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Yea..but i cant really talk to her about it

eh, things arent going so well again

Yea, she's awesome. She also cosplays Lord Beckett, and her her husband cosplays James Norrington. My fiance cosplays both Lord Beckett and Norrington, and he's helping me make a cosplay of both also...lolz. So many Norrie and Beckett cosplayer's out there!

I know!! We couldn't tell at first either, but then we ran into her a second time at the faire-to take a pic with her-and then we found it wasnt just a girl but it was actually our good friend from the pirate forums! What a small world!!

Yup!! That's my friend Cristine (yes it's actually a girl! hahah) She's from Keep to the Code also! We were verrrrrrry surprised to meet her at the Renfaire. It was totally awesome. She does the best Jack Sparrow.

That's good

Hey sorry for all the long messages, lolz. But I uploaded a few pics. One of my rats and some of my fiance nd I on my userpage. Check it out ^^

Lolz, I think talking about this had cheered me up...I guess I was just be needy earlier..desperate to talk to him but he had other commitments that he didn't tell me about. But hey it's not all bad. He's at a graduation of some of his church friends. And the one graduating is 18, and he's a fan of Pokemon. Gonna get his facebook. He's hardcore about Pokemon just like we are. So looks like I might get another Pokemon buddy. Lolz.

I actually don't find long distance to be difficult. I'm used to it, I've been with him 3 years? Well 1 year we were just close friends, the other 2 we were in a relationship.

If it's not real love, if the two aren't serious about it...the way people date nowadays..yea long distance doesn't work that way. But we just happened to fall in love, beyond our control..it was just something that was meant to be. It's worth it. I wouldn't trade him for the world. I love him so much <333 Can't wait to be his wife.

lolz maybe I should explain our story <3 would take forever tho and simplifying it doesn't do it justice. Oh well, here it goes


Well basically, he's from the Philippines. His immediate family lives in LA, so he visits the states often. While he was there he got really involved with the Pirates of the Caribbean cosplay community there-and joined Keep to the Code (official Pirates forum). That's actually how he and I met. I loved his cosplay, and complimented him. And we became the best of friends. Talked constantly. But I guess he went back to the Philippines and I didn't hear from him anymore (he used facebook, and I used myspace and both of didn't want to use the other site) So we lost contact for like a year. Then I went through a lot of tough things, problems at home with my parents and the loss of my grandfather who I was close to. I felt so depressed, and almost suicidal at times. And I remember thinking on day, whatever happened to my friend Tommy-Norrington516. (Ironically my username on the site is MrsNorrington 90..we both used Norrington and our birthdate/yr!) Anyways, one day I just really missed him and wondered if I would ever speak to my buddy again. And then all of a sudden , a few days later I got a myspace message from him. We got talking again. And we saw how much we had in common-it was just mindblowing. And he told me that I was the most amazing women he ever known and that he wished we were closer in age and well distance. Um, that's pretty much when I knew I loved him. I was cautious at first, nervous, worried, I was always the girl who never wanted to get married or have a bf. But there was just something about it that I knew it was right and meant to be...soulmate is very hard to describe, it's something you feel and know. Well, we kept in contact even though we were half a world apart. Learned everything about eachother, it was great! But you know that one can never be sure of anything until your with that person IN PERSON. Well, he got the opportunity to come back here and work on a degree in Texas. So as soon as he could, he got on a bus and came to visit me, and yes we were right about everything. It was real, legit, true love. ^.^ He stayed for two weeks and it was the most amazing two weeks of my life-this was back in November. He went back to Texas, prepared for classes-but he couldnt start his classes for spring semester because his visa came late-so he had to take the next semester-summer. So he had the time to come back and visit me. He stayed here with my parents and I from March-May. And it was just amazing-my entire family loved him!! We were so worried they wouldn't since we have a bit of an age difference and he's filipino, and we met online. But they LOVE him. And now we're sheduled to spend summer together in California. Other than that, we'll finish our degrees (we'll both finish in two years) and after that we will get married and live in FL most likely.

So he's in Texas? But when he's finished he's coming back? I dont know how ppl can even do that.

It's very unhealthy for soulmates to be separated by distance. We never have any problems, nothing we can't work through. Seriously, the biggest problem we have when we're together is that he snores and thats my biggest peeve.

Sigh..everything will be okay....I know it...but I'm still really bummed out now

I'm not even looking forward to going to California anymore. And I'm leaving in 9 days....crap. I know that being with him again from June16-August 4 (he's working on his masters degree in Texas, so we're long distance) might clear up all the issues going on now......but I can't help but feel like he's pushing me to side...i mean..he calls me when it's convientent for him...2am?! wtf? I'm not allowed on the phone that late-parents would be pissed. And when he does have free time from his essays and stuff, he socializes with his new church buddies....we used to talk all the time and now we barely talk. the place he's staying at doesnt have wifi so no more webcam for us.....It's getting very frustrating. Especialy because I'm on summer break and I have nothing else to do but stay home watch tv, play video games. All I can do is look forward to talking to him. And he just doesnt call and when he does he's like hey I'm going to this church event or whatever, and he tells me an hour before, not the day before. I HATE when he doesnt tell me in advance. And anyways I Couldn't do an internship at the wildlife park because I'll be leaving soon for Cali..so I'm just frustrated with everything..reached my breaking point i guess

Aww thanks

Tho Idk what can cheer me up. My fiance's really making me depressed....I cant even play pkmn or eat...and I didn't eat since yesterday...my grandparents/aunts/uncles only served meat at the reunion, wtf. No veggies, no nothing. Ticked at that too. They KNOW my dad and I are vegetarian. And now that I'm home I'm just to depressed after my fiance and I had issues....so i can't eat.

I need some cheering up ='(

Man I'm just not feeling good today. ='( I'm so emotionally just drained exhausted.

Sorry. I went to a small family reunion today...when I said hey earlier I was on my moms cell phone which died a few minutes later and she didn't bring her charger.

And there was issues with my fiance....and I'm just utterly exhausted now

Heyy!

RNG breeding is much easier than natural IV breeding.

lol yeah or I can just do it for you too.