Can reputation someone builds from doing something well... er, back them into a wall?
I have fun designing battle logs and probably one of my greatest 'talents' I have here on PC. But lately, with some of my previous requests (and current ones) it's like the fire... died. People slamming me with requests isn't exactly fun either. Although, I've rejected every one except Apostle's because I owe a dept for not finishing the last one in a timely manner. (Well... didn't finish at all, really) It's like, the passion is gone.
In the past, it was "Okay, put everything I can and all my time into it to show I really love this, and I'm good at it" but lately it's like the ability to finish my (and other ones mainly) has been thrown into the backseat of the priority car. I used to finish a battle log in one night, but now it's about a week. Abusing the fact I can PM myself to 'save' it, when in the past I just couldn't stop because I couldn't save it. XD My determination and work ethic couldn't get lower, really. :\
I don't know how to cure this. D: Maybe it's other stress playing a factor? Don't know...
Well, yeah, my little "sigh" entry.
I have fun designing battle logs and probably one of my greatest 'talents' I have here on PC. But lately, with some of my previous requests (and current ones) it's like the fire... died. People slamming me with requests isn't exactly fun either. Although, I've rejected every one except Apostle's because I owe a dept for not finishing the last one in a timely manner. (Well... didn't finish at all, really) It's like, the passion is gone.
In the past, it was "Okay, put everything I can and all my time into it to show I really love this, and I'm good at it" but lately it's like the ability to finish my (and other ones mainly) has been thrown into the backseat of the priority car. I used to finish a battle log in one night, but now it's about a week. Abusing the fact I can PM myself to 'save' it, when in the past I just couldn't stop because I couldn't save it. XD My determination and work ethic couldn't get lower, really. :\
I don't know how to cure this. D: Maybe it's other stress playing a factor? Don't know...
Well, yeah, my little "sigh" entry.