Midnight Moon~

You have my permission to do so if you want. :)

Haha I see.
I am honored all the same. Haha

What would be going in though?
The picture, or what I said?

Oh It's fine. Just surprising is all. Haha

Seriously?
You're... you're joking right?

Indeed. We both have been. Haha.
We were just hit with llamas on flaming bricks.
Preeetty painful.

Hahahhaa!!
That kind of fail deserves this old doodle of mine....

-stab at humor-
Self-confidence?
I know not of this "self-confidence" of which you speak.
Away with such blasphemy!!
-fail-

I guess so.
And the poem was just a rant too. A rant I had written two years prior.

I've heard that too. That I'm good enough to be published. I don't know. I'd have to actually finish something first ya know?
I mean, I HAVE been published, but it was in my school district's art and poetry magazine, Valley visions. Nothing too noticable really.

I haven't cut... but I have given myself a concussion or two.
The abuse is mostly verbal.
I try to keep them too... but something always goes wrong.
And my art... I don't know. It may be magnificent, but I won't get anything for/out of them.

I've heard that a lot...
But I am not so kind to myself... I'm rather self abusive. Another detracting factor.
You're a hopeless romantic, I'm just hopeless. Haha

I still haven't really found mine. Don't really know who I am either.
All my life I have tried to please others, convinced they're more important than I. Haha
But really, the only appealing factor about me is the unconditional kindness that comes from trying to please others more than yourself. And I'm pretty sure that won't get me more than something abusive, ya know?

Yeah. I had no solid friends until 8th grade. 7th is when I attempted suicide. Near the end of the year. She didn't know me at all, but saw what i was going through and didn't want me to die. Though what had happened to cause it makes my reaction kinda understandable.
But honestly, as cynical, pessimistic and dark as it sounds, I've pretty much given up on love myself.

Same here. I actually wouldn't be alive if one of my friends (Who wasn't my friend at the time) hadn't found me.

Haha Depression is another symptom of AvPD. I'm prone to depressive slumps. some to the point where I feel void for a while after the depression vanishes.

Haha that's my problem. I don't think I'm better than too many people. I mean, I have to acknowledge some but I tend to disregard most.
I like to blame the fact that I have Avoidant Personality Disorder, a big symptom of which is the feeling of inadequacy. But I don't really think that's the only reason.

She'd be better than me at them if she tried. The only thing I can think of is pokemon. But if she got back into that I'm sure I'd be outdone.
And I have become a bit more cynical because of her. She was showing me a painting, which was amazing, as per usual, and she said "it's terrible, I don't see how it could be worse." And I said, ever so seriously, "I could have done it."

Interesting convo you and Kirozane are having

Heck. She's actually better than me at pretty much everything we have in common.
It kinda frustrates me.