The Tree of Life.
my mind is absolutely positively boggled at the thought of this film. ever since I'd first heard of it -- a somber, slow-moving, beautifully shot drama set in the 1950s having to do with a family who is being slightly torn apart by the eldest son's loss of innocence and the parents' conflicting teachings: it also happens to tackle the creation of the world and the meaning of life and the afterlife so I mean yeah -- it's been high atop my list of films to get my hands on as soon as possible. from the very first shot in the film I was absolutely enthralled -- of the mother, presumably, as a young child, looking out a window at twilight and reaching her hands out. while this might seem to be a bit of a random scene for me to place such significance on, it's the first actual landscape that you see, and it's astonishingly beautiful. the colors pop, put they have a slightly dulled tone in keeping with the rustic setting (Texas) and the time period in which it's shot (presumably, at this point, the 1930s or so). we immediately then segue to the 1960s, after the majority of the events of the film take place, in which both of the parents receive a letter having to do with one of the middle sons passing away (we never learn which). it brings them apart, and the eldest son, Jack, now a jaded, middle-aged man working in a big city, has absolutely no clue what the fuck he's doing with his life and this scars him even further.
from there, we see the world formed, an explosion of lava and red, and we see dinosaurs on the earth, and we see the family grow up, and we see the father (Brad Pitt, who acts it excellently) emotionally (and sometimes, physically) abuse the entire family, and we learn that while everything might be total shit while we're going through it, it's all worth it in the end. this was an absolutely beautiful film and I think it may have overtaken my "favorite film of all time" spot. 10/10.