7 things about me(Also RL situation advice)

Everyone is doing this so why not I?

1) I look like Iris in Real Life(Without the huge hair)
2) My first Youtube account was Firestar100
3) I joined forum sites when I was 13 years old
4) I got held back in 3rd grade
5) I like working with computers
6) My two favorite subjects are Algebra 2 and Physical Science(Although I can get lazy with Math)
7) I started video making since 2006

Now there is a war going on with the Dento club and the Iris Club! Dento club shall win the war!
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Since the new rules states that I can't make a new blog until my recent entry goes away I need to modify this. -wish I could just make a new blog for this but I'll try my best to keep this positive-

~SO my family is going through a tough time; my parents are divorced and now I'm living with my mom. My mom always has to ask my dad for money and the only way to do that is to go to me . This is something I do not like because she wants me to text my dad to remind him that we he needs to pay cable and this pre pay plan thing for college. I don't like doing this at all and I never tell my mom this because she gets mad at me for not wanting to do it

So right now my mother told me to text him now for this pre pay plan right now since I have been lacking on it when I finally told her that I don't like doing this but instead she got mad at me saying "Don't come to me if we don't have any food; games; and anything around that nature". This is usually why I don't give out my opinions out much often because I always get yelled at like this situation. Even if they aren't extreme they end up going into some sort of situation. I don't try to put this into a argument. I'm just tired of keeping things to myself so I just feel horrible in side most of the time. Maybe this could be why I hate presenting because I keep everything hidden combined with people all around me or maybe when it comes to debates at school I don't express much. I hate feeling this way. I joined the shipping debate since it's something that I like to do. The way I act; do debating is something I can never do in RL. I'm getting better with debating because of it but for now I just feel as if I'm being tied by a poll; not knowing what to do.

I guess right now I mainly need is advice and what I should do.

-tried my best to make this postive-

Wow. That's a whole lot that you're going through. My best advice is to continue posting in the blog like this to get out your stress. Also, have you tried to talk to your friends about this? That might help. I don't mean to me one of those advice-givers that says "you should do this," but I just wanna help. One thing is for sure: HOLD YOUR HEAD UP HIGH! :D One day, things will turn out well. Your doing awesome in school, getting into that math-science thingy. Just remember I willz always love you, and a whole lot of people on here do too. What was that old saying? OH YEAH: "NO NEED TO WORRY!" :'D <3 you and I hope everything works out soon!

~pikagirl3~

Thanks bud. Hopefully things will get better for me soon. I talk to my friends about this sometimes so they try my best to get me to feel better. -hugs Kukai-