Palcks
some nights.
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- Seen Nov 30, 2012
I've written a lot of poetry in the past few years, which I actually hadn't realized. This is one of my favorites, and I think it's not so much what it's about, but because I wrote it without much inspiration, and thankfully it's not from personal experience :3
Reign
She's the everything I never had;
beautiful, smart, and so perfect in every way.
Her head turns and she looks at me,
and I advert my gazing eyes.
She sees me as an invisible,
looking right through my heart as if it's not even there.
I see her tantalizing disguise like it's the only thing in the universe,
and yet, I'm only a waste of space in her eyes.
My only hope is to place myself and become her everything.
I must create my dream come true to have my beloved.
I've waited long enough each day,
delaying my own fantasy from becoming a reality.
The only chance I have is when she peers though me,
so I take that one and only shot when she gazes my way.
I succeed with all truth being told of her affection for me,
and I listen to it all as I become her everything.
Each day last perfectly, me and her together.
Memories play back in my dreams, repeating our happy times,
each one keeping every detail possible.
Perfection building together like the building blocks of my utopia.
But no one can have their true dream come true.
All perfection was blinding me from the truth;
the truth of she being someone else's everything.
Every true came at me during the least expected moment.
A single lie shrouded my every aspect of her.
The lie that became the truth,
pulling me in and crushing all hope;
my utopia crumbling down to the ground in a single moment.
What once was a dream is now my worst nightmare,
for I have almost drowned in her reign.
I must let go to my once beloved,
as she had not been mine, but someone else's everything.
She's the everything I never had;
beautiful, smart, and so perfect in every way.
Her head turns and she looks at me,
and I advert my gazing eyes.
She sees me as an invisible,
looking right through my heart as if it's not even there.
I see her tantalizing disguise like it's the only thing in the universe,
and yet, I'm only a waste of space in her eyes.
My only hope is to place myself and become her everything.
I must create my dream come true to have my beloved.
I've waited long enough each day,
delaying my own fantasy from becoming a reality.
The only chance I have is when she peers though me,
so I take that one and only shot when she gazes my way.
I succeed with all truth being told of her affection for me,
and I listen to it all as I become her everything.
Each day last perfectly, me and her together.
Memories play back in my dreams, repeating our happy times,
each one keeping every detail possible.
Perfection building together like the building blocks of my utopia.
But no one can have their true dream come true.
All perfection was blinding me from the truth;
the truth of she being someone else's everything.
Every true came at me during the least expected moment.
A single lie shrouded my every aspect of her.
The lie that became the truth,
pulling me in and crushing all hope;
my utopia crumbling down to the ground in a single moment.
What once was a dream is now my worst nightmare,
for I have almost drowned in her reign.
I must let go to my once beloved,
as she had not been mine, but someone else's everything.
Thoughts? c:
