DF dadragonz said:
To Camp Kill Yourself:
It's difficult to completely let go of someone that you have wanted for so long, but it seems that your heart is giving up, which may be a good thing if she may not be interested.
No2 sounds like a sweet girl, and I really think that you should go for it with her ^^
You probably feel guilty becase yearning after someone for so long is almost like being in a kind of relationship -you feel almost committed to them.
Don't worry -that feeling will fade!
Yes, well...The thing is, neither of us really like the idea of dating...And, it`d be somewhat awkward, cause I`ve been friends with her for like, *thinks.* Since around 8th grade...I think that`s two years...Merr...Awkwardness.
Okay...Well...anyway, I don`t know...It`s really complicated...
I guess it`s cause I don`t wanna lose her as a friend, you know, if it doesn`t work out, I`d lose a friend, and it would suck. But, at the same time, I mean, today we were supposed to vote for "Homecoming Princess" in our second hour class (all the classes) and, me and her are in seperate classes that hour.
I ended up voting for two Jhonen Vasquez comic characters, and she did too, but, they were the same characters...It was weird. I think I was the only one who thought it was weird, cause, I guess she gets that we think alike...It`s just...I dunno`...Weird...~.~