Dear Anonymous,
I'm not sorry. Don't think I ever will be. And if I do say sorry, it's in the interest of preserving our friendship, not because I actually mean it. And whether or not I would want to is, at this point, unsure.
Truth be told, I can't stand you anymore. I don't know why I ever bothered trying. I suppose it was just me being a ****ing idiot again, as usual. At first it was fine, I mean, you were more or less just someone I talked to at the end of the day. However, as we got closer, you just kept getting more and more annoying. With your all your nagging, your righteousness, your freakin' lecturing. Sure, you claimed you stopped lecturing, but it still sounds like you're always trying to impose your morals on me. You're just a kid, what the hell makes you think you can talk to me like you-- scratch that, you don't even know what the hell you're talking about in the first place! You spout all this crap about doing the right thing. Don't you see that I don't give a **** about that? I'm a bad guy, okay? I told you that a million times over! I'm a bad man doing bad things, deal with it! If you can't, why did you even bother being my friend in the first place?
I told you before many times, someone like you and someone like me are practically opposites. It's a miracle we got to know each other at all. (And I don't mean that literally) So you should've expected something like this. Oh wait-- lemme guess, you thought you could straighten me out, is that it? Make me into a better person or some crap? Think again, you stupid dreamer! If you can't accept the fact that I'm never going to be like you, you might as well forget about me altogether. I was a bad influence on you in the first place.
As for that other guy, you just lemme take care of him how I damn well please. If you wanna help him, that's fine, I don't care, but I'm gonna get him to leave me alone, no matter what it takes.
Also, dammit, get smart. You're not just an idiot for your actions and words, but your intellectual capacity as well. That's another reason I never listen to your so-called advice. Buy a dictionary.