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Stand By You. Rated R

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    Disclaimer: Stand By Me/"The Body" and all related characters belong to Stephen King.

    [PokeCommunity.com] Stand By You. Rated R

    Summary:
    She was always there for us, Chris, Teddy, Vern and I. Always looking out for us, even when she was scared to death of when we weren't there those two days, not trying to be our mom's but close enough that it was on the tip of your tongue.

    Chapter 1: Didn't mean too.1
    Chapter 2: The change of tides.3
    Chapter 3: Homework Drama.8
    Chapter 4: Our separations (The Fight).14
    Chapter 5: Forgetting it.22
    Interlude: A lover's request.24
    Chapter 6: The hardest question of all.25
    Chapter 7: Spring Dance.30
    Chapter 8: End of the year exams.35
    Chapter 9: The seed of love (Summer at last? Part 1).39
    Chapter 10: The Seed of Love Part 2.47
    Interlude: Alexis's grief.51
    Chapter 11: Rumors of Chris and Alexis.56
    Chapter 12: A beating and missing school.63
    Chapter 13: Gordie's first girlfriend?
    Chapter 14: "We're over!" (End of their friendship).
    Chapter 15: Seeing is believing, believing is seeing.
    Interlude: Gordie's Surprise.
    Chapter 16: A sleepover that goes too far??
    Chapter 17: Arrested for good.
    Chapter 18: Moving but still around.
    Chapter 19: "You're in love, Sweetheart."
    Chapter 20: Denying it all.
    Interlude: Jason Christopher Chambers.
    Chapter 21: A date worthwhile.
    Chapter 22: Their first date?
    Chapter 23: Teddy's bail.
    Chapter 24: Vern's Rescuer.
    Chapter 25: Gordie's out burst.
    Interlude: Alexis's Dream.
    Chapter 26: Chris and Alexis's Night.
    Chapter 27:
    Chapter 28:
    Chapter 29:
    Chapter 30:
    Interlude: Moving on.
    Chapter 31:
    Chapter 32:
    Chapter 33:
    Chapter 34:
    Chapter 35:
    Interlude: Gordie's birthday.
    Chapter 36:
    Chapter 37:
    Chapter 38:
    Chapter 39:
    Chapter 40:
    Epilogue: "I'll Stand By You"
     
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    Chapter 1: Didn't mean too.
    Even though I didn't mean too leave her out of my childhood adventure story, back in the summer of '59. She was always there for us, Chris, Teddy, Vern and I. Always looking out for us, even when she was scared to death of when we weren't there those two days, not trying to be our mom's but close enough that it was on the tip of your tongue.

    She gave us a long drown out scolding, making all of us guys ashamed that we didn't tell her what our plans were. It was strange to see her break down that day, right before school started up for Junior High. Chris was there, hugging our other best friend, trying to comfort her the best way he knew how. We didn't mean to not include her in on our plans but, the expression that she gave all of us when Ace and his gang kept on "asking" for us, was something that all of us would never forget.

    Even when we were kids, something haunting was right behind her brown eyes. Just like Chris, she got beaten up by her father and older brother; as he wasn't in the close circle of Ace's gang, but if you needed him for a fight, he was there. I didn't learn this not until mid October, but that is getting a head of myself.

    With Chris, she would act almost like him, so much so that it scared all of us except her and Chris. At times they would plan it to make us; Teddy, Vern (mostly he would get scared), and I scared, as they would crack up laughing after seeing our faces. And at other times, they wouldn't plan on scaring us, it just happened by accident.

    Most times they got along, all of us did, but when Chris and Alexis argued over the most meaningless subjects, it was something that you didn't want to be apart of. One time I tried to break it up because I was sick of hearing them arguing over a subject that was sensitive to both of them. They didn't fight physically, but their insults to one another were down right harsh. It hurt Alexis so much that she left the tree fort and didn't talk to any of us, not until she was in my tree, throwing acorns at my window.

    That night she told me some of her beatings that her old man does to her as well as her older brother. She had cried herself to sleep, and I wasn't that stupid to let her go back home, so she slept in my bed while I slept on the floor within my sleeping bag.

    It took about a week to get her convinced that Chris didn't mean what he said to her. She didn't believe me at first, however when Chris saw us; more so of Alexis, I never saw so much sadness, anger and forgiving between the two. Truth be told, the three of us was all we ever had as a close normal friendship close enough to call both of my friends, family.

    After that argument, whenever something was wrong with Alexis, Chris would pull her aside and talk about it. At times she didn't want to, it may have been a day or so but it still fresh in her mind, and at other times she would just break down crying. Chris and I hated to see her cry as well as Vern and Teddy. None of them; Teddy or Vern, teased her about her crying, Chris wouldn't allow it.

    Most of the time we would always have her laughing, her smile would light up the mood of the day, no matter how sad or angry you get, her smile was beautiful. I just hope she won't kill me after she reads this.

    Alexis is tough, don't let her being a girl full you, she had a mean punch and wicked temper when you got her going. Not even Eye ball would pick a fight with her, not after she pummeled him one time. Eye ball thought it would be funny to pick on her and Chris; I wasn't there but from what I had heard from Chris I didn't want to piss her off.

    To every one of us boys she held a secret place in her heart. She showed so much respect to us all, that it was no wonder that Chris had let her be second leader, in our gang. With each one of us holding that sacred torch of respect, it pissed her off when Eye ball started to tease Chris. Eye ball was in the hospital for over a month. When I had seen him go home, he had two breaks, one on his right arm and the other on his left shin leg area. His arm never fully healed right, since he took the cast off too early, so his punches weren't that hard but hard enough to leave a burse or two.

    But after that fight, no one messed with Alexis. Ace only teases her, but he knows not to push her too far. Her anger is the kind that she literally sees the color red. The more you punch her, the more she gets fired up and punches ten times harder then before.

    The years that would follow us into our teenage years, it seem that Chris and Alexis would get closer as it was rumor going around, but that wasn't the case until we got into high school. Now, even when we are grown ups, I know that she misses Chris more so then me. He was always there for either one of us, but more so for Alexis.

    It was a couple years before his death, why he wrote his own will I didn't understand then but I do now. He left three and half boxes worth of his personal belongings to her and me. It broke Alexis right the core of her being, breaking down sobbing when we read his will. Chris was special to her, extremely special since they had been a couple since High school and friends longer then that.

    I know that she should be at her own house, but like when they argued harshly at one another, she is staying here until she can get over him. So far it hasn't been easy trying to get her out of this zombie like state of hers. Her eyes are completely empty with any other emotions besides depression and loneliness. I wish I can help her some how, however I have to let her grieve just like I grieve over his death differently from her own.

    The other day, at the present time, we had looked over Chris's personal belongings and I have never seen Alexis so broken. Yes she has been broken before, back when we were kids although, she was never to this extreme. All of the stuff that Chris kept was from our childhood, stuff that you would never thought that you would ever see again, but some how it has survived through out the years, secretly hidden from plain sight.

    Chris was like that; he always kept something that remembered you to a certain place in time, a time so full of innocence and not caring about anything too important except being a kid.

    He had left us books and albums just full of photos and other stuff, but the one thing that met so importance to Alexis and I was his gun. He still had it after taking it from his old man that day, back when we were going to go find the body of Ray Brower in Back Harlow Road.

    There were at least a hundred letters to both Alexis and I, where he had the time to write them we didn't know since he was always busy with his work. Some how, even for me, I have to snap Alexis out of her state, the only question that keeps poking my mind is, how? How can I do this with out her fully loosing her mind to our friend's sudden tragic death? I don't know this answer but, I will soon enough after you know her story with Chris Chambers, our best friend and for her, a lover.

    It was back when we had entered Junior high, the day after she scolded us and breaking down crying. It would be a day that all of us would never forget but, some how it would be in the future. We didn't mean for it to be forgotten, but so were a lot things that we didn't mean too do either.
     
    Chapter 2: The change of tides.
    Alexis was angry at us, since she normally doesn't get angry with us most of the time, she was now after we told her (Chris and I near my home that same day when we all got back home) the adventure that we went on. At times Chris and I shared some looks when it came to certain parts of the story and in the end we told her almost everything that went on.

    What the part that she was angry about was Ace and Eye ball were going to get back at us, she kept on mumbling to herself as we could hear "I have beaten him once, I will certainly do it again, god damn it." Or "He hasn't seen anything yet, if they touch my boys, they will die."

    Chris couldn't help but snicker at how angry Alexis was with Ace and Eye ball let alone the two of us. He soon stopped when he received a good whack along side the back of his head. She only gave him a warning glare and he soon enough stopped all completely even though he still wore a grin. I on the other hand had to bite down on my tongue, really hard from laughing at this.

    "Gordon, Christopher, if I hear one peep out of you about me kicking some god damn ****ing ass out of Ace and Eye ball, you will be next in line." She threatened us.

    Knowing how she gets when she gets angry, we made sure not to speak of it as a laughing matter. We were (I still am in the present time) protective of her as she is of us. Even though we didn't see it coming, the parting of Teddy and Vern, she would still keep in contact with them. It wasn't like she didn't want anything to do with them after what happened between all five of us, she knew that they were growing up and some times friends drift apart.

    Alexis soon enough stopped and Chris and I didn't notice that she stopped on the corner near where Vern and Teddy lived; she was looking out at something or someone. It was only then that Chris glanced over his shoulder and put out his arm to make me stop. Alexis was gone, as Chris and I didn't know where she had taken off, but from what the look in Chris's eyes and my heart screaming with fear, it was not good.

    We soon enough found her, punching Eye ball in the face, her anger showing through her brown eyes. Chris at once went after her, a mistake on his part. She by accident smacked him off of her as she went back to beating the living **** out Eye ball while Ace just staid in the background.

    "Get this god damn ***** off of me!" Eye ball had screamed at anyone.

    Chris had wrestle Alexis off of his older beaten up brother as she struggled to go back and beat him some more.

    "LET me go! I am going to kill them! Son of *****es think you can take on my friends, you will die for this." She yelled back at them, Chris pushing her away from Ace and Eye ball.

    I knew at once that we were in bigger **** then before, Ace and Eye ball weren't going to forget this, it would be added more to the beating later on. Walking behind my two best and angry friends, I knew that they were going to argue about what just happened.

    "Why the hell did you go and do that, Lexie? Now they will hurt us some more thanks to you're fighting!" Chris told her, pissed that she did something like this.

    "They are not going to lay a hand on you or the others. I did it Chris so they know"

    "-That they will beat the living **** out of us some more? Alexis, god damn it, don't you think at all? They are angry at us because we didn't let them take the body and now you just added our beatings ten times more!" Chris interrupted her, harshly.

    Alexis looked at him, her eyes were guarded by an emotion, an emotion that she always did when Chris scolded her on something brainless. She kept on starring at him, trying to get her emotions under control and even to Chris we knew that she was having a difficult time.

    "Lexie." Chris whispered to her, his anger was gone and the emotion of forgiving floated around his face.

    In our gang, no one said her nickname, Lexie. It was one of those times, where she was beaten up badly, either from her old man or her older brother. So much so that Chris and I were wondering if we should have taken her to the hospital that night. The only name that she would respond to was Lexie from Chris, he had staid up all night making sure that she would live til the next day.

    Some where in the back of my mind, I wonder how she did survive that awful worrying night. I had never seen Chris so emotional about our best friend. We were only eight at that time, not knowing if we should go to my older brother or not. Some how or another, Alexis had slept walked to my brother later on that night. My older brother knew how bad her home life was as well as he knew what Chris's home life was like.

    Alexis wouldn't tell me this, not until she had one time come over to see how I was doing, since my appendix burst the night before. We were in High school, as once again I am getting a head of myself.

    Chris had his arm out for her to skin it. She looked at him and sighed heavily as she did it. The sigh that came from her was one that registered on many emotional levels. After they did that, Chris soon enough pulled her into a full hug, he as well as I knew that she needed one from someone.

    "I'm sorry." Was the only words that spoke to us when started to get moving towards school.

    Chris whipped his eyes to her down cast ones, trying to read where this came from.

    "Alexis it wasn't your fault, you were only trying to tell them that they should not beat us up. It's in you to protect us as we protect you." I had told her, knowing that it was true on what I had said.

    She silently nodded a yes to me, but her gaze was still at the ground. After he put his arm around her shoulders, Chris comforted her with her shameful emotion.

    Up a head of us were Teddy and Vern, arguing over something that Vern didn't know of or was being called a "Pussy". They had yet to look back as Chris, Alexis and I soon advanced closer to them. The fighting that Alexis did to Eye ball wasn't forgotten just pushed aside since all three of us didn't want Teddy or Vern freaking out over it. We have enough to deal with before school started and we didn't want either one of them knowing this.

    "Jeez, you're such a pussy." Teddy had told Vern.

    What they were talking I had missed it since Alexis and Chris were stifling a laugh.

    "Call me that again you four eyed psycho and I will hit you like I did a day ago." Vern snapped back, hating that word so much from Teddy.

    Alexis then walked right behind them and put her arms around the two and replied "Now, Teddy, Vern, do I have to make you both look like morons for fighting over if we should have given the body over to Ace and his gang or you two shut the **** up about it and keep moving on to the Junior high?"

    Teddy removed her arm and mumbled to himself while Vern just paled at her words of reasoning. It seemed that Vern was having nightmares of the body of Ray Brower and like usual Alexis made him comfortable without trying to forget what happened. Like I said before, she would not let it go from any of us guys.

    We all stopped and looked at the huge building that was bigger then our grammar school building. The building that we were facing was our new school, new territories to explore and make new memories from. It was our Junior High school.

