That afternoon I dreamed I was 20 again and the most feared pokemon in the world, causing choas wherever I went. I was virtually unstoppable, but then Volcano entered my dream and was the only one to calm me. All I had to do is look at her and I became lighter than air.
At that moment I woke up and thought, 'Snap out of it! Your 35, you should be still having dreams about destruction, not about some cute girl!' I got up on my feet fully renergized, I felt like I was 20 again. It was the most incredible feeling. I also felt like I could light the whole world on fire. But then Volcano came into my mind again and I shook my head wildly trying to get her off my mind.
I decided if I'm going to get her off my mind I would have to leave the area. So I walked over to her den, the air went from warm and comforting to cold and crisp. When I got to her den I walked over to her and said clearing my throat, "I'm getting out of your face for good, as I promised. I'm going far away from here, and I'll never return. Well.........bye." I then turned around to leave.