Dear Anonymous,
I can't tell you how sorry I am. I know I tried, but I'm fairly certain you didn't grasp the entire meaning behind my words. I don't blame you for what you did and I never have, but I'm happy to say I no longer blame myself either. I used to think it was my responsibility as your friend to bring out the best in you, and that I had failed you in that respect. I know now that you couldn't possibly give me the chance I needed to fulfill such a responsibility. I still wish like crazy that someone will come along who can fix you the way I couldn't, but until then I just hope you know that I'll always be here should you need me. Regardless of what you could do or say, I will never turn you away.
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Dear Anonymous,
I feel a little silly for being unable to say this to your face, but you should know that I've always had trouble expressing gratitude. I just want to thank you for everything you've done. You've been nothing but a great friend since the day we met, and I feel incredibly stupid for not realizing it sooner. You may not know it yet, but you helped me grow in ways I never thought possible. You're an amazing person and I hope you never let anyone tell you otherwise.
P.S. I miss you, and if you don't come home for Christmas I will personally hop on my Rheaird and drag you back myself.