i am fine but not really sure about us. there are many questions i want to ask you but the problem is us. you didn't do anything wrong but i am just not what you need. you deserve better then me. i am not good with the things i want to know. you have answers and i need them. i'm just too shallow in god. i need to get more serious about him and put him before even you. he is my father after all. i am not going to ask for another thing untill i get closer to him. i still think about you everyday like i have for the past 3 years.