I just found out the I have been diagnosed with.......

Clinical Depression........ I guess my life is just a wasted vessel now.. I mean, heck that would explain why people dislike me irl and hate me here. It's hard to find out about this as a young adult. You have zero chances in relationships, but girls don't want a "freak" and everyone stays away from you. Maybe I should just stay in my room like the monster that I have been diagnosed as......

I apologize if I am taking this hard, but it pretty much ruins all of my dreams to be something in life.

Don't let the label define you.

Kinda hard not too... In society people with depression are freaks that deserve to be locked up in cages. Ask the god almighty Channing Tatum.

not sure what's with this whole "people with depression are monsters/freaks" bit