Standing middle of nowhere,
Flash backs torturing my mind,
On my knees as I fall,
Violence and war inside of my soul,
Fighting for her heart til the end,
The scar on my arm is burning,
A slightly saying words in me;
Screaming voices are heard.
"Get up, Usul! Get up, Strength yourself!"
A guide through my memories and dreams,
Heeding my worst fears and--
Darkened my emotionality,
Like an aircutting blast deep under my skin.
"Look at me."
As I look away from the mirror in my mind,
A voice pounding inside my vains,
As I hear a female voice scream;
Into my mind and flowing out my eyes,
My arms started to shake as my body tremble insane.
Falling left to the ground with my eyes wide open,
A dark aura connection overcome inside of me,
Flowing like a unforgiveable arrow drilling my heart.
I'm going insanity, I see my light fading slowly away.
"Give up, Usul.. Give up.. GIVE UP!"
A voice recall deeply inside of me,
Rushing memories flashing in my eyes,
Touching my soul and pounding into my mind.
"Fight for it, Usul! Know who you are!
You always told me to never give up!
Fight for it!"
A pounding memoriable scream so familiar,
As the friendship of a female, I knew
Came rushing back into me,
A flash of reality dejavu's switching fastly;
Through my mind as I would clearly see,
Speaking my words to the thing inside of me.
"You don't know which part of me, you are in.
Im a fighter, I will succeed, You don't know any love,
You don't know anything but emptiness.. S-Sorry to say.
But one thing will always be the same; I-Iam always a step ahead,
In birth in death; Im the heart of predisposition."
The memories and dreams, came in, in control,
Rushing back clearly to the normal state of mind,
As the dark aura of the spirit itself dissapeared out of me,
I could lay my hand on my chest and lay back up;
While a familiar girl was sitting left of me on her knees,
It's serenity as I though; the female who've screamed in my head.
"You did it, Usul.. You've done it alone."
As she smiles insecure to me, my head came a forward,
As I whisper softly..
"It wouldn't be done.. without you.
Without you, I wouldn't have succeed.."
A growl talking voice from the thrill, as I whisper Louder.
Our faces came impressive closely to each other,
We mark our lips on each other as we slowly close our eyes,
This momemt feels like, Everlasting.
Our arms extends and clamped around us, As she sit on my lap,
as we break the mark she was going defiant as she whisper.
"But.. we must apart now, Usul.."
As she caresses my cheek softly.
"I hope not for long, serenity.."
My sadness shows as I reply insecure.
Caresses her beautiful legs softfuly,
She stands up walk slowly away from me,
In her gorgeous skirt like a moon and the sun,
Shining so bright as her body does right now,
She turn around and dissapeared into the dust,
Standing up onto my feets and lay my hand;
Onto my left rib-chest as I cough-speakly.
"Yeah.. This is *Cough* life.."
As I look into the sky as my eyes close.
Everlasting; This war isn't over, just yet.