    Alexis then started to walk away from us all, something that she rarely did. I looked at the others and Chris was not going after her, it scared me so I jogged up to her and gently put my hand into her own. She knew that it was me, because after that night when she nearly died, she didn't mind me doing this.

    "Alexis, where are you going?" I softly asked her.

    "To my classes, Gordie. I uh... I don't have the same classes like the rest of you guys do." She hesitantly replied to me.

    "What are they?"

    "Four College classes and two normal classes."

    "I mean the subjects."

    "Oh well uh they are you're normal college classes. Math, English, History, and Art."

    "Which only leaves Girls only gym and-"

    "Normal Art."

    "Why are you taking so much…wait that drawing that you left behind one time was for me wasn't it?"

    "Yeah it was." She whispered to me.

    I didn't know that she could draw like that. What she had drawn for me was a portrait of my older brother Denny. I still have the portrait of that drawing; it hangs right where I write down my stories onto my computer, with another fairly new portrait of Chris. She is very talented of drawing people.

    "And Chris knows of this?" I asked her, wanting to know more.

    "He knows that I will be at least in all of your's and his College classes except the last two." She answered me.

    "Oh." Was all I said to her, before she walked away into the building?

    The others looked at me as I had a blank expression running around my face. Something did not settle right with me on the fact that she will not be with us all. Knowing that Chris was right there beside me, I knew I had to let this new change be pushed to the back of my mind, but it didn't want to do that.

    The first day of our new school was hard; Alexis and Chris barely spoke to one another during the classes, as the teachers were confused on why Chris or Alexis were even in there. Slowly like the sun moving, the change of tides was coming around for all of us. Something big was going to happen and it wasn't going to be pretty from what my gut was telling me.
     
    Chapter 3: Homework Drama.
    That afternoon when I got home, I saw something that made me stop dead in my tracks. Alexis talking to my mother. My mouth went dry, my heart racing like a scared little bunny rabbit and my mind battling with questions on why Alexis was here and talking to my mother of all people.

    When they looked at me, I could tell that I would get yelled at later on tonight from my old man. It wasn't because I socialized with Alexis or the rest of my friends; it was that she was here inside their home and talking to them of things.

    "Gordie, your little friend here was telling me that you needed to have a study night with her and another student that you made friends with. Don't stay up too late." Was all my mother spoke to us?

    She then walked outside to get the laundry, as my wide scared eyes looked back at Alexis who then walked over to the coat closet and opened it up. Chris came out and looked both left and right to see if the cost was clear.

    "My bedroom, please." I whispered hoarsely at them both.

    Alexis looked at Chris as he looked right back and then they both nodded to me. As we claimed the stairs, my head was getting full of unanswered questions.

    'We had agreed that we would see each other tomorrow. What happened to make them change their minds so fast?' I thought, wanting this soon-to-be-nightmare over.

    When we all got inside my bedroom, I closed the door and looked at them, giving them that look that they better explain or else. Alexis once again shared a look with Chris before she took the hem of her shirt and lifted it up. The black and purple burse that she had on her stomach told me all that I needed to know.

    "At least you two could have told me before we left school." I said to them both.

    "Gordie, this happened when I got home… I know that you will not like me for this, but I had to lie to your mother, so that I could help Chris out with his own homework pile. Please man, I didn't mean for this to be on purpose." Alexis told me, letting her shirt drop back down.

    "Alright, but let me get some snacks and we will start doing our homework." I mumbled, walking out of the bedroom.

    Chris looked at Alexis when I had left, wondering if they should talk about what happened at her home. Alexis walked over to my bed and sat down; it seemed that she had trouble breathing correctly thanks to her new burse.

    "You all right?" Chris asked her, walking over to her before he kneeled down to her stomach.

    "I'll be fine, don't worry about me Chris." She answered him, lying on her back.

    He then lay on his side on my bed next to her, his fingers ghostly running over her stomach. Alexis didn't say anything besides trying to breath right. He looked at her face for a long time, asking silently for him to take better careful look at her burse.

    Her eyes opened and nodding her head slowly, she let him take another look. Chris ran his finger tips over her burse; it was round like a average size candle end, as it was near her diaphragm. From what she had told me it felt like the bottom of her lungs were on fire with each breath she either let out or took in.

    It was then when I came back inside my bedroom with a tray stacked with lots of snacks, juice and an ice pack, for us all. I was about to say something to them about helping me out, but the sight before me gave me some chills to my heart.

    Chris was still running his fingers over her stomach but his eyes were locked with hers as they were only an inch from each other. I know that they would hate me for doing this but I cleared my throat, making Chris jump away from Alexis's face as she closed her eyes.

    "I got this for you, Alexis." I said, bringing the tray of snacks and goodies to them, along with the ice pack.

    She gently took the ice pack wrapping it in one of my tee shirts before she carefully rested it on her diaphragm. At that moment my mind went blank on any questions of what happened, I knew at once that Chris understood the beating as I barely scrapped the surface.

    "How do you want to study, Lexie?" Chris gently asked her, seeing her breath very little.

    "I'll sit on the bed, Chris you will be on the floor right beside it as for you Gordie; you can have your desk to work on." She whispered all of these words on a single breath.

    Chris nodded while she took off her shoes and sat up against my bed frame and propped her knees up. I went over to my desk and started on my Math homework, since it was the hardest subject to do.

    Slowly like the trickles of time, my gut started to warn me of something, like earlier this morning. Alexis was doing her best to get all of her homework finished but her burse was having her stop every time she would breathe in or out. Chris was seething with resentment towards either her old man or her older brother. Like she protects us, he wanted to protect her from theses events that were happening to her.

    "Alexis?" Chris asked her, confused on his own homework.

    Looking down at his homework, Alexis helped him out on Math; it had seemed that we all picked the hardest subject to get it out of the way so we could do the easier stuff.

    "Do you have any change?" Alexis asked Chris.

    "What? What does that have do with"

    "Simpler and if you know money then you can do this math homework Chris." She interrupted him.

    I looked up from my desk and over at her; I didn't know that she was this smart. Alexis had always asked for extra and harder math problems from grammar school and anything else that she liked, it didn't accord to me that she was this intelligent.

    Chris was digging in his back pocket when I heard my name being yelled for downstairs. Both Alexis and Chris froze on what they were doing, thinking that they were in trouble, they both put away their books and homework and fled into my closet.

    Gulping down my fears I walked out of my bedroom, walked the hallway until I reached the stairs and took one step at a time. My dad was standing there looking at me pissed off at something.

    "Gordon, why did you invite that slime ball ***** to my home, let alone have inside?" my dad asked me.

    At once I went into protective mode for Alexis.

    "She isn't a slime ball dad. Besides she needed help with her home"

    "I don't care; get her out of my god damn house. She isn't welcomed back here anymore." My dad interrupted me.

    Upstairs, in my closet, Alexis was mumbling something while Chris had to put his finger on her lips to silent her. She leaned into him as her breathing was coming less and less. When they heard foot steps coming near my room, they staid still.

    Closing my door again, I walked over and pulled on the closet door as Chris was protecting Alexis with his body, she was pale.

    "May be we should do this at the tree fort, Alexis can help me and you won't get in trouble by your old man." Chris whispered to me.

    "No…" I replied, not wanting them to go.

    "Gordie, it will be alright, I promise." Alexis whispered to me.

    Her bright eyes shined with the pain that she was suffering from and I couldn't argue with her on it anymore. She always gave me that look that when something didn't go like we would have liked, she would give me that promise expression.

    I nodded to her as then Chris had already opened my window near the tree and just waited for Alexis. I took all of the snacks and juice and put them all into a bag, knowing that they will not eat once they get home.

    "Thanks Gordie for helping us out." Alexis told me, trying not to show some of her pain.

    Chris looked at me, giving me that look that expressed 'don't hound her about this and we'll see you tomorrow at school.'

    "See you guys tomorrow." I told them both.

    Chris was the last to leave, after Alexis claimed into the tree, and whispered "Not if we see you first."

    Then he was gone along with Alexis. Thinking back on it now, I felt sorry for Alexis, for the present time I wonder how she survived her beatings from her abusive family.

    Chris walked slowly next to her as her breathing was shallow. Even though she didn't bring a sweater, Alexis dealt with the cold air that the night was bringing tonight. By the time that they got to the tree fort Chris had his arm around her shivering and shaking shoulders.

    "I'll be right back, just need to find those sleeping bags." He whispered to her.

    "Alright." She whispered back to him.

    Chris was looking through the underbrush for the two sleeping bags that he always kept near the tree fort. One was for him and the other was for Alexis, just in case they couldn't come over to my place.

    Alexis was doing her best to keep warm and to breathe right, but the cold air was moving in fast. The munching of the leaves and sticks, Chris headed over to her after he had found the sleeping bags and put them inside the tree fort.

    "Come on, you need to get warm soon…" He whispered to her, never looking away from her face.

    Alexis just nodded and started to walk near the tree fort while Chris seemed like she had a broken leg, took whatever rock or twig out of their walk path. After they claimed up into the fort and got into their sleeping bags, they soon started on their homework, with a lantern as their only light.

    When Alexis saw that Chris was falling asleep, she gently took their books and paper and put them away. She scooted closer to Chris as they fell asleep.

    In the morning, Chris was the first one up, as he found himself on the hardwood floor of the tree fort with Alexis gently sleeping on his chest with her sleeping bag covering them both. Blushing at this situation, he didn't know what to do or how to go about this.

    Gulping a bit, Chris gently rubbed Alexis's arms and back, that usually wakes her up. This time though, she didn't wake up.

    "Alexis, come on, wake up." Chris whispered gently to her.

    "But Chris…just five more minutes." She mumbled back.

    "No, we need to get up and go to school soon." He replied to her.

    "Fine, but you owe me one." Alexis grumbled out.

    "Yeah, yeah." He mumbled as they moved away from one another and looked around for something to eat.

    "Gordie, I love you." Alexis said to no one, when she spotted the bag full of snacks and goodies.

    Chris sharply looked at her as she pulled the bag towards her. It was a while before they spoke again to one another, they just ate the snacks and drank the juice, and both of them are not morning people. Their tempers run high at the crack of dawn. I learned, just like Teddy and Vern, not to mess with the two of them in the morning.

    One time Teddy did mess with Alexis in the morning, when we were in grammar school and let's just say that Teddy learned his lesson. Another thing that gets their anger going even more is candy like foods. Since I gave them nothing but sweets from the day before, they will try and get into a fight, that's what happened when we were in grammar school one time.

    Alexis sighed with content when she was eating a granola bar while Chris was chomping down on some cookies.

    "So what kind of grade do you think we will get on our homework?" Chris asked her, knowing to us all that school was some what important to him.

    "Shit! Chris we still need to finish up two more reading reviews, and our damn math. Why didn't you wake me up sooner?" Alexis yelled at him.

    "Because I was still sleeping, just so you god damn know! Plus I didn't know that we still had to do our damn homework." He shouted right back.

    "God, I don't know why…" she began to say but just grumbled out the rest.

    "'Don't know why', what? What did you say about me, Conall?" Chris snapped at her.

    Her brown eyes locked with his boiling blue eyes before she replied back "That I slept in and didn't bring a watch with me to wake me up!"

    "You don't own a watch that does that in the first place, Conall."

    "Fine, I may not own it, but I will be damn if I am late for school, Chambers. Because unlike what I see from you about school, I want to get the hell out of this god forsaking dump of a town. And Believing in what everyone says about me will only drag you down because you were too stupid to fall into their ****ing trap!" Alexis shouted at her, getting up and taking her belongings and leaving the tree fort with a wounded Chris behind.

    I didn't say anything to her when I saw her in a different pair of jeans and a tee shirt. Knowing that she gets even more worked up from the arguing either before or after, I just let her be.

    Whatever Chris said to her that morning, he looked terrible that late morning and early afternoon. It would seem that she would have come over that night, to my house, but she didn't. I guess she had some other things to think about or do.
     
    Chapter 4: Our separations (The Fight).
    It was a month into our new school year, and so far I have never seen Chris or Alexis not speaking to one another for this long. I was the one that played the middle man between the two. They wish they would take back what had happened in the tree fort, but every time they see one another, their anger would spring its ugly head up. They didn't hate one another, just the fact that their opinions were completely different and they didn't agree with them.

    Even though that I have not mentioned Ace or his gang is because there wasn't anything to write about, we all knew that his gang was leaving us alone, and picking on some other town people instead. Even as I am writing this, my gut still gets into very tight knots. Pre-warning? May be.

    All around the school that we go to has fliers of the holiday that was the Halloween party for all of us, excluding I don't think I would go to it since the next day was a school day. I know that Chris or Alexis could not loose a day worth of classes and then have a surprise pop up test after a day or two.

    With Teddy and Vern, that is something that I can't actually say for sure, since the last time that I talk to them was after Teddy and Alexis got into that huge and ugly fight. Chris had to kick Teddy's ass for this one as it led to all of us breaking away from one another.

    I didn't mention the full extent of Teddy and Vern that much because the damage and sting, from this fight is healed but, still has a bad taste in my memory. Alexis was devastated by how immature Teddy and Vern were. Chris still gets angry about it, from that time I didn't know why, but now I do.

    The day that this happened was a day that started out normally, just the fact that Teddy was holding in his anger, his dad must have had one of those crazy moments, as Teddy was ticking time bomb. One wrong move and he could go off on the wrong person. In some ways I'm glad that it was Alexis, which Teddy took his anger out; also in other ways I am sorry that it had to happen to her.

