Natla looked so beautiful back in the day, and she was the most amazing Tomb Raider character of all time. To be honest, she is my favorite video game character of all time. I was thinking very seriously about changing my name on here to Natla a couple months ago, but I didn't want the identity crisis that goes along with it. lol. No one would be intelligent enough to look at my description anyway. They would just be like, "Wtf is this?"
Haha, I find that image rather funny, but it's true. I actually sometimes find myself attracted to men like that, but I think it's just because I like guys who can wear their hair right. I was pretty much raised in a community with males who wore their hair like that, and I was engaged to a guy who looked just like that. lol. I don't even really notice it anymore when guys have long hair... In fact it's the short haired males that I notice as strange.
Why thank you; I believe blonde is beautiful too.
To be honest, I am not really sure when he got into the drug scene. He had already been doing SOME drugs for a while since I just met him, but after a couple years he got really bad into it. I met him my Sophomore year of high school, and I learned early that he really screwed around during his Freshman year. So I think he's been into the bad stuff for a long time, but it never took over him like it started to. What bothers me is the fact that we were starting to drift apart when he died. I had started texting him about hanging out and we were going to, but he died soon after. Really broke my heart.
I am never too scared to roam the night. I have been raised a night owl, and my best friend and I love more than anything to walk for miles at night and just follow the stars... Helps with our PokeWalkers too. Also for the fact that I am usually never out of bed until 7 in the evening. I am always the late-nighter. I don't like being out in the morning away. Too bright for me, usually. I live in a place that isn't exactly amazing to live in, but not too terrible. I want to get out though and see the world. I live in the U.S. with my grandparents. It's not bad.
I'm not sure. I think Rita just never let's Joyce out of the house, never lets her date boys, never lets her have games, and forces her to follow a religion that she isn't really wanting to follow. She forces her to wear her hair frizzy and long and pulled back and always in a dress. It was obvious that Joyce was miserable. Her foster siblings were also kinda mean to her. I never had the tolerance for Rita because she never treated them; at least Joyce; like she was worth anything, and Joyce is a rather messed up kid with a few... Mental issues.
I know how you feel on that. I trust my best friend with MUCH more than my grandparents or my mother. ((Especially my mother... She has a hard time coping.)) I find it awkward to even go out and eat with my grandparents because I get awkward at the closeness. I want to stop feeling that way though, because I know that if they die soon... I would regret any moment that I didn't spend with them. And I know that I'll wish I had done more with them.
And yeah. I used to feel like no one was able to communicate with me. Most people I have met (unlike my best friend) seriously never know what to say. You think they're close friends, but you try to talk about something personal or meaningful to you, and you can just TELL by the way they answer you that they take your word for a grain of salt. They change the subject on you too quickly, or they just want to rant and rave about themselves. They don't care. I have found very few people who I can actually get along with... That is a lot of the reason why I can't have many friends. I HAVE to have friends who give two shits and can actually carry a deep conversation with me. I can't just have shitloads of light conversations... Online or especially real life. It really plagues me and makes me feel like I am empty minded.
And thank you. That is a really huge reason why I love talking to you. I mean, I love talking to a lot of people on here, but I love how you don't seem to mind me typing huge VM's to you and you actually care enough to type them back. I love that. It's so much fun to actually get to know people and actually care about them. The only way you can care about someone truly is to get to know and understand and relate to them. I am a deep person in that way. And I can tell you are too.
Haha, well, I'm not ready to go just yet. But when I do go, I guess I just want it to have meaning. To be honest, I'm a bit of a romantic. I want to die for the one I love, or die avenging someone. I want to die in someone I love's name... Not just of old age. Yano?
