*Still hugging* That's sweet. I try my best, I didn't like seeing my friends in pain. So I try to help in any way possible, even if its just a hug. Yeah, so do I. Time is said to heal all wounds, just some take longer and some get reopened. So please don't dispare, sweetie. You will get better, you'll still miss her of course but in time you'll be able to accept it. Anybody's death is a hard thing to get over. And people go through it many different ways. Like some deny it happened, not saying you are I'm just giving you an example. :)