    Chris was walking with me to our next class; it was one where Alexis was in with us, it was our Math. So far she has been ignoring Chris as I knew that they would just like to put this past them, however their damn pride would not let it go. I know that he wanted to talk about it, knowing Chris though, he wouldn't talk about it unless it was really bothering him.

    At times I could see him thinking about talking what happened between him and Alexis, but at the last second he would always change his mind. I was sitting at my wooden desk as Chris was on the right of me, Alexis would be on my left but since they argued over whatever it was, she has been sitting closer to the windows.

    There were a few minutes before class actually started and it was a surprise not only for Chris but me as well. Alexis was speaking to some of the other girls that lived up in the View.

    "Gordie… I think we just lost her." Chris whispered to me.

    Now I didn't say anything back to him, but I knew his meaning. For the longest time, no one talked to Alexis either from the View or not. So with Alexis talking to some of the other students from the View, it was shocking. Not just because they were letting her be around and socialize with them, but also let them get to know her more.

    Chris and I had a bad feeling that the kids from the View were going to do something bad to her, just how wrong were we on that.

    When the bell finally rang for class to start, Alexis walked over to her seat and when my eyes looked into her own, I saw forgiving from her. I wasn't the leader of our gang, but it seemed that she was asking for forgiveness from me. Whatever the forgiveness was from, I don't know, so I just nodded my head at her.

    "Quiet it down, now!" our teacher, Mr. Scale, told all of us students.

    What the students those aren't from the View call our teacher "Scaly bastard" or "Scaly *****". Rude it was to call him that but he was just as mean as the names we called him. He gave viscous homework assignments out, the school assignments alone were hard enough but, these are college classes.

    "For today, you will have a pop up test. But here the reward that I have thought of if any one gets high then a 97 -no homework for a month and free lunches here at school. Any one who gets a B will have three weeks of no homework. As for the person who gets a C will only have one week. If anyone who gets lower then a 70 will not win theses awards. I will tell you after tomorrow who gets the awards." Mr. Scale snarled at us.

    As predicted we have a pop up test and knowing how Chris gets when pop up test is presented, nervous as hell trying to remember what information on the subject was about. However when I looked back at him, I saw his head down on his desk with his arms as his protecting armor.

    Before Mr. Scale saw him, I kick Chris's leg as hard as I could. That made him looks up and at me, giving him the look that said 'What's up with you?' Chris then mouthed the one word and I knew who it was, it didn't take me that long to know whose name he mouthed out. It was Alexis.

    "You will have thirty minutes to complete this test, when I say the word, you may begin." Mr. Scale announced to the whole class.

    I saw out of the corner of my eye, Alexis watching us or mostly Chris. I could not understand why. Why was she watching Chris when, they are angry at one another? Is she forgiving him right now? He must have seen her because they didn't look away.

    Alexis then sighed while she looked away from Chris, who starred at her for a bit longer before he too looked away. I wonder what they were thinking about because Alexis seemed nervous while Chris looked heart broken.

    "GO!" Mr. Scale shouted at us which made not only I but Alexis and Chris jump in our seats as well.

    Seeing that I had my test I quickly started to do the problems. Mr. Scale stalked the isles up and down like a hungry lion or tiger. If you made one wrong move, you will fail this test, no questions asked you would fail this test and he would mark down whatever current grade you have.

    With Chris doing his best, he would always get a C+ grade, at least which is how I figured it out since I had to make charts of how Mr. Scale grades our school work, homework, and tests and pop up tests is this:

    91-100 A
    81-90 B
    71-80 C
    61-70 D
    Anything below 60 is fail.

    Mr. Scale would always put on Chris's homework or tests an 80.5 why we don't know but I always tell Chris at least it's higher then a D or failing your grade. But Chris would always shrug his shoulders and keep on walking to our next class, not talking about his grade any further that day.

    I didn't look neither at my sides or who was in front of me, I kept my eyes glued to my test as I was half way through it. I didn't know weather or not Alexis and Chris were done, but I did hear her get up and walk to the front of the class along with Chris.

    Did it seem coincidental that Chris was done just like Alexis? I didn't look up since I still have four more problems to do and I had ten minutes to finish them. Another five minutes went by as I finished the test and walked up to Mr. Scale. Handing my test to him felt like I was doomed, but I knew that I would get a good grade on it. I already have a B+ in this class.

    "Five minute warning." Mr. Scale announced to the class, I was already finished and relaxing in my chair.

    During those five whole minutes, I was starring out the window, near Alexis though I did notice Alexis looking at Chris and he looking back. I know that you would love to read more on what happened to the two of them but at times some of the story can not always be on them. Knowing how both of my stubborn friends are, I took out a piece of lined paper and just started to write a poem. It was a poem back then, but it's a song now.

    The title to it back then was just the first line, 'why you look so sad?' but after a while I would change it several times before I settle on the right one "I'll Stand by You." (Ever wonder, reader where the title to this story came from? Well now you know.)

    "Alright ladies and gentlemen, time is up." Mr. Scale announced to everyone while we all had two minutes until the final bell rang.

    BRRRING!!! There goes the final bell. All students got up and took their backpacks and book bags with them.

    Since I always waited for either Chris or Alexis, I heard from the hallways the voice that only meant bad news, Teddy yelling at Vern again.

    Chris was already out of the class room when he heard this. He had to calm Teddy down before he gets kicked out Junior High for good. Alexis was about to join Chris but I grabbed her hand; my guts were telling me 'hold her back'.

    Even though it would seem like Alexis could handle the situation, Chris hold Teddy back stronger then her. I am not saying that Alexis isn't physically strong, she is but, Chris was stronger then her.

    When Alexis and I walked out of the classroom of Mr. Scale, the hallway was cleared of any students then before.

    "Where did Chris and Teddy go?" she asked me.

    Looking around I didn't know.

    "They will be around some where. Chris can handle Teddy and Vern. Don't worry Alexis." I told her, not knowing that she was concern about those three.

    We continued to walk to our next class, our College English. After we entered and sat in out desks near the back area, we saw Chris come walking in. Alexis was the first one, semi out of her seat, seeing a burse starting to form on his lower fore arm.

    "I don't want to talk about what happened, please." Was all he told to us?

    Alexis nodded to him, sitting back down in her seat. I watched both of them carefully, since Alexis hated to see any of us argue and/or physically hurt one another; mostly with Chris. May be it was a good thing that she didn't come on that Ray Brower adventure?

    I know that both Chris and Alexis were on the 'understand' level, instead the 'ignore each other with utter stubbornness' level. Yes, I have different levels for them both, just depends what ones they are at.

    "Do you want to eat lunch with Chris and me? We miss talking to you and hearing how your day is going." I asked her, looking at her for this.

    "I think I will join you and Chris, today. And I missed you too Gordon." She replied, smiling back at me.

    With only her smile, calming my uneasy emotion about Teddy, I relaxed some what. Chris was silent when we talked but he would glance at either one of us.

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    Lunch didn't come any sooner if you kept glancing at the school clock. Alexis has a bad habit of doing this; it doesn't matter if it's going to lunch or going to work.​

    Chris soon enough took hold of her right hand and didn't say anything to her. It always amazed me that, with a simple movement like that, it always calmed her down. Or it could be that Chris knows her too well.

    Many other students noticed this small jester. Chris or Alexis were not faced by the other gossiping students. Just one more minute and we could go to lunch.

    "Chris?" Alexis nervously asked him.

    When he looked at her, the sheer shock was etched on his face.

    "What, Alexis?" he replied, putting on his mask of in difference.

    "I'm sorry." She whispered, just as the bell rang for lunch.

    Chris just nodded and walked away from us. I soon followed him as I thought Alexis was behind me, never looking back to see if she was there at all.

    "Hey, Gordie where's Alexis?" Chris asked me, looking around the big cafeteria.

    Scanning the groups of people, my guts tighten. She does this if only she needs to go to the library or go talk to Teddy or Vern after a huge argument.

    "I-I don't, Chris." I utter to him, fearing the worst.

    "You ****ing *****!!" was heard from the hallways, it was Teddy.

    Chris dropped his tray of food and ran to wherever Teddy was. I was right behind Chris; my instinct was getting more and more stressed out as we continued to look for Teddy. We didn't find him until we were near Mr. Scale's classroom, out in the courtyard. A loud slapping of skin against skin was then heard.

    "Teddy, stop!" Alexis's desperate voice floated through the air.

    Chris ran towards where they were, I only saw him like this if Teddy would not let up on teasing or arguing with Alexis.

    "Get off of her, now, Teddy!" Chris yelled at him, teddy had Alexis by the throat and repeatedly punching her.

    It didn't take long for a coward to form. I could do nothing as Chris had to grab around his shoulder but he was soon flung off of him. Alexis was slowly breathing, her face was bright red from the lack of air.

    Teddy wasn't letting her go. With one final punch to her face, Alexis fainted from the pain and lack of air to her body. Without even thinking of it, I grabbed my English book from my book bag and hit him on the head, it didn't work the first couple of tries but after wards it did. Teddy then shoved her limped body to the floor as he dazedly turned to Chris.

    "Come on Teddy, let it go." Chris calmly told him.

    "No, you keep that ****ing son of a ***** away from me. All of you just leave me alone." Teddy replied back.

    "If you don't want to be our friend, fine, but don't beat Alexis up just because she wanted some peace between all of us." I answered for Chris. His anger was getting the best of him because of this fight between Teddy and Alexis.

    Silently like a stealthy jungle cat, Mr. Scale came walking out of the shadows of the on looking coward. His expression was an angry one, but held maturity behind it as well.

    "Mr. Chambers, Mr. Lachance and Mr. Duchamp, please follow me. Mr. Chambers please pick up Miss Conall and take her to the nurse's office. As for all of you, go back to lunch!" Mr. Scale told everyone.

    Chris gently kneeled down, ready to pick Alexis up, while Mr. Scale and Teddy were a few feet away.

    "Chris, will she be alright?" I asked him.

    "I don't know, Gordie. I don't know." Chris gravely answered me.

    He picked her up and started to walk where Mr. Scale was leading all of us. No one spoke, we kept our emotions to our selves. We (Chris, Teddy and I) feared that if we spoke to one another, the anger would come out and we didn't want more punishment that would be added on to what we will be getting from our principal.

    It wasn't that long when we got to the principal's office. Chris parted from us as the nurse, Nurse Nelly, was waiting for him.

    "You two wait out here, I need to speak to Mrs. Sarco about this." Mr. Scale ordered Teddy and I.

    I sat down on the wooden chair and waited. Seconds later, Chris joined me. His face was graved by what Nurse Nelly told him.

    Ten minutes. It may sound a really short period of time, however when you're young and in trouble it seems like two whole months. All of our eyes went to the door that had just opened up.

    There stood, in his tan pants and stripped shirt, Vern. He was looking terribly sad.

    "Thank you, Mr. Tessio, may I please speak with Theodore Duchamp?" Mr. Scale announced to us.

    "It's Teddy." Teddy growled at our Math Teacher.

    Mr. Scale just ignored that comment as they walked into the office and more so into the Principal office. Vern took Teddy's seat as Chris and I looked at him, he wasn't apart of the fight.

    "Vern, what-"

    "Chris, I went to go get help, not because she wanted peace but, she couldn't handle Teddy like any of us. Also I can't be friends with any of you, including Alexis." Vern interrupted Chris, never looking in his eyes.

    Knowing it was a blow to loose Teddy and now Vern, both Chris and I kept on thinking of Alexis. If we had lost her that same day, I know for a fact that all of us would be different to the present time.

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    "Alexis Conall, why did you do that today?" Chris asked her.

    She had a woken two hours later and had a long talk with Mr. Scale and Mrs. Sarco about what happened. So far Mrs. Sarco believed her and Vern's story since Teddy's story didn't add up to theirs.

    All three of us (Chris, Alexis and I) were in the tree fort as school was over with. Alexis heavily sighed, she was lying on top of Chris as she looked a little green by sitting up so much.

    "Chris" was all I said to him, seeing her pale some more.

    He then sighed too, gently rubbing her back and surprisingly didn't speak again.

    "I did it, Christopher, because I hate to see you get beat up. You get it like I do, at home and from your family members. Plus you didn't need any more from our friends." Alexis whispered in his ear as she snuggled more into his chest.

    Smiling softly at them, I started to do my homework. Chris Alexis and I didn't get anything for the fight. Teddy however was suspended for a month for starting the fight and picked a fight with none other then a girl. Alexis looked away when Mrs. Sarco and Mr. Scale said that.

    "Alexis, we understand why you did but, please, next time let me handle it? When you were out cold, I thought for one hopeless second, that you were dead. Don't you ever scare me like that ever again, Alexis Jennifer Conall." Chris replied, softly but firmly back.

    "I'm sorry. I'm really sorry." She whispered back before she started to cry.

    It was then that I looked up as Alexis started to cry. Now before you go off and think she is crying all the time or cries when something horrible happens. No. It's just her emotions get over worked and since words can be difficult to form and say, she let's her actions speak for her.

    Chris then put both of his arms around her shaking body and rocks her gently.

    As the sun was going down, so many events have happened all in one day. I just hoped that tomorrow will be a lot smoother then today. However, at least Chris and Alexis are speaking to one another again. And it seemed that after this event, they were closer to one another.
     
    Chapter 5: Forgetting it.
    "They've been too damn quiet around here. Not beating or teasing or even glancing our way, I just don't like it." Alexis mumbled under her breath.

    Chris and Alexis were already at each other's throats this morning. What they were arguing about was Ace's gang. Whenever Alexis gets antsy or worried about Ace or his gang, when they don't tease, beat the living **** out of any of us or just watching us from a distance, she gets on edge. Chris does too but he won't show it that much unless Ace or Eye ball gives a warning to us.

