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[♥~*Abby*~♥]

yesh. people like moi :3 what would azzy-kun do without you?

Thought he didn't care either. Changed all in one PM... :3

I just had to give Blake a size seven, bolded, and unlined thank you. Even that isn't enough.

 

[Tamaki]

whatd he do? and whatd az do?

 

[Waffle-San]

Well the pleasure was all mine OURS Rai, wish me luck at Hockey. You don't need to thank me really, I should thank you, just for being there. :)

From Kaydee, Spencer, Zanacross, Me, Zonic, Wooty, Xairmo, Some random dude, Shaymin and many others.

I'm getting kicked off so can't write more names.

 

[Eos Aduro]

WE ALL LOVE (not in that way) YOU CHIKA! YOU IS AWESOME! Even more awesome than myslef, as you said, Im scary awesome. And Im VERY relieved you're still here.

 

[Tamaki]

me too! i was worried when you just left... D:

 

[♥~*Abby*~♥]

I was just having dinner... Mac N' Cheese... even though I did look at the sharp knives while a few thoughts ran through my mine... but I refrained. After all, I'd need to say good bye to all my PC friends, right? They wouldn't know what happened, right?

Suicide Level Before- 9.999999

Abby's/Raichuchika Current Suicide Level

10
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0 <~~Abby's/Raichuchika's Current Level

That PM made me feel loved and wanted, and that's all I really needed...

 

[Eos Aduro]

Well you'll forever be wanted and loved. And Im glad you;re at zero! 9.99999 was a little bit close for comfort

 

[♥~*Abby*~♥]

Well, I had a knife within inches of me, but my mom's footsteps coming up the stairs made me put the knife away and make a run for it... so my mom technically saved my life... (there isn't much in the way of sleeping pills or a gun in my house, which would have been easier... or at least none that I know of...)

 

[Eos Aduro]

Well then I like your mom, she sounds very nice :P

 

[♥~*Abby*~♥]

No, not really, she was part of the reason... but she's nicer than my dad... even though a sad flashback made me realize he loves me too, but just doesn't show it in the same way...

It was visiting hours at the mental hospital, and my dad was visiting first. Some of the kids that have been there longer and who's parents didn't visit were going to visit were going to the extremes of hugging the therapists. "I would never do that..." I thought to myself, and it's true, I never would. As I get closer to my dad, I see tears in his eyes. "That can't be right... daddy never cries..." But he was. I hugged him and started crying. He said "Please stop crying..." Every time I cried. You could tell he was crying while saying these words, because he said them in such a high pitched voice. That was the only time I ever saw him actually cry, no, not just come close, but actually cry.

Such an unpleasant memory... :'(

 

[Eos Aduro]

Well it shows he cares, thats good. but it is sad.

 

[♥~*Abby*~♥]

Just the flashback to that, or anything related to the week at the hospital, besides getting out, makes me cry. I don't care if it was 2 years ago, in 5th grade. It still does...

There was actually 2 Pokemon episodes I watched the first night at that place. We watched a movie every night over there, and one of the therapists considered a few Pokemon episodes a movie. One of the was "Primeape Goes Bananas" and the other... I forget, but if I were to watch it, I'd remember it. If I watch either one of those episodes, I cry too. Anything that reminds me of that dreaded place makes me want to cry.

 

[Eos Aduro]

Well thats sad. I dont like hospitals, they're too, I dunno, I just dont like them.

 

[Waffle-San]

Last time I was at a hospital there was a hockey game on and I couldn't watch it, I kept trying but despite the sunglasses, the headaches were too painful. Concussions suck. Then we got to the private place and my Dad turned all the lights off and closed the door so I couldn't ehar any mroe squeeling infants.

*Hugglez Rai for the heck of it* I havn't huggled anyone in a long time.


Hey look I could get to a 1000 posts tonight 0.o

 

[♥~*Abby*~♥]

*gets huggled* Well, you're so close...

I'll have 1000 posts soon too... I would already have like, 2000 if it weren't for my absence from March-July... damn, I really need to go make some posts... *runs off to make posts somewhere where it counts*

 

[Lady Nicole]

I've been in the hospital a few times. In fact, I was in the hospital today having an ultrasound scan. It was...well, let's just say I needed to drink such a large amount of water for it that I literally ran to the bathroom after I was let out of the room :\

How are you these days, Rai? I hope you're doing OK =D I hope you're happy.

 

[♥~*Abby*~♥]

Today- not so great. But considering what would have happened had I not heard my mom walk up the stairs yesterday, I'm gonna shut up about it, because yesterday makes it look great in comparison, but then yesterday turned in to a great day, and well, it's a long story....

 

[Zanacross]

hi

ive just had the worst time at the cinema

these noisy girls got kicked out but made me miss the film because i was sitting next to em and they kicked me out

meh think i could get 500 post's tonight?

 

[Sora_8920]

hi

ive just had the worst time at the cinema

these noisy girls got kicked out but made me miss the film because i was sitting next to em and they kicked me out

meh think i could get 500 post's tonight?

Quality over Quantity. I guess. I dunno, but seriously, quality over quantity.

 

[♥~*Abby*~♥]

I'm currently trying to get 1000 posts.