In the past, joining staff only sounded "pretty neat" to me, but I never actually
considered it until several weeks after taking charge of Squirrel's "Who's That Pokémon" contest. I guess I started feeling like a burden to the staff, as I always had to pester staff members with an identical message every single week to help do my chores for me (like handing out emblems and sticking threads). I dunno, it just leaves a bad taste in my mouth when I'm getting people to continuously do things for me and I can't do anything back for them, you know? And on top of that, the WTP contest has an indefinitely long duration (like, it's still running today), so my "thank you" messages sounded like they were getting increasingly stale, when in fact I was actually more and more grateful each time. :/
It's true that I could have just given up on WTP, but there's no way I could bring myself to do that after everything Squirrel has done for me. (Not to mention I still had tons of fun making puzzles and communicating with the participants! :D)
try to help other people have fun here rather than just focusing on enjoying my own self
I also began to pick up this mentality in PokéTrivia some time after Squirrel left the staff. I used to play at PokéTrivia solely because it was fun — in other words, it was for self-satisfaction. I thought Squirrel and the rest of our group would always be there, but once our group started fading out, I realized that I took everyone (especially Squirrel) for granted. I realized that nothing lasts forever, and that I too would eventually fade off from PokéTrivia. That's why I started cherishing active newcomers in the section, because even though I would never be able to re-live all those fun memories, I at least hoped that the regulars of the future could have the same kind of fun that #TeamTrivia had. (And who knows, maybe I was also unconsciously waiting for a "Squirrel 2.0" to show up.)
And now that I
am on staff, I'll do my best to live up to the vision I have for the Pokémon Trivia section. I honestly don't think I'm nearly as capable as other staff members, nor do I know how long I'll last on staff, but at the very least I want to build some kind of foundation for my successors to pick up from. I know for a fact that I will never be able to recreate what Squirrel did for our section, so my main goal as moderator is to find a new, unique way to make Pokémon Trivia a place that we can all be proud of. A place that a bunch of random strangers could become a close group of friends, just like our group. A place that we can come back to after a few years and still have fun... that kind of cheesy stuff. xD