    All three of us haven't really seen Vern or Teddy that much, but Alexis some how knew what went on. Ace's gang had got to them; beating the living **** out Vern and Teddy. We saw Teddy around school, but he limps a bit and has two visible burses on his face and one of his arms. It was only a matter of time before Chris and I would get the beating of our lives.

    Soon enough I was sharing a look with Chris that blared at me "whatever happen to us do not tell Lexie about it". I agreed to him, she is already worried about her own life she didn't need to worry about us boys on top of that. Her old man or older brother was on a "mean streak" on her and she has been having a hard time with them.

    We shared almost everything with each other but keeping something like this beating, that Chris and I knew we were going to get, from Alexis did hurt even though it was for her own good.

    By the time that we got to school, Chris or Alexis were arguing at one another, which was a first for them both. I saw Chris had his arm around Alexis's shoulders and was whispering something into her right ear.

    "Hey Gordie? Gordie, you even here?" I barely heard but snapped out of it soon enough.

    "Huh?" I asked either of them.

    Chris glared at me as I looked at Alexis with confusion.

    "Alexis asked you if we could come over to your place for a bit. And then she asked you if she looked nice today." Chris harshly replied to me.

    "Sorry, Alexis, it's just I'm a little out of it. But yeah you can come over…" I told her, seeing her new skirt for the first time.

    It was a nice cherry color skirt with white thick stripes swirling around the skirt itself. Her shirt was a nice white blouse. Gulping hard when I looked her body over, I didn't know what to say to her.

    "You don't have to tell me that I look like dirt." She whispered to me.

    Knowing how Chris got with her, I quickly shook my head and replied "No, it's not that Alexis. You look amazing…it's the shock that I am trying to get over. You really look beautiful Alexis."

    Her big eyes brighten a lot and smiled softly at me. Chris smiled at me in a way that said 'fine comment, man.' Chris kept Alexis very close to him; I think I even knew why he was doing this for her. If every one knew that this was a new student, the other kids of the Junior High would talk to her, but since Chris had his arm around Alexis they knew not to come near her. Once again, her safety was on the line.

    Classes went on like usual, just one thing seemed to bug both Alexis and Chris. Do I need to say why? It surprised the student body that she was actually being feminine today. However, most of the guys kept their distance, they knew what Chris was like when it came to our girl friend. Chris had beaten up a kid for teasing Alexis about her pig tails back in grammar school. No one said anything to her since then.

    I was walking down the street coming from school; my arms were weighed down by the school books that I was carrying. Alexis and Chris were over at her house tonight since my parents were not going to allow them to come over, and they walked with me about half way to my house, until they turned down a ally way that led them all the way to a street shorter then Alexis's.

    She would never know of this until she read's this story, but Ace and his gang beat me up, to the point where I had to go to the hospital. My parents didn't take me nor do I think they cared that I came home all burse and broken. Chris was next after that, Alexis almost heard about it from Teddy however I stepped in and told her that he was fine. I knew that she didn't buy it but I had to make sure that this one beating had to keep from her. Chris and I wanted to forget it but I don't think we ever would forget about it.

    It was one of those things where it stuck with you to the point of having kids of your own and retelling the story to them. Yeah it was scary and yes when I tell my two sons and daughter about my childhood they always want to know more of it, but now that I think about it, it almost laughable.

    Most of Ace's gang had either gotten away from him and the town or they died from something horrible. I am not saying that they deserved it, I am just saying that life took her own course with them and they pushed against it. Some times when I am visiting Alexis down at her house, I see Ace and then I look down the street close to Castle Rock and smile sadly. At one point of our lives, we were all alive and living in that **** hole of a town and wanted to get out of it. Some how, and I don't know why, but Castle Rock or the Royal River keeps on calling to me.

    May be it was the spirit of Chris or that Brower kid, but some how it keeps calling me. Now-a-days, Ace that I see around where Alexis lives doesn't even know who I am, is that a good thing or a bad one?
     
    Interlude: A lover's request.
    "My Dearest Lexie,
    You sleeping right beside me, I wonder if I do deserve you at all. All my life I have been told that I am not going to get any where and I will follow my old man and older brother while I will stay in Castle Rock forever. Some how you heaved and screamed back, telling everyone that I can be anything that I want to be.

    At first, Lexie, I didn't believe it just like when Gordie said those same words to me after our adventure to find that body of Ray Brower. It took some time for me to believe those words. I remember just two people helping me figure out what they meant and I have to thank you and Gordie.

    With out the two of you telling me that I can do it, I know for a fact that I would become what everyone else had thought I would be. Even though that I haven't heard from Gordo, I think of him at times, like right now.

    If you are reading this, you or Gordie, then you know that I have died. It's tough to write this letter to either one of you since it must be hard to get over my death. Hell that was ****ing strange to write.

    In the boxes that I have given Gordie, they are filled with our childhood and teenage memories. There are other items in the boxes are some important things to me, and may be for you. Some of the items that are in them are your drawing note pads, all ninety eight of them. How I ever got them in the first place was when you kept on leaving them around my house; back in Castle Rock. I knew my old man and older brother would destroy them all so I kept them.

    I still have your poems that you written down as well. Now I know you will get angry with me, but I had to keep them, even though you didn't think that they were that good. Please don't hate or kill me for taking them from you.

    I guess I better get to the one main reason why I am writing to you, well here it is Alexis. This is me asking a favor from you. What the favor is Alexis, is something that may be heart breaking for you to do. The favor is: I want you to read the letters that I will write to you, every three days.

    Now before you go chewing my head off on this request of mine, Alexis, the reason being is because every three days I will be writing you a letter. And with each letter, there will be another request for you to do. Call it cliché, call it whatever you would like this to be. I just don't want you to be sad anymore.

    So you know of your request, how do you really feel about it? I know it's strange of me asking you of something that hurts you right down to the very core of who you are, but you know how I am with you and Gordie. I love you and I know you will make it some how. Some how, one way or another, you will survive through my death.

    Think of me in your dreams, know that I will always be in your heart when you get lonely and Gordie will be my shoulder for you to cry on.

    I love you a lot Alexis,
    Christopher Chambers.

    PS: I will always stand by you."
     
    Chapter 6: The hardest question of all.
    It was still winter but the season was changing into spring. The hard cold winds were warming up slowly, the snow was melting away and the birds were coming back to nest again.

    It was one of those times where you honestly feared for you god damn life, if you were male that is. The school was hosting a spring dance, it would be held around the third week into March. And it wasn't those kind of dances where the girls asked the guys (which Chris and I were thankful for) it was just a normal fun kind a dance.

    Every where Chris and I went, the girls would be grouped together giggling and whispering to each other. It was down right ****ing crazy and weird that they would forget, who or where we both came from, and would like us to take them to this ****ed up dance.

    Luckily Alexis was being her self, but whenever we *****ed and complained that if another girl comes up and try to ask us to this ****ed up dance, I think Alexis would have smacked us both to just shut the hell up and tell whoever was asking us guys about this dance, to eat **** and go ask someone from the View.

    At times, if that would happen and it did just very differently of course, we loved Alexis for just being her self. But I guess, later on in High school, that is what attracted Chris to her. She would tell me also later on when we would be in High school that she would have a crush on one of her best friends. At first I thought it was me, but when she told me it wasn't, I soon got huge wide eyes.

    It was a day where it was close to that damn dance and Alexis was running late, Chris and I were near her street but, we didn't see her anywhere on it.

    "You *****! You are nothing but a waste of god damn life!" we heard from the street and the slamming of a front screen door.

    Soon enough Alexis was running for her life as she cut across one of her neighbor's yard and ran for school. Seeing her run so fast and leap across her neighbors fence so damn quick, we were a bit slower to catching up to her five minutes later. Not looking back to see if her father was behind us, we just ran after Alexis who was crouching down near the front doors of the Junior High.

    "Lexie?" Chris whispered to her, crouching down beside her.

    "I hate my life." She whispered back, trying to keep her tears at bay.

    "Don't say that, Lexie." Chris replied, rubbing his hand on her back.

    "I wish I could just go some place where no one knows me." She uttered to him.

    It sent eerie chills down both Chris's and my backs, because he said those exact same words to me when we were looking for Ray Brower. Chris looked at me as I looked back at him, wondering what had happened at her home and what put her like this.

    Chris soon enough picked Alexis up and even though she was standing on her own two feet, she needed Chris to lead her over to one of the benches. After he did that, he made her sit down in his lap. Some of the other students were watching this as they were just too damn stunned to understand what was happening between two best friends.

    "Chris… why do they do this to me? I am the only one who actually makes sure that we have a roof, food and clothes." She quietly whispered to him.

    "I don't know, Lexie. Don't give up, please don't give up." Chris replied, hugging her closer to him.

    The look in her eyes were unfocused but after Chris just being there for her, her eyes were starting to refocus again. I sat down beside them, just waiting patiently, as school hadn't started yet.

    "Alexis, you alright?" Chris asked her.

    "For now." She replied to him and clung onto him for just a bit more before she got up and looked at what she had put on in her haste to get out of her house.

    A pair of faded jeans and a black tee shirt. She looked fine today, nothing wrong with her hair or how her clothes were and I think she even knew this, but she just had to check.

    "Is it alright that I stay with you, Chris?" Alexis asked him, her voice was filled with fear and her eyes were fastened onto his.

    Chris was slow to responding to her, I think I knew what was going on at his place, although Chris had a huge soft spot for Alexis whenever her own living style got to this point.

    "Yeah, just wait in my backyard before I let you in through the basement." Chris answered her.

    "Thank you." She whispered and hugged him for it.

    Chris was some what stunned by this and when his eyes glanced towards mine, I just smiled softly back at him. Alexis needed this from him and I wasn't going to be apart of it, not this time. We all walked inside, after Alexis backed away from Chris, I couldn't help but smile at how goofy he looked from that hug.

    Math and English seemed really long, the teachers kept on talking and talking… and more goddamn talking. Yeah we got homework, mountains of it from all of our classes. With Alexis taking Art and an all women's gym it was easy for her to do, I would always see her under the elm tree drawing something, and even Chris saw her. Some times, he would model for her, but the drawing that she drew of him would be completely different from what he was modeling for.

    As for we headed for our History class, Alexis kept on looking behind her, Chris and I didn't bother to ask her what or who she was looking at or for. Both of us knew that her brother couldn't touch her on school grounds, but when all three of us froze at the sound of Mr. Scale's voice, we then knew why.

    "Mr. Chambers, Mr. Lachance and Miss Conall, in the principal's office, now." Mr. Scale told all of us.

    "Yes, Sir." Chris and Alexis spoke at once.

    We were a little bit away from Mr. Scale, before Chris asked Alexis "What did we do?"

    "Remember when you were calming me down? Well I heard this one girl saying that you or I might have stolen something from her. You, Gordie and I know that we didn't do it." She gravely replied to him.

    "You heard that and didn't tell me?" Chris yelled at her, raising his voice at her.

    In all my life of knowing how those two get, I have never ever heard Chris raise his voice like that to her. Yes they argue at times, but who doesn't when they are friends or lovers, however Chris would always keep his voice calm and stern but never raising it to the point of yelling harshly at Alexis. I could see silent hurtful tears forming in her eyes as she held her head up and kept on walking to the Principal's office. Chris just looked at her in awe I think, we rarely saw her do this but when she did have this attitude of just ignoring what Chris said to her and kept on walking.

    "Chris, why did you yell at her like that? You know that she is going through something when she needs us the most, mostly you when her family gets this "mean streak"." I whispered to him, knowing that he made a mistake.

    Chris only gave me an expression that said 'I'm sorry alright, just get off my back on it'.

    When all three of us sat down in our wooden stiff chairs, we just waited for our principal to walk in.

    'Alright, Chris, now's your chance to make up with Alexis.' I thought to myself, looking hopeful at the two.

    "Lexie? I am sorry that I raised my voice at you, back there. Peace?" Chris whispered to her, shuffling his feet around slowly.

    Her brown piercing eyes locked onto him, I gulped nervously at what she was about to say to him, looking him over for a moment or two before she replied to him.

    "You are forgiven, Chris, just … I didn't need it from my best friend when my own father had already yelled at me for not cooking him any breakfast or done anything around the house, if only he would lay off the booze and open his ****ing eyes to see that I do all the house chores and other things as well." she told him.

    Chris was looking at her, some where in the middle of her speaking to him he looked up, and he nodded to her; understanding what she goes through day after day. Sighing at this, I relaxed but the door to the Principal's office opened again, making all of us were stiff as ever.

    Mrs. Sarco walked in alone and closing the door behind her. She walked over to her desk and sat down looking at each of us one at a time.

    "Now, I know why you three are here, but since the Carson family wants some punishment I have no choice but to suspend all three of you from the Spring Dance." Principal Mrs. Sarco told us.

    Chris already started to argue back at her, but Alexis gave him a good jab in the ribs for him to shut his mouth. I never have been to a dance in school and it seemed that I would never get to see the first one of our new school year.

    "However, if the clothes were different, I think I will let it pass." Mrs. Sarco hinted to us.

    Chris was too worked up on the fact that we couldn't go, as for Alexis just smiled at Mrs. Sarco, who was softly smiling back at her.

    "Yes, Mrs. Sarco, we will just do our homework… uh thank you Mrs. Sarco." Alexis replied, smiling knowingly at her.

    Chris looked at her and then looked at Mrs. Sarco who just nodded to him.

    "All three of you will serve one detention that will take the remaining part of the day; afterwards you are free to go." She told us, standing up and heading towards the door.

