Believe what you want. You presented your opinion and I respect it, but I think I do have a right to assumption when nobody decides to pull their own weight for literary months.
But yes, this is completely a part of mine douch baggery. Obviously, I've lost respect for people considering how I've been in about four hacking groups, none of which ever made one iota of progress. But whatever, that just shows that I'm incredibly unfaithful and not loyal. Also, I'm known to be pessimistic so do with that as you will.