I still don't know whether I believe in 2012 or not.
But I guess on the 20th, I'll be thinking about ~everything~ that has happened in my life up to that point. Even if the world doesn't end, I'll still want to reflect upon everything... since if that is when my life ends, then it's gone forever, no more coming back, which is scary. So I guess I just would be... thinking a lot. I'd create a blog entry on my life, since everyone knows how much I love summarising (this entry will probably be more like, 5 entries combined together or something.) Then I would VM everyone of importance something like "Just incase this is the last day on earth, bai and I enjoyed your friendship" and... um, for closer ones, I'll VM something not so basic. I'll make sure the last song I hear when I go to bed is Forever, and the only song I hear up until the 21st in every timezone. I'd look through past convos, spend more time with Nan and Pop, I'd get rid of any grudges I held against anyone. Oh, and I'd listen to that song by Nickelback that I forgot the name of, and The Last Day On Earth by Kate something. Since those two are relative to the end of the world. I would also pray that night, and during the day, because... if it is December 21st in the American timezone, thennn, I guess I have an extra 12 or so hours left?
I would also just finally be glad with my life up until then, because after all, my experiences from even now are important... so I guess all that year I'll compile a list of favourite moments in my life, then do something with that. Actually, I'll make lists of everything. Favourite songs, favourite TV shows, favourite... everything of my life up until that point. Then again, when I'm 50 or something, I can look back on the list and wonder what I was afraid of when I have to buy oxygen. :(
But, um, I don't know... I'd feel weird, and scared, and by then, I hope I have a great life. And then I would be glad to die, -- I mean, I wouldn't be glad to die, but I'd feel accomplished. Ugh, I don't like thinking about the world ending, scary >_>: Though yeah, I'd do summaries and such~