    We all got up and walked out with our heads hung, hiding the smile that was on Alexis's and mine's face as Chris just stormed away towards the library (that is where all the detentions were held and some times in the cafeteria). Alexis had to jog up to him and whisper the plan into his ear.

    "Not here, into the library, now." Was all Alexis told him, putting her index finger on his lips and her eyes staid onto his.


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    "So we will have to dress differently? How? You know for a fact Lexie, that you and I don't have that much money for tuxes or sharp suits." Chris whispered to her, we have been in the library for nearly two hours and we still had three and half more hours to go.

    Before Alexis could reply, we all looked up when Mrs. Sarco was walking towards us in the back corner of the horror and history section of the library.

    "That part, Mr. Chambers I already took care of. Now, what hair style will you do so that everyone will not recognize you or your friends?" she quietly asked us.

    Alexis was the first one to speak up, "I was thinking having, Chris, his hair combed and greased back a bit, may be a couple hairs naturally falling in his face? As for Gordie, parts right down the middle, and I guess I could put my hair into a ponytail and hair spread."

    Having Alexis shut our hanging open mouths; we snapped out of it and looked at one another with shock and fear.

    "That sounds good, no one will know any of you and I guess you, Miss Conall, will go with Mr. Lachance?" Mrs. Sarco asked her.

    "Actually, we still need to discuss that minor detail out. After that I will come and talk to you about it, in your office, how about that?" She replied, thinking that part out.

    I already knew who Alexis would go with, but Chris didn't. Mrs. Sarco nodded and said good luck to us and left us alone. Quickly kicking Chris in the leg, he kicked back but, he looked at me as I glanced at Lexie and then back at him.

    He soon enough gulped his fear down and then moved closer to her, knowing that this question would be the hardest question of all to ask her. I couldn't help but chuckle at them, like I said they were meant for one another and I just hope that the seed of love will take root soon.
     
    Chapter 7: Spring Dance.
    With the help of Alexis doing our hair and pressing or ironing our suits, Chris and I looked damn fine. We were just waiting for Alexis to get ready as Chris has made her (I helped him out on making it for her) a really sweet gift.

    Before we had come over to my place, we all figured it was safe enough to get ready; Chris bought a single red rose. Coasted him all of his $2.86. I had run off to go to a place where I knew to get some other cool sticks and vines.

    It's common to see these gifts on Prom night, however, when we were growing up, it wasn't. I soon made a bracelet out of the vines and the sticks held it all into place.

    "Here, Chris. You place wherever the rose should go." I told him, handing him the circle of vines and sticks.

    Weaving the rose into the rest of the bracelet, the rose was beautiful to look upon. Starring shocked and wide eyed at this precious gift, I knew Alexis would love it. He didn't ask me how it looked, just by my stunned reaction to it, he knew that Lexie would love it too.

    Pacing around the living room, I couldn't help but laugh at Chris, I wondered only then what he would be like if he ever had kids. Quickly as that only thought came, it was gone. Rethinking of it now, I know in my old heart, he would have been a great father to any woman; but mostly to Alexis.

    "Lexis come on, it doesn't take you this long." He mumbled to himself, sitting down again.

    Just shaking my head at how impatient he was, I grinned. About thirty five painful more minutes later, Lexie finally opened the upstairs bathroom door.

    "Before I come out, do not laugh at me, please." Was her warning to us?

    Chris and I shared a look with one another and replied "We won't!"

    Alexis walked down the stairs, Chris and I gabbed at her. Her hair was in a half Pony, while some long strands of it were tucked behind her ears. I don't know what dress design she wore but god damn! It wasn't layered near her waste, one single layer and the straps wrapped around her neck and dipped down into her growing cleavage. The dress clung onto her body like a second skin. If she ever found out that I had a crush on her for about a week, I think I would have been killed twice.

    Alexis's dress showed off her fine legs and fluttered to her high thin strapped heels. I do believe Chris had literally died and gone to heaven when he kept on starring at how beautiful she truly is. Since the color of her dress was a nice black color, the gift will stick out even more. (I wondered if Chris would have to fight off every single male that was in our school.)

    "Chris, Gordie? Y-You two alright?" she nervously asked us.

    "Yes." I squeaked out.

    We then snapped out of it, trying to be our selves again. Elbowing Chris in the ribs about her gift, he glared at me.

    "I got you something, Lexie." He nervously told her.

    "Chris, you didn't have too."

    "I wanted too, Lexie."

    "Alright." She replied, closing her eyes.

    Taking the gift from a small box, Chris then took her right hand and slipped the Rose on.

    "Gordie helped me with it and I hope you like it." He whispered to her.

    Her eyes opened and gasped at the bracelet that was on her right wrist.

    "Not trying to ruin this moment but, we need to get going to this dance, or it will be over before we even get there." I spoke up.

    "Fine Gordo but you owe us." Chris teased me.

    Rolling her eyes and shook her head as we walked out the door, "Boys." Alexis mumbled.



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    "Thank you, Mrs. Sarco for everything." Alexis told her, she was giving us a ride to the dance.​


    "Oh, you three are most welcome. I just hope that I won't see you in my office until next September." She replied.​

    That comment alone reminded all of us that this was a one time event. Almost like the story of Cinderella but I don't think midnight will come around since the dance will end around 9:30 tonight.​

    "We will try to, Mrs. Sarco." Alexis answered her, we guys were dead silent since we didn't want to get into trouble on this night.​

    "You two boys seem really silent tonight, probably excited to dance?" Mrs. Sarco asked us.​

    "Yes, Ma'am." Chris answered, not saying anything more.​

    Alexis turned from her seat, she had the front as we guys had the back, glaring at Chris for not talking much. Chris held her glare before he heavily sighed at her.​

    Mrs. Sarco however held her chuckle in as we were nearing the dance. It surprised us all when she pulled a block away from the building, but we took it and started too walked there.​

    "Alexis, honey, you don't have to return your outfit to me, I think my niece would rather have something else then what you are warring. On Monday, I would like to talk to you in my office about something concerning your career." Mrs. Sarco said, smiling knowingly that Chris and I didn't know about.​

    Chris and I had stopped dead in our tracks when we heard "Career". What career could she go into? I knew some of her talents, but what else could Alexis hide from us?​

    "Al-alright, Mrs. Sarco." Alexis replied, stunned that she could keep the dress and shoes.​

    Our principal drove away, probably back to her warm home. Chris, Alexis and I walked towards the doors, hoping that this trick of ours will work. When we actually walked into the gym dance area, everyone just stopped and looked at us. I could see how nervous Chris was, how Alexis kept hers in tack I don't know, but hell's fire, I was nervous like Chris.​

    Bowing to her, Chris seems to forget his fear of the crowd looking at us, and began to dance with Alexis. Walking over to one of the tables, I just sat and watched them do a slow romantic dance. Their eyes never leaving one another, fearing I do believe that they would never see one another again, and I couldn't hold back my grin at them.​

    "Alexis, after this dance is over with, are we still friends?" Chris whispered to her.​

    Her big brown eyes searched his gray blue ones, wondering where this came from and how to answer him on it.​

    "I think so, Chris? Why would you ask me that? What is going in that stubborn brain of yours?" she replied, smiling at her teasing him.​

    Smiling that soft smile at her, Chris twirled her out and then back to him, before he replied to her.​

    "It's nothing, Alexis." He whispered into her ear as they kept on dancing.​

    It would be, for years to come and school legend about how we interrupted the spring Dance and just had fun for once. The girls sighed and swooned over Chris and me as for the guys just smiled and elbowed one another about Alexis. We had heard some things about us, but it wasn't that bad of talk. For once in our lives, we enjoyed this event with one another, since it was so rare to get the student body to shut up about who we were and who our parents are.​

    Seeing a girl that caught my eye, I got up and started to walk over to her. She had blonde hair, striking blue eyes and later on in life would be my wife. Sarah Fields. She looked beautiful but, (if either woman found this out I would be dead, let's hope they won't find out?) Alexis was gorgeous and the Bella of this dance.​

    Bowing to Sarah, I asked her "Would you like to dance with me?"​

    How I over came my god damn nerves I don't know, it just seemed easy to talk to her. Seeing her smile a yes at me, she soon got up and we joined the snuggling couple of my two best friends.​

    All of us had fun at this dance but like all goods must come to an end. Sarah and I have talked to one another plus I think she knew who I was. After everyone was leaving, I saw Chris walking away with Alexis, near the tree fort road. There is a short cut to get to the fort of ours, that use to be there but now it's only a building in its place, it only takes twenty minutes to walk to the fort. Wondering what those two may be up too, I let it go, promising to take Sarah home.​


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    "Chris, are we suppose to sleep here tonight?" Alexis asked him, looking at the tree fort.​

    "Yeah, my old man is on the mean streak again and I know that your brother and father are too, so why not here?" he replied, searching once again for the sleeping bags.​

    Alexis couldn't help but giggle at him, he at times was predictable and at other times he wasn't. He soon disappeared up the latter and into the fort, making the bed that they would sleep in that night.​

    Alexis shifted his coat around her shoulders a bit, the night was still cold, her eyes looked to the heavens as the stars winked and shined on her. From what Chris had told me, and only experienced that kind of emotion whenever I see Sarah, that Alexis looked like a fallen angel. Her hair glowed softly with the brightness from the moon, as her eyes sparkled like rubies and diamonds. Turning her head at the sound of crunching leaves and sticks, she looked at him. But it wasn't those that made Chris suck in his breath and silently hold it. It was her smile, her beautiful smile that only she reserved privately for him alone.​

    "Y-You better come out of this cold, Lexie." Chris stuttered a bit.​

    Smiling more, probably made his knees weak, she just nodded to him and walked over to the fort. Chris gulped and then sighed out his breath, he didn't know if they should sleep here tonight and with one another, although he took that chance by climbing up the fort latter and into the fort itself.​

    He saw Alexis already out of her dress and into some sleeping pants and a tee shirt. She turned when he started to get undressed himself, into some sleeping shorts and a shirt like her own.​

    Alexis was already in the large sleeping bag, her back turned away from Chris, but her eyes were not shut. Sensing that something was wrong, Chris sat down next to her as he covered himself with the sleep bag. He didn't say anything to her, knowing how she gets if asked if she was alright or not. Alexis turned to look at him, seeing if he was in his night clothes.​

    "You alright?" he asked her, knowing that it was a touchy question to ask.​

    "Yeah, just wondering what the future may hold out for us all." She replied, looking down at her feet.​

    "What did Mrs. Sarco mean that she knew what career you would take?"​

    "Well, you know that I can draw write and take photographs, she was thinking I could be all three. It doesn't matter what I do with them, just as long as I can have fun with it and not burn out. I guess you can call my hobbies an outlet for my stress and other emotions."​

    "You can take pictures? How good are they?"​

    "You remember that picture of Dennis and his girlfriend for his prom? Not the one where his parents replaced it but, the original one that is in Gordie's bedroom? I took that. I was only I think, six years old, when I took that picture?"​

    "Wait just a moment, you took that picture?!?"​

    "Yeah, I am good at doing stuff like that… My older brother would have gotten a good life if he hadn't screwed up with his prison sentenced."​

    "What did your brother do to be thrown in jail?"​

    "I can not say, Christopher." Alexis whispered to him.​

    Surprise was etched on his face, all of us wanted to know what he did however she could never say what her older brother did. Chris had heard for the first time, a close answer to his, and the rest of us, question. Soon enough he dropped it, knowing that it would only hurt Alexis even more if he pushed it too far.​

    She then didn't something that made him astonished, she snuggled into his chest and gently leaned up, eye level. Chris got fear in the pit of his stomach, he didn't know what she would do next, and he never experienced anything like this with any girl. Alexis softly gave him a kiss on the side of his face, her eyes big as a doe's, but her soft voice calmed him down.​

    "Thank you for tonight, it has been the most fun night I have had since Teddy almost got run over by a damn semi Truck." She sleepily whispered to him.​

    "You're welcome, Lexie." Chris uttered to her.​

    She soon fell asleep as Chris staid up, he couldn't go to sleep now after that kiss his stomach did a black flip with sheer joy. But Alexis was his best friend, he couldn't have those emotions for her, could he? Later in time, yes, for now though, he didn't want to think about it.​
     
    Chapter 8: End of the year exams.
    Every kid, no matter how old they are from the ages of 5 til 17 may be, always get giddy when the season of Summer comes around. It's always something that everyone gets excited for, if you're in school I guess. However, and there is always a damn twist to getting out of school, we have to do the end of the year exams. Alexis had the hardest tests out of all of us that I have ever seen, when Chris and I just had normal exams.

    Eight tests in a row and all of them last at least around forty five minutes each. All of the exams that she has to take are all on the same day, a week before school is let out for the glorious summer vacation. How the hell she made B+ grades on all eight exams, later on, I don't know. I think it had to do with how Alexis knew Mrs. Sarco so well. Or it could be that she studied her ass off, since Chris and I kept on finding her in the library, as it surprised the **** out of us.

    Thinking of it now, I know that she wanted to be a writer like I am and the other hobbies that she loves so much. It suits her sincerely well. Her photos are in magazines and in museums all over the world. It's just one thing that bothers me, is that she only does what she feels at the moment. Now, I know that is what you're suppose to do with writing and painting and I guess with photography, but she would only take at least twelve or close to twenty pictures, comb through what she likes and doesn't like, and then sends them off to whoever wants them?

    What Alexis is really good at, of taking photos, is of animals. Sounds lame right? Wrong! Alexis shows you just how rich nature can be and how much we tend to forget that the animals are around us. Cheesy to type but it's damn true. One time she took some photos of my dogs and fish, and **** man! The lightening that all four large photos have in it, it looks like she painted them herself. I had asked her about it, weather or not she did paint them, and she just smiled at me, never giving me a true answer, to my burning question that sneaks into my head late at night.

