring me home
Bring me to life
Take the tears
And give me strength
Wake at dawn
To a brighter day
With a smile
Born to my face
All the ghosts of a time long gone
Now rest inside my mind
To tuck me in at night
To show me love is not so gone
PART III. AWAKENED
The new dawn brought me false smiles
To feign my way through the day
Until the truth comes forth
And lets me drown in my shame
If you love you will end me
Save me from this nightmare I live
I have no faith for my heart has left me
I have no god for my lord has forgotten me
The end will save me from the bitter cold
Don't cry for me when I've faded
Bless me with the miracle of slumber
So I can rest in peace forever
PART IV. OLET IKUISEN RAKKAUDEN
I dream no more, my friends
I no longer feel your love
I'd give my world to hear you say
That you love me one more time
Dream me back to your love
Sail me to your heaven above
To end the tears that paint the face
Of a broken heart without a place...
7. Autumnal Serenade
Wake to where the sweet rain falls
Upon the leaves of the November shade
Vibrant light to shine on your face
When I rise at dawn to your grace
Dream me home to my one love
Sweetest dreams of my only one
Dream me home to my true love
Stars of night, sail me back into your arms
My heart, your love, the makings of precious beauty
Hold me as I hold you in the name of a love so true
My love, your heart, the makings of precious beauty
Hold me as I hold you, our love forever sees us through
Not a word need speak our love
When I taste the rain on your lips
November's leaves fall around where we lay
Holding us to the autumnal day
Dream me home to my sweet love, my one love, my true love tonight
Dream me home to my one love
Sweetest dreams of my only one
Dream me home to my true love
Stars of night sail me back into your arms
Dream me home to my love, my one love, my only love…
I'd like to put this to music at some point...most of the above songs are either written for my friend Kenny Baker, who took his life at the end of our senior year of High School, and my dear friend Alyssa Palma, who passed away about seven years ago, whom I miss horribly...
We used to share the same moonlit summer sky
Another time, when you and I were in our world
-My love will be for you
My love will be for you
You were the one to love me
So I will wait forever
Taste of your breath upon the coolness of the gentle breeze
Brings me to tears, that I still feel you next to me
-My love will be for you
My love will be for you
You were the one to love me
So I will wait forever
I still feel you next to me...
Your angel came to me in a dream
Said that you still loved me
So I write the songs of a love never had
Music for a reunion on the other side
I'll hold you close to me, one day
Once I feel the tide take me
When we prove true love can go past the borders
Of life and death and into forever
I have lost the love within me
The heart that held will leave me
A hanged man's noose to come set me free
To a guiding light that will lead me to sea...
The ocean carried you away from me
Feel no more, cry no more
Drink enough wine to numb it all
The ocean carried you away from me
Feel no more, cry no more tears of a lingering pain
When the lovelorn feeling sinks with me to the floor of the sea
With you I will rest in peace...
I've missed you like the childhood
Long gone and never again had
Like the days we used to play
I've remembered how you said
"My heart will always be yours"
-My love will be for you
My heart belongs to you
You gave your one heart to me
So we will love forever...
2. Unwanted Dawn
Angelborn smile slips away
To forever sleep in grace
Leaves a name to love forever
But what's in a name?
When farewell is too much to say
Through the tears falling from the faces
Of those who will forever cherish the days?
Please sleep in peace
As your dreambound voice will sing a melody
Unfit for tears
Not for love, not for me
Sweeter the dreams
Bitter the sorrow
At the dawn
Awaken forlorn
All the tears shed at the breaking of the dawn
Each one for beauty for the loved ones long gone
They come to comfort me through the lonesome of the night
Until the day they bring me into the light
Please sleep in peace
As your dreambound voice will sing a melody
Unfit for tears
Not for love, not for me
Sweeter the dreams
Bitter the sorrow
At the dawn
Awaken forlorn
I feel your love o'er the distance of our hearts
Let no ocean stay us apart, let our song carry us together
Once upon a time, you were my world, my friend...
Today ever after you're the stars in my sky
My angel...
My everything...
3. Kauneus Kuolemaan
I buried my dreams in a grave next to yours
And wept the past to foreversleep
Your angel failed to heal the broken heart
Left pining for you after our farewell
I still hold you between what used to be my heart
And the shattered ruins of yesterday
The childhood days of joy you shared with me
Now rest in peace in love and lorn
Your voice sings to calm me
Through the voices of the woods
With a love that death could never fray
I wait for the day
When I run back to your side
And you and I fade into forever...
