IC: I stayed alone, while the others went back to the camp. I had heard the Lady's words, and I took that as a foreshadow of what to come. Well, if I'm leaving, I have to finish off the devil within that boy, and Dong Zhuo, the Advocate itself. But, this doesn't surprise me. I knew I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up. The last time I did, the results were horrible. Cao Cao was one step away from realizing his dream, and that idiot from Wu struck him down. I swear if I ever run into him again, he will be at my mercy. But, I shouldn't think about this now. That boy must be purged, before he becomes a complete turn.
So, I went back to the camp, and saw the boy on the ground. I was about to launch toward him, when I saw something in the sky. A lone star suddenly faded out of view, into the horizon. The devil within him has been eliminated. There is no reason for me to be unlocking these powers anymore. Only one last thing left, and I'll be complete with my quest.
I retracted the weapons, and turned to some nearby people.
I said, "You heard him. Take him to a security tent, and have him taken care of immediately. He is of his own will once more. We have regained our lost general...."
At least I was able to do enough to allow him to take control back. There's nothing else I can do right now, of any importance. At least...., anything that I'd be able to do before I get my imminent judgement. I guess there's no harm in saying one last thing to her....
So, I walked towards her tent, observing the camp one last time. This is a really nice thing we've been able to achieve. Hopefully, she'll know what to do with it. I wished to aid her in leading these people to a peaceful age, but it looks like that will not happen.
Before I realized it, I had reached her tent. So, I opened up the flap, only to notice she wasn't there. Well, I guess I won't be able to say it to her, but at least she'll be able to know it. Then, I took out a letter, which I had written before this all happened, which I intended to give her long ago. I added on to it, and layed it on her pillow.
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The letter read:
Dear Lady Tsumi,
Seeing as you already know what I think, and I can foretell the action of which will happen to me, I see no harm in telling you what I've kept for a long time. So, let me explain a few things. The first, I suppose, would be why I act the way I do. Well, seeing as my father was lost in an ambush while I was young, that left Cao Cao to step in. He trained me, giving me a sharp sense, and a skill for fighting. While this was important, my mother knew I was better suited for strategy, which is where Wei's strategist, Sima Yi, came in. She took me to him, and he taught me everything that he knew. Through this process, I excelled in strategy, and had a decent skill in fighting. While this helped, I was never really around anyone else. That is why I usually stay away from most people, and always act the secretive way I do. After a few years, everything started to go downhill with Wei. No matter what any of us tried, we couldn't carry on after the death of Cao Cao, by the hands of that Wu scum Gan Ning.
But, that was just to explain myself. Now, allow me to say what I truly feel. I realize that I will be banished from here by the time you read this, but please, take time and look at this carefully. I am honored that I was allowed to aid you in your quest for an era of peace. I never thought I'd find a leader as great as Cao Cao, but you proved me wrong on that account. Please, once I'm gone from here, take care of these people, and achieve the dream you seek.
I have but one last thing to say, most impotant of all. Whether you return the feeling or not, I care for you deeply. Even when I'm gone from here, that will not change. I realize that what I feel is a wish from my heart. I know I shouldn't wish for something that will never be, but I can't control what I dream. No matter what happens, I will always cherish the time I was allowed to spend in these forces, around you. Good luck in realizing your dreams, and in whatever else you should seek. Just remember, no matter what happens, I will always be there, if you need me.
Love,
Zhen Liao
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The last thing I did was place a rose on top of the letter. It had black petals, which were crimson on the inside, with a silver stem. Then, I walked towards the tent flap, and looked into the small area one time. Everything that I've wished for is in that letter. Yet, they'll never be realized.....
After that, I just disappeared into the night, out of the camp, and away from what I never wanted to leave. I might not want this, but this is best for Kasanai. Me being there will just cause more trouble. I just hope eevrything goes well for her.
OOC: Wow, that was long. The letter was the hardest part. Be serious, how did I do with it? Also, I added his real name, Zhen Liao.