    All three of us were brain dead by the time we had to do another damn exam, Chris was barely awake since he would stay up all night in the fort with Lexis, she herself was irritable because she wanted these things over with and I couldn't help but to agree with her on that, except I wasn't that irritable, just flat out tired.

    Alexis only had one more test to go as Chris and I were hanging out near her locker, which she rarely used, but it was a good place to meet. What we were talking about was how we did, or how we thought we did on our exams.

    "I know I failed them, shop classes here I come." Chris told me.

    I didn't believe him and said "You did well; at least you don't have eight exams, like Alexis."

    "I'm worried about her, Gordon, she threw up this morning because of worrying about her exams. I just hope that eating something will calm her stomach down." He replied, fiddling around with her locker lock.

    The color drained south, I knew something was wrong when she met up with us this morning, I then too started to get worried about Alexis. I know that I have said that she was like our mother earlier, now it was our turn to worry and look out for her.

    Minutes passed and it seemed like it was a life time away, but Chris and I found our selves looking up at a tired Alexis, which in return she was looking down at us.

    "Hey, how was it?" Chris addressed her first, both of us getting to our feet.

    "Long, and I don't know." She replied, battling a yawn however the yawn had won the battle but not the war.

    Chris gently took her school book bag and led her out of school, she could barely seeing where she was going, as another yawn won another battle with her.

    "Hey, Alexis!" someone yelled for her.

    Both Chris and I turned to see who in their right mind would speak to our best girl friend. Surprisingly it was Sarah, Alexis walked around us and smiled at her. I guess I forgot to tell you that after the dance, Alexis and Sarah were best friends, Chris felt agitated by it while I just smiled at Alexis on it. She didn't have any other friends besides Chris and I, let alone friends that were girls.

    "Sarah." She spoke, yawning again.

    "I see that you are tired, so this weekend is still on?" she asked her.

    "Weekend? What's going this weekend?" Chris asked Lexis.

    "Yes, this weekend, we don't have anything going on so why not?" She answered him, eyeing him up on her events.

    "I think, Lexis, it's a good idea to hang out with, Sarah? And don't give that look as if we just lost our best friend, Chris." I told them.

    Chris gave me a ruthless expression on my opinion but, Alexis smiled at me for it. Sarah arched a slender eye brow at Chris and just whispered in Lexis's ear and they both giggled at us.

    "I don't know about you, but whatever she just said about us or more so of me was-"

    "She did not, stop judging before you even know the truth." I interrupted Chris, who just sighed and started to walk away.

    Alexis's smile dropped, told Sarah she had to go and ran after a very angry and deeply hurt Chris. I joined Lexis as Chris was making his way home.

    "Chris, would you slow down?" Alexis asked him, still jogging to keep up with him.

    "Why? So you can make jokes in front of my face on how I live?" He asked her, abruptly stopping so that Alexis ran into him.

    "Oomph! Look, I wasn't making fun of you nor was Sarah, back there. Sarah was just checking out Gordie." Alexis answer was snappy and to the point.

    I just about **** when I heard this! Sarah, the nice girl from the right side of the tracks let alone she was beautiful beyond account, was checking me out!?!

    "Checking out Gordie? What for?"

    "Uh, hello they danced together at the spring dance, Chris. And I think she likes him from that night."

    "Oh." He mumbled and then started to walk home again.

    Alexis jogged after our best friend and leader of our small gang, she still felt bad for talking to Sarah about me.

    "Chris, please stop?" she asked him, taking his hand into her own.

    Chris did stop, looking into her eyes while the hurt still lingered around his face. With her other hand, Alexis softly stroked his cheek and even though they never blinked away, they were awfully close to one another.

    "I'm sorry, alright? I didn't mean to hurt your feelings, and I know Sarah didn't mean too either." She whispered to him.

    "It's alright, Lexie." He softly replied, gently leaning towards her cheek and kissed it.

    Now from me point of view, it gave me those damn relief of butterflies swimming around my stomach, but for Alexis I think her face broke into a deep blush and her stomach was filled with a thousand butterflies. When those two look at one another again, I could see, the questions racing around their minds if they were still best friends or not.

    "Chris?" she asked him, her eyes must have done something for him to hold his breath and wait for her question.

    I think I knew what the question was; nevertheless I had to wait to hear what her question was, like Chris.

    "When can you come over to my place?" she asked him.

    "Oh, around three if that's alright?" He answered her, letting out his breath slowly.

    I just smiled and they continued to walk home as well as I did too.


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    "So what do you think we got on our exams?" Chris asked Alexis, they were downstairs in the basement where they knew they wouldn't be bothered by her old man or her older brother.

    "I think I will get at least a B or a B-, I don't know for sure though. What do you think you got? And don't think you got an F on all of them, Christopher." Alexis answered him, arching her eye brow at him.

    "Fine, but I don't honestly know for sure on what kind of grade I will get." He answered her, sitting on a stool that was really close to her.

    Alexis was also good at, I wouldn't know this until my 16th birthday, making things out of wood. Not like Birdhouses or ashtrays, but like wooden rocking chairs, baseball bats (actually had to use one on her old man one time) picture frames of all sizes and only makes master bedroom wood frames. Isn't there anything else that she can NOT do?

    "I know you did well, Chris. May be your best yet." She sighed, knowing how much he can think so negative of himself.

    "Don't give me false hope, Conall." He stiffly replied, looking her in the eye.

    "I am not, Chambers, just have a feeling that you will do fine." She answered him, looking through his books.

    It would seem that he would have to do some Latin classes if he was going to be a Lawyer. However, he hasn't told Alexis or me about this yet, so when Alexis gave him a questioning look about the Latin book he had, he just shrugged it off.

    "What's with the Latin book?" she questioned him.

    "I made a mistake on one of my classes, so I switched it to Latin."

    "Switched what to Latin?"

    "Math."

    "WHAT!!?! You switched your Math Class to Latin?!?"

    "Yes, but it wasn't my decision to do it."

    "Wait, it wasn't?"

    "No, it the Principal's decision for the switch."

    "Alright, but what are you trying to go for? Career I mean."

    "A Lawyer."

    "Really? You want to be a Lawyer?"

    "Yeah, I figured that it makes good money and people need them, so why not?"

    "That would be so boss, Chris. I can not wait to hear if you won your first case, whenever it happens-"

    "And if I win it at all." He told her, smiling at her.

    Some how during their conversation, Alexis was in his lap, and Chris didn't mind nor did he notice, I think. It would seem that lady Luck was testing these two on each other, besides their anger on one another, the first little seedlings of actually seeing each other in a different way and possibly falling for one another, hopefully.

    About a week later, we all got our resaults and that part I do believe, will be put in the next chapter. Read on my fellow reader, read on.
     
    Chapter 9: The seed of love (Summer at last?) Part 1.

    "Chris! Come on, tell us what score you got on your exams?" Alexis pressured him, the sun beating down on us as we walked to Alexis's house.

    "Alexis, please I don't want to, I did badly I might as well quit." He replied to us.

    "Chris, we won't laugh at your score, we promise." I said, hoping that would change his mind.

    He didn't say anything as he gave Alexis's his exam scores. Her eyes darted from left to right and darting back again. It had been at least a day or so since school was let out for our summer time. I know that this summer won't be like the last one, but you can always hope that it would live up to it some how.

    "Chris, I don't believe it." Alexis whispered to us.

    "What do you mean? What can't you see that I'm no good for College." He replied back.

    "Chris, would you stop thinking so negatively, you did wonderful! Look at this sentence here, Mrs. Sarco had to argue with Mr. Scale for giving you a C grade for his class! Also you got a couple B's and C's but most of all you got…. A C+ grade for this school year." She told him, smiling at how well he did this year.

    He was shocked just like I was, he had gotten a C+ over all grade! He never has gotten that, or at least I never kept tabs on what his score was during the school year.

    "How did I get that?" he asked her.

    "Simple, been keeping taps on what your scores were on tests, homework and school work assignments. I have been doing this since the second grade. I can give you all of the grades you have gotten since then, if you want." She answered him, shrugging her shoulders as if it was nothing at all.

    "Yeah!" we both asked at her, making her laugh at us.

    "Alright, for the first three years of grammar school you got a B+, it wasn't that hard for you until you failed a grade 3 and 5. After that you got your C+ grade, not bad but if you haven't failed grade 3 and 5 I bet you would have gotten a steady B-." She said to us.

    "But it wasn't my fault!" he argued her.

    "I know it's not, Chris, but that's what I guessed at if you did those two grades." She snapped back, regertting ever saying anything at all.

    "Alexis, who owns that car?" Chris asked her, wondering who would own such a shiny silver four door Bentley.

    "Uh…. I don't know." She replied, all three of us were starring at the car, but when we heard arguing we all jumped.

    "Please tell me he didn't steal this, please tell me he didn't steal this." She repeated over and over again.

    "I am her guardian, she is coming to my house for this summer and every summer from now on!" a stern but loud woman's voice cut the air.

    Alexis's face went white as Chris started to make her walk away, I was right behind him. We thought back then, that if you take Alexis away from us, then you will have to take all three of us away. That didn't happen the way we would have had liked. The owner of the Bentley car was her Aunt on her mother's side of the family. I don't think I mentioned Alexis's mother or her mother's side of the family, sorry my dear reader about this late information.

    Alexis's mother side of the family owns race horses and is rich like the people that were from the View. At least her mother's families aren't snobs and have to rank you on what working class you are in. they were stubborn but very well grounded level headed folks. Now the lady who was inside Alexis's home was her Aunt, Aunt Carolina Sails. She is really nice to you, smart to trick you into something that you didn't want to do, has a bad temper but not like Alexis's and was a Lawyer.

    Alexis's mother died, I don't know if I did cover her mother's death or not, in giving birth to her only daughter. I can guess after her death, her father and older brother just stopped living like my parents did but took drinking to numb their problems and pain. If you want to get either one of Alexis's father or older brother to be dead silent is to push the mother button. Chris did that once, her older brother wouldn't leave her alone and Chris was sick of it so he just asked him to leave her alone and go after their mother. Little did Chris know is that the Conall family didn't have their mother or wife, and most of the time, Alexis's father blames her for coming into this world.

    Hearing the screen busted door slam shut, all three us broke into a fast walk.

    "Alexis Conall." Aunt Carolina stated to her.

    Alexis turned around and her shoulders sagged when she sighed, walking to her aunt like a puppy. Chris soon enough walked after Alexis's, I don't know how far this will go but, I walked after them.

    "I guess you heard that you will be coming to my house for the summers?" her aunt asked her, eyeing Chris and I.

    "Yes Ma'am." Alexis replied.

    "Alexis, it's Aunt Carolina, not "Ma'am" or "Mrs. Sails" Just Aunt Carolina. Who are you two?" her aunt reassured her niece.

    "Chris Chambers and Gordon Lachance." Alexis spoke up faster then Chris or I could reply to that question.

    "Chambers…. Lachance. As in Richard Chambers and Denny Lachance? Why didn't you say anything about your friends, Alexis?" Her aunt asked her.

    Chris and I just paled a bit. We didn't like being compared to our brothers but, if the people know the family name I guess it's alright?

    "Where is this going, Aunt Carolina?" Alexis asked her in return.

    "Let's just say that I grew up with one of their parents." Her aunt replied, softly smiling at the ground.

    "Okay. So why am I going to go to your place for the summers?" Alexis asked her.

    It would seem that Alexis didn't want to go, give her a good damn reason and she will go with it but if not then she will kick scream and fight you tooth and nail.

    "In the document that I written almost fourteen years ago, I had put that when you were around the age of thirteen or fourteen, I would come and take you to my place for the summers that you have until you graduated from High school and College. If I had known what had happened after your mother died, I would have taken you away from this dump and the beatings from your father and older brother." Aunt Carolina replied to her.

    Chris and I sucked in our breath, no one talked about our friends like that ( you know the incident with Teddy about his father storming the beach of Normandy) and talking about Alexis's mother was something that it hurts for her to about her mother, badly.

    "Take me away? If you did that, back then, I wouldn't have known my best friends! And if you knew that this was going on, why didn't you say anything about it to the police?!?" Alexis snapped at her aunt.

    Chris gently took Alexis's hand into his own and that some what calmed her down. As you probably know, anything that has to do with Chris or I, is a wrong button to push.

    "Alexis, if I had known of this been going on, I would have taken you out of here long ago." Aunt Carolina sternly replied.

    "You're not taking me away." Alexis firmly told her, spun on her heel and walked away.

    Chris and I soon enough followed her, more like jogging to keep up with her, but we kept looking over our shoulders to see if her aunt was coming after us.

    "Alexis? Where are we-?"

    "You'll see, Chris." She interrupted him.

    We kept this fast walk until we heard a car and we broke into a full length run. Seeing the road narrow into an alleyway, we ran faster to it, hoping that whoever was in the car would leave us alone.

    We ran until we saw the tree fort in sight. Racing up the latter like it was on fire, we shut the door and were breathing hard, Alexis resting against Chris as he had his arms around her shoulders and I was near the window, as all of us were trying to catch our breath.

    "I think we should stay here for tonight." Chris announced to us.

    Alexis just nodded against his chest still breathing hard, it was a hot day today; not like last summer but still hot enough to make you sweat easily. Chris kept her near him, the fear of loosing her was fresh in his mind, even for me. Soon enough I was looking through the little fridge and found eight fresh sandwiches and we ate those for dinner.



