*points at your friends list*
By "being alone", though, I meant that I needed a girlfriend, and you're both the wrong age and wrong gender for that.
The thing is, in my experience, I can't really rely on friends. They always vanish at some point. Sometimes they end up going to a different school. Some had to move away. Some just plain abandoned me. But regardless of the circumstances, I can never keep a friend. At least, with a girlfriend, there may be a chance of her staying forever. But then again, I find it very unlikely.