4. The Child's Eulogy, Pt.1
Words for broken hearts
Solace for the wounded
Peace for the damned and lost
Sleep for the restless childs
Tears shed in unison
All requiems sound the same
A trail of rose petals
Following to the child's grave
The spirits of a time so long ago
Now music on the gentle autumn air...
A single name has fallen from grace
Now rests upon a lovelorn headstone
My friend, may you find peace
The heart of yesterday's memory
Now the lullaby I sleep to every night...
"If I said goodbye to you tomorrow, would you know how much I loved you yesterday?"
Silenced stillborn hearts
Empathy held them still
Joining the damned and lost
A lost soul forevermore
No tears falling now
A eulogy filled with pain
No trail of rose petals
Leading to a forsaken grave
"I'm sorry your name was taken from you so...
I'm sure if those people were to feel what it's like to lose yourself in a friend,
Their words might not be so harsh..."
Friendship forsaken
Taken for granted
Gone now and nevermore
Forgiven for what was said...
5. Angelsong
Dreamer watching out the window
The artisian of the fallen snow
The bare grace of the winter sky
Brings a tear to a weathered eye
Longs for the childhood days
Now ages gone away
Loses himself in this sight
Spirits guiding him to the light
Bringing home to the promised land
Granted him an angel to take him by the hand
Lead him back to his child winter home
Where tears know not of fear or love,
Bringing home to the promised land
Granted him an angel to take him by the hand
Lead him back to his child winter home
Now just another verse for the angelsong...
Family heavenbound
Now lonesome sweet-dream seeker
Left alone to love forlorn
An angel...
Carried on by faith
Angelsung escapist melody
Faraway wanderer
When his world ceased to turn, he reached for the light...
6. The Dreamer
PART I. PAIN
What was once upon a time
Is never to be had
A widow's eye turns to tears
Of a broken heart
Another perfect day
Spent crying away
Please lord take me home
Where I belong
Save me now...
If you love you will end me
Save me from this nightmare I live
I have no faith for my heart has left me
I have no god for my lord has forgotten me
The end will save me from the bitter cold
Don't cry for me when I've faded
Bless me with the miracle of slumber
So I can rest in peace forever
Return to innocence
I long ago had known
The childhood heart
The eyes that bared no scars
Please no more drams
Of painful memories
Of days where love
Was just a smile away
Save me now...
If you love you will end me
Save me from this nightmare I live
I have no faith for my heart has left me
I have no god for my lord has forgotten me
The end will save me from the bitter cold
Don't cry for me when I've faded
Bless me with the miracle of slumber
So I can rest in peace forever
PART II. SHANGRI'LA
Sail me to paradise
To rolling fields of green
Where the beauty rests in me
Set it free
Bring me home
Bring me to life
Take the tears
And give me strength
Wake at dawn
To a brighter day
With a smile
Born to my face
All the ghosts of a time long gone
Now rest inside my mind
To tuck me in at night
To show me love is not so gone
PART III. AWAKENED
The new dawn brought me false smiles
To feign my way through the day
Until the truth comes forth
And lets me drown in my shame
If you love you will end me
Save me from this nightmare I live
I have no faith for my heart has left me
I have no god for my lord has forgotten me
The end will save me from the bitter cold
Don't cry for me when I've faded
Bless me with the miracle of slumber
So I can rest in peace forever
PART IV. OLET IKUISEN RAKKAUDEN
I dream no more, my friends
I no longer feel your love
I'd give my world to hear you say
That you love me one more time
Dream me back to your love
Sail me to your heaven above
To end the tears that paint the face
Of a broken heart without a place...
7. Autumnal Serenade
Wake to where the sweet rain falls
Upon the leaves of the November shade
Vibrant light to shine on your face
When I rise at dawn to your grace
Dream me home to my one love
Sweetest dreams of my only one
Dream me home to my true love
Stars of night, sail me back into your arms
My heart, your love, the makings of precious beauty
Hold me as I hold you in the name of a love so true
My love, your heart, the makings of precious beauty
Hold me as I hold you, our love forever sees us through
Not a word need speak our love
When I taste the rain on your lips
November's leaves fall around where we lay
Holding us to the autumnal day
Dream me home to my sweet love, my one love, my true love tonight
Dream me home to my one love
Sweetest dreams of my only one
Dream me home to my true love
Stars of night sail me back into your arms
Dream me home to my love, my one love, my only love…
I'd like to put this to music at some point...most of the above songs are either written for my friend Kenny Baker, who took his life at the end of our senior year of High School, and my dear friend Alyssa Palma, who passed away about seven years ago, whom I miss horribly...
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