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    Since I have been always waking up early, I couldn't help but take a photo of Chris sleeping soundly with Alexis snuggled peacefully on top of his chest. There was a camera in the hidden compartment under the fridge.

    Even though I left a note in Alexis's hand, I had to leave them so I could go home so my parents wouldn't have to worry, even though I was still being ignored by them. I kept my eyes open out for Alexis's aunt or her car. Lady Luck must have been with me this time as I made it home safely.

    Nibbling on his shirt, Alexis and Chris slept on, not knowing that I had left the fort. They slept for another hour and half before Chris woke up first, a nice warm and wet spot on his shirt from Alexis.

    He shook her rubbed her back and at once she sprung up, looking around, mumbling to herself sleepily.

    "Lexie, wake up. It's morning." Chris whispered to her, yawning afterwards.

    Alexis finally opened her eyes and looked around the fort. The rough material of paper in her left hand made her look down and read the message that I left for them.

    "Alexis and Chris,
    Left for home, sorry. I hope to see you guys soon, I'll meet up with you near your house Alexis.
    Gordie."

    "So he went home?" Chris asked her, reading over her shoulder.

    "Yeah he did, but what am I going to do about my aunt? I don't want to go but I don't have choice either." Alexis replied, leaning against him.

    Chris sat up more and shifted their bodies until he had both legs on either side of her own and rubbing circles on her fore arms. Both of them were thinking on what to do with this new problem of theirs. I would miss her during the summers if she went, but I also had a funny feeling that she would go.

    "How bad would it be if you did go?" Chris asked her.

    "What do you mean? I don't want to go, Chris!"

    "I know you don't, but think about it for a second, how bad would it be to get out of this town for two and half months, no beatings from your old man or older brother and you could do more stuff."

    "Like what? What could I possibly do that would make me happy and smile whenever I am with you?"

    "Well, you love to draw, taking photos, write poetry and writing a book? You could do an Art book for me. If you do go, take as many photos as you can. Draw whatever you're feeling at the moment, it can be me if you want too, I don't mind, I really don't. The poetry can be your own personal journal; it can be whatever you want it to be. And for the writing part, you can make a story, something… anything.

    It will be over soon enough, but Lexie, I don't think you have a choice… unless you stay up here until your aunt goes away or you run away. I do see you staying up here, but with the last one, I just don't. You are a fighter, always have been and always will be." Chris told her, comforting her about this.

    Alexis thought and thought on what he had just said to her, she did have some choices but not a lot. Getting into the fridge for the sandwiches, Chris handed Alexis one as he bite into his own for breakfast. Even though she ate at breakfast time, Alexis wasn't that hungry, one look at the sandwich itself made her taste buds turn sour.

    "What, not hungry this morning?" Chris asked her.

    "Yeah… you could say that." She mumbled, putting the sandwich away.

    "Feeling alright?" Chris asked her, his voice thick with concern.

    "I'm fine, just in a thinking mood is all?" Alexis answered him, snuggling back up against his chest and sighing hard.

    "Alright." Chris whispered to her, relaxing against the wall again.

    They didn't move, they looked like they were barely breathing but they were comfortable, thinking about Alexis's answer and what to do this summer with out her and this is if she wasn't here. Twenty minutes went by as Alexis was back asleep again, Chris soon followed after her and they slept the day away. Later on that evening, I soon found that I couldn't get back inside; this alone caused some ruckus with Teddy and Vern's gang and other kids as well.

    The next day, Alexis made her choice and Chris was walking next to her, kept on looking over at her with sad gray blue eyes. She was going with her aunt, she didn't like it, but the more she thought on Chris's idea, the more she fell in love with wanting to give him it when she came back.

    I was just about to go see them when I saw them walking up to my house. I could just tell that she was going, from the way Chris looked sincerely sad to the way she looked extremely irritated by it.

    "I take it you decided that you're going?" I asked her, why beat around the bush when you can get to the damn point?

    "Yeah, yeah." She answered me, not much but the truth.

    "I asked her to make me some stuff, may be you can too?" Chris suggested to me and her.

    "Well uh… a photo of something cool would be nice." Was all I asked her, nothing grand or anything like that (Boy would I be so dead wrong!).

    "Alright…I will try and find something that would spark your interest, Gordon." She softly answered me.

    We didn't speak it but we all thought it: we had to get her back to her house as her aunt was staying there until Alexis showed up with her answer. Chris gently took Alexis's hand into his and we just walked away from my house (with my mother watching the whole scene).

    By the time that we got Alexis's place, she was squeezing Chris's poor hand to death! I mean her knuckles were a bright white color, which was how hard her grip was on his hand. Her stomach was in knots, her heart racing like a race horse, her adrenal was pumping through out her body but her breaths were calm and even.

    We didn't see a Bentley car, we looked up and down the street and we didn't see it at all.

    "May be she is gone?" Alexis whispered, as the wind carried her words to us.

    "Don't hold your breath." Chris warned her, and he was right some how.

    He was looking over his left shoulder when we saw the Bentley drive slowly up to us. Her aunt looking at Alexis's hand and then at Chris.

    "So, Alexis, what's it going to be?" she asked her.

    "It seems that I don't' have a choice, so I guess I'm going." Alexis forced the words out to her aunt.

    "Alright, I have suit cases at my house that you can use when you come back here. Say good bye to your friend, Gordie and your boyfriend, Chris. I don't have all day to be around here, hon." Aunt Carolina told her.

    Alexis glared at her aunt for calling Chris her boyfriend, while he deeply blushed at that.

    "Gordie…" she tried but couldn't say anything to me.

    I soon hugged her, knowing that we would see each other again soon.

    "Don't worry about me, I'll be fine, worry about Chris." I whispered in her ear.

    She gave me a weird expression. It was the kind of where she was confused about what I just said to her, it was the kind where she knew she would be concern about her "Boyfriend".

    When she turned to Chris, he just looked into her eyes, never straying away and never holding any secrets from her it seemed. It happened so fast, too fast to understand what she just did! Alexis had kissed Chris on the lips as her goodbye before she hugged him, hopping that he would latch onto the hug instead of what we thought we just saw/felt.

    "I'll miss you Christopher." She whispered to him.

    "I'll miss you too, Lexie." He whispered back, hugging her closer to him.

    It was a good full minute before they parted and Chris walked Alexis to her side of the seat and opened the door for her, like a gentlemen. Alexis gave him one last hug before she sat down in her seat and buckled up.

    That morning, Chris and I watched our best friend, being driven away from us. From anything that we knew that once again, she would miss out on. I knew that Alexis would be thinking of us but most of all Chris as he would be constantly be thinking of her in return.

    Some how, the seed of love was planted in my two best friends, and over time that seed would grow. A little rocky to begin with, sure just like any relationship would, but after a while that rocky beginning would sprout into a steady relationship. I just hoped on that early morning, that Chris and Alexis would soon enough, find out that they would belong to one another no matter what.​
     
    Chapter 10: The Seed of Love Part 2.
    "So what do you think of it?" Aunt Carolina asked her, looking at the room that Alexis thought as a jail room.

    "It's fine." She mumbled, walking over to her bed and sat down on it.

    "I take it you miss Chris? Want to talk about it?" Aunt Carolina asked her, leaning against the door frame.

    "Why do you care? You haven't for the past thirteen or fourteen years." Alexis snapped at her, just keep on digging that hole, Aunt Carolina.

    Aunt Carolina didn't say anything after that, she left Alexis alone as she looked around her new bedroom. The color wasn't pink or anything like those kinds of colors. It was a soft sea green blue color on the bottom (really light color to the point of needing the bed cover to bring it out) and an off shell white on top. Aunt Carolina lived near the ocean but far enough to still have land for her horses.

    Her bed was on right as it had nice tan seashells on the bed cover, it was white besides the shells and seaweed. She had a bed stand near the head of the bed as the window looked out towards the ocean and she was on the second floor. Alexis had a desk like my own, but smaller next to her dresser. She also had a good size closet for her clothes, if she gets any clothes.

    The knock alone made her snap out of her silence and looked up. It was her aunt, holding a tray of sandwiches and drinks.

    "I know how you feel, I fell in love with Chris's dad, back then when he wasn't **** faced." Her aunt said to her.

    "You and Chris's dad? EW!" Alexis replied, disgusted by this thought.

    Her aunt laughed but she looked at Alexis, as she thought on the word: Love. Was she really falling for Chris? What about their friendship? And of that kiss!?! What did she just do?

    "Don't worry, I can see that he has the same emotions that you do. After you eat, want to go shopping for new clothes?" Aunt Carolina reassured her.

    "Shopping? As in, new clothes?" Alexis asked her.

    "Well, what are you going to wear when you get back? May be I can help you with outfits, for Chris may be?" Aunt Carolina suggested, treading very careful on the subject of Chris.

    "He's already concerned about me talking to some of the richer girls at school, I don't think he wants to loose me for good."

    "I'm not talking about wearing skirts and dresses all the time, I'm saying that if you want to wear nice blouses with jeans, you can. I guess the label of being a 'tomboy' or 'one of the guys' has been passed onto you."

    "What do you mean by 'passed on'?"

    "I was a tomboy or one of the guys, five guy friends and fell for the one that was my best friend, Chris's father. That didn't happen since he got Chris's mother pregnant and had to marry her because of it."

    "Oh."

    "You didn't know that?"

    "No I.. I didn't know."

    "Well, now you do. So, want to go shopping?"

    "Sure, I'm not really hungry right now anyway." Alexis replied to her, picking at her sandwich.

    "Alright let's go." Aunt Carolina told her, and they left the room.

    Mean while back in Castle Rock, Chris was in a slump. It may have been four and half hours since he last saw Alexis, but damn man, he had it bad for her.

    "Chris, you alright?" I asked him, we were by a small creek.

    "Yeah." He mumbled, throwing a rock into the small two foot wide creek.

    "No your not, I can tell you're thinking of her. I miss her too Chris." I honestly told him.

    "I'm not thinking of her, Gordie." He snapped back.

    I didn't say anything after that, but I couldn't help to dig where I was sitting, making the creek a bit deeper and wider then before. Chris soon enough started to help, taking his emotions out onto the muddy ground.

    "I'm going to go see if there is a dam or something, this place always gets flooded around this time." Chris said to me, and stood up as he walked up the creek.

    It was silent for a while, besides the splashing and sloshing of the water, until I saw something that looked like a leech.

    "HEADS UP, LEECHES!!!" Chris cried down to me.

    I swear, I jumped out of that creek so fast that I felt really faint of just thinking of them back near Back Harlow road. Searching for any on my legs, I found none, when I saw Chris though, I started to grin.

    "Can you get them off of my back, Gordie?" he asked me, knowing that he hated them just like I did.

    So I helped to get the blood suckers off of my friend, luckily he didn't have one in his underwear, and seeing that we dug so much that the creek was flowing right and wasn't flooding at all.

    "I think Alexis would love this." I told him, grinning at him.

    "Would you really think so?" He asked me.

    Soon enough our eyes locked and then turned from one another, we soon headed to my house to hang out.


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    "How am I going to do this? I mean this task that he has given me, is something that would take almost to forever to complete." Alexis expressed to herself.

    She was in the country style kitchen, it was really big, a lot bigger then what Alexis was use too, discussing this art project from Chris. Looking outside, it was a field before it got to the ocean, Alexis grabbed her book bag from the kitchen chair and snuck out.

    The wind softly greeted her as it licked her face and body, reminding her of how she felt so safe in his arms. This thought alone made her sad as she walked over to an oak tree and sat and the bottom of it. Soon enough, Alexis was writing a story in her notebook that she always keeps with her, just in case an idea hits her.

    "Alexis?" her aunt shouted for her, as she sighed, put away her stuff and walked back to her aunt who had the phone out for her.

    "It's for you." Her aunt told her, smiling knowingly who it was.

    Taking the phone, she replied "Hello?"

    "Alexis, its Gordie and Chris." I said to her first.

    "GORDIE! OH my god, how did you get my aunt's phone number?" she asked us.

    "She left a piece of paper at my house, I figured I might as well call you for some time." Chris answered her, smiling a relief one.

    "I didn't know that.. What have you guys been up too lately? I miss you guys so much."

    "Return of the damn blood suckers."

    "Chris, what happened?"

    "You know that creek that floods every year around this time? Well Gordie and I were near it and we started to dig the mud and banks out. I went ahead because it didn't make sense to me that the creek wasn't flooding, I found a small dam and seeing a large stick was in the way, I pulled it out."

    "Let's just say, it reminded of us on our adventure of finding Ray Brower."

    "Really? That bad? Did any of you faint this time?"

    "I felt light headed, but no, no one fainted this time."

    "Gordie, I got your picture, I just need to do some stuff with it and I'll Mail you it alright?"

    "You did? That fast?!?"

    "Yes that fast, I just hope you won't die from sheer shock of looking at it."

    "Sheer shock? Me? No way."

    "Alright, let me speak with Chris alone and then I will have to go, my aunt wants me to go to this museum with her later on today… I can't stay on the phone for long." Alexis told us both.

    "Alright, Gordie, leave!" Chris replied to her, making her giggle.

    "Hey, how are things going for you?"

    "I'm lonely, Chris. You and Gordie… you two are all I have."

    "Don't worry, Lexie, you'll be home soon enough. Besides, Gordie got some things for you too."

    "Oh? What about you? I do get something from you don't I?"

    "Well… Lexie. I …"

    "What Chris?"

    "Did you kiss me when you left?"

    "Alexis, come on, we need to get going before the crowds hit!" Aunt Carolina reminded her.

    "Coming! Chris I-I got to go. But you know the answer to that question, and I'll mail you're present, I just hope it will reach the post office around noon tomorrow, if not I don't know." Alexis regretfully told him.

    "Sure." Chris sorrowfully replied, looking down.

    "I'll see you." Lexis whispered to him, smiling.

    He smiled and replied "Not if I see you first."

    And they both hung up, both missing one another and both wanting this torture to end. Some how, some how, something changed between the two. I still say to this very day, that summer changed everything about them. Her presents for Chris came every other day, and his short letters got to her. His letters weren't emotionless, just short on words to express to Lexis, there wasn't that much to tell her on what was going on in Castle Rock.

    Now the only situation that I see is getting them to come out in the open, but how do you get two stubborn extremely close best friends soon-to-be fourteen or fifteen year olds agree to that? None that's what.
     
    Interlude: Alexis's grief.
    I was home when it happened, and I was just waiting for Chris to give me a call. Little did I know that his call would never come, not hearing his voice for the rest of the night.

    BANG! BANG!

    I jumped out of my skin when I heard the front door being pounded on; confusion hit me first, when I walked over and opened the front door. I knew him anywhere, he didn't have to turn around, I knew Gordie when I saw him.

    "Gordon?" I asked him, confused on why on earth he would ever be here.

    When he turned around, I saw tears. My heart was in my throat, thinking of his wife and kids first.

    "Oh god, it's not-"

    "No, it's not them, Lexie." He interrupted me, his voice crack at my nickname.

    Only one other person ever called me that, besides Gordie: Chris. My world was spinning fast, I didn't know what had happened but, I knew it wasn't good. Gordie soon enough caught me before I hit the ground and picked me up. He walked inside my house and towards the living room. Gently putting me down, Gordie staid by my side, tenderly rubbing my hand and forehead.

    When I woke up, I saw that time had flown. It wasn't the middle of the night any more. It was around mid morning, and soft whimpering sounds could be heard from my fainting chair in my small office/library room. I got up and tripped over the blanket that Gordie must have put on top of me before he went to bed.

    "Damn blanket." I mumbled to myself, walking to my office/library.

    The sight before me put my memory into over time. Gordie was lying down on my fainting chair, hugging it softly but his shoulders were moving and his whimpering of mumbled words could be heard. I took in a deep breath and sighed it out, whatever was causing him to react like this must be that bad.

    I didn't even think about Chris at that moment. I was just more concerned with Gordie. My legs walked me over to him, kneeling down and just waited until I could get some type of words to let me who he was dreaming about. Some times, he still dreams of his brother's funeral.

    "Chris…" he mumbled out, reaching his hand out for something that I could not see.

    The back of my throat harden, my stomach tightening with worry and my mind drawing up questions on what this had to do with Chris. And like a shark attach, the night before came back to me. Something had gone wrong with Christopher.

    "Gordie, wake up, you're dreaming." I whispered to him, gently shaking his forearm.

    "Hmm?" was his response, opening his eyes and looking into mine.

    "You were dreaming…. About Chris." I hoarsely replied, not wanting to hear what happened to Chris, but also at the same time needing to know.

    "Lexie." Was all he said, before he sat up and just started sobbing.

    Now I have known Gordie all my life, and when his older brother died, he did not cry for him or at least he never did when I was around. Yes he cried over girls breaking his emotions but, he never cried/sobbed like this. In some ways it scared me, not of how he was but of not knowing what to do.

    "Lexie, he's gone." Gordie forced the words out of his mouth.

    "Gone?" I asked him, the knot in my throat tighten at that word.

    "He's gone, Lexie." Gordie repeated to me.

    Slowly, like water being sucked up by the dry over heated earth, the news sunk in. Chris, my lover and best friend from the time I was four years old, was dead. At the time, I was glad that I was sitting down, but now that I think of this memory, it still puts my body completely and utterly numb.

    The numbness that I felt when I heard that he was gone, attacked my mind and killed any emotion that had been in my heart. I honestly thought that Gordie was joking about Chris's death. He wasn't and I knew better to think that he would joke about Chris being dead. Gordie had drove all the way to where I lived, it was near where we grew up, Castle Rock.

    We walked over to the kitchen when he told me the heart breaking news of our beloved friend and the leader of our old gang. At once my eyes started to fill with hurtful stinging tears. I could feel a sob creeping up on my state of being.

    "No." I whispered to Gordie.

    Seeing my best friend let a tear trickle down his face, I knew that this was real. Before I could brace myself, my knees gave out. Then a sob that I was fighting with erupted. Gordie was near me, wanting to help me but the pain hurt too damn much.

    It was a good forty five minutes before both of us could calm down from this tragic news.

    "Gordie, how did it happen?" I asked him, trying my hardest to keep my eyes locked at his.

    "Stabbed in the throat." Gordie told me first.

    At once my memory went back to my childhood, back when Chris and I were just 7 years old. My older brother was drunk off his ass and when he saw Chris trying to get something to eat, my older brother attacked him with a switch blade knife. It was by sheer damn luck that Chris had pulled the rug that my drunken ass brother was standing on. He, my older drunk brother, fell backwards. The knife didn't hit anyone, Chris had caught it in mid air and snapped it in two.

    My eyes refocused and looked at Gordie for a more information on what happened next.

    "It was a fast food place, two men were ahead of him and were arguing on who was first in line. One of the men pulled out his knife after Chris tried to break them up." Gordie whispered to me.

    I didn't need to know what happened after that. From what Gordie told me 2 ½ days later, I went in a melt down. He (Gordie), said to me that he has never seen me like that but, Chris has. He was the only one to keep me sane to some degree.

    I bet Gordie is writing a story, since his wife is doing more house chores; I am helping her out along with his three children. What he's writing about I don't honestly know, however I have an inkling of what if could be about. So I guess I better put something down for you, Reader, to understand my "meltdowns".

    They didn't start until I was 13 years old. It was the weekend that all four of my friends ****ing disappeared on me. I remember what Happened during those two days but what people said or looked like were either fuzzy or I could not hear them at all. When they came back I just "snapped", as my later-in-years doctor told me.

    My Doctor then said to me if it wasn't for Chris calming me down, I could be where Teddy's dad is. Slowly these "meltdowns" started to get worst but they only lasted for two whole days. Another thing that my Doctor told me about how I calm down with Chris is because, I trust him more so then anything that I know. Gordie gives me a nice best friend comfort but, the comfort that I got from Chris was completely different. So now, my dear Reader, you know why.

    "What did I do? What happened to me Gordon?" I asked him, fearing the worst.

    The 35 year old man in front of me just looked at my blank facial expression. My eyes looked a head and not looking at my best long time childhood friend.

    "Gordie, please this is important to me, because I need to make an appointment with my doctor." I pleaded him, this time my eyes were locked on his concern blue eyes.

    "Doctor?" he asked me.

    I then told him what was wrong with me for all of these years and also told him that Chris knew of this.

    "Why didn't either one of you told me of these meltdowns?" he angrily asked me.

    "We tried to, Gordon Lachance." Was my response and he knew what I meant.

    I think my dear reader; it will be in his story. That is, if he is writing about me and how we grew up in Castle Rock. Gordie then walked over to where I was sitting and didn't say anything to me.

    "What do we do, Gordon?" I asked him, feeling despair and my vision blurring a bit.

    "Have a small party for him. You know, he would have his ashes with ever you will be." Gordie replied, thinking on a memory, I guessed.

    "He wanted to be cremated?" I asked, going through my memories and came up empty handed.

    "Yes, and he told me that wherever you are, he wanted you to keep his ashes."

    "I didn't know that, Gordie."

    "Of course you didn't, Lexie, Chris made me swear to him that after he was gone, he wanted me to tell you."

    "He was like that wasn't he?"

    "Yeah." Gordie softly replied to me.

    Silence hung over us like a dark cloud. Both of us deep in our thoughts and memories. I got up and barely seeing where I was going, I made it to my bathroom. Lifting the toilet cover and seat, I heaved my stomach into it.

    Gordie was soon beside me, sitting near the sink, holding back my hair. What ever caused me to be that ill, I don't honestly know. For the next five minutes I continued to throw up.

    After I remembered very little but, Gordie picked me up and put me back on the couch. My dreams were dreamless. I slept and slept until I woke up four days later. I didn't know that I could do something like that. Gordie was worried about me; he said that if I didn't wake up the next day, he would have taken me to the hospital.

    Like the sipping of the sand, I soon fell into a deep depression. I know I didn't mean for it to happen but it did. I ate when I was hungry, took showers twice a day; morning and evening, and I withdrew myself from Gordie and his wife, who was my best female friend.

    Knowing that they were concerned about me didn't help my darkest depression. Yes my dear reader, I have had them before. However Gordie or any of our past friends, including Chris didn't know about it. Sarah, Gordie's wife and my best female friend, did know of them but not to the full extent of them.

    Little did I or even Gordie know that Chris was still a live and it would snap me out of my darkest and deepest depression? For now though, I let my grief over take me, as I mourned for my lover's death.
     
    Chapter 11: Rumors of Chris and Alexis.
    A couple years go by as Chris, Alexis and I am now in High School. When Alexis came home from her aunts that first hard summer, the first thing that she did when she saw Chris; who started a growth spurt, she ran and hugged him. They almost toppled to the ground, but thankfully Chris held them up, as he hugged her back. They clung onto one another for five whole minutes. I was happy to see Alexis was back as we shared a hug. Don't get me wrong, but this story is not about me, it's more about Chris and Alexis my fellow reader.

    After the second trip to her aunts, Chris and Alexis were more relaxed then worried. They were worried, on the first summer, of the other ones safety. Alexis didn't finish her art project when she came back, however she did finish her poetry for him. I have taken a look at her stuff, and even though that they rhyme, they still have meaning on what she was feeling at the moment.

    Of course Chris was ecstatic about her expressing her emotions more then she used too. She is more relaxed and smiling a lot but, I guess it would make a difference when Chris kept on having her like that. When Alexis was gone, Chris's dad was on a bad mean strike. Probably the worst one either Chris or I had ever seen of. Chris went to the hospital for a nasty deep cut on top of his head. I counted 45 stitches running with his hair. I don't know if Alexis saw the scar or not because when Chris and his dad went at it, hence note, that this was and will be in this story, when Chris was going to college and the argument was some what about Alexis. Chris had looked at me if Alexis did see the old scar, but the funny thing was the new cut was on top of the old one.

    I was next when it came to the puberty and growth spurts. It scared me when I thought I had some kind of bad flu, my voice dropped. Alexis had to calm both Chris and I down, we kept on saying weird made up diseases and other ****.

    Alexis started to laugh at us.

    "What the hell is so funny, Conall? We may be dying here and you're laughing at us!" Chris squawked at her.

    We were near our creek since we out grew the tree fort, as new younger kids over took it and doing god knows what inside it.

    "You're not dying, neither one of you!" Alexis told us, after she forced herself to stop laughing so hard.

    "Then what is wrong with us?" I squeaked at her.

    "One word: Puberty." She knowingly said to us.

    Chris and I looked at one another, we never in a trillion years, would have thought of that.

    "You mean, our-"

    "Yes, Chris and no offence but, I don't need to know that." Alexis interrupted him.

    I felt completely stupid that Chris and I weren't going to die over that, but in all reality we were just going through what all teenage boys go through.

    "I knew that." Chris mumbled, if he meant to keep it low, Alexis had heard him.

    "Bull ****, then why were you freaking out about it, if you knew?" she dared him to explain himself.

    "I was just going along with-"

    "No you didn't Christopher and don't bring Gordon into this lie of yours."

    "Fine but I did have a hunch."

    "Yeah, about dying from a made up disease." Alexis said the last word.

    While they were arguing over this, I noticed that they were smiling and no harshness was in their voices. It seemed like they were playing a game and teasing one another. That was when I thought something was going on, not when everyone in Castle Rock High School thought of it first. Not when the school students almost tore their friendship apart.

    Gossip can hurt, I had been in it once and I promised to myself, never be apart of it ever again. The only advice I can give you, dear reader, is to not listen to what other people are saying about other people. I know it's hard to do so, but soon enough you will see who those gossip drama people are.

    It was September, the second week into school and even though it was the weekend; a Saturday to be more precise, Chris was leaning against an Oak tree, with Alexis resting against him. Now from 5-8 feet away from them, you would think Chris was holding her with his hands, but that wasn't the case at all. Chris didn't mind Alexis leaning against his body, they have been doing this for a long time. Although they rarely showed it because of Teddy teasing them, I guess the students at school thought that they were an item or a couple.

    When I first saw them like this, I thought like the students at school, however I quickly put that to ashes because I saw their friendship first, and then love.

    "So how is your homework pile doing?" Alexis asked Chris.

    "It's- it's coming along." He stuttered to her.

    Chris couldn't lie to Alexis, even if something was wrong, he just couldn't lie to her.

    "No it's not, Chris. Why lie to me when I know you need major help on it?" she replied tilting her head back and to the side to look up at him.

    "May be I don't need someone to-"

    "Then you will stay here, forever."

    "Alexis, I know but I just want to relax a bit before I put my nose to the grained." He said to her.

    I didn't comment on this, usually I stayed out of their serious conversations. It just wasn't my place to question him on what he would be doing or not.

    "That won't help you in the long run." Alexis growled at him.

    "Don't be my mother." He snapped back at her.

    "I'm not! I'm just saying that if you have this attitude about it, then you won't get the best place in College and the scholarship." She barked back.

    Chris was silent on this, Alexis always had a good point, and this was one of them. Seeing that it would be alright for me to enter this conversation, I spoke up or at least I thought I did.

    "What if he just-"

    "No, Gordon, you know what would happen, so why fight it?" she interrupted me, giving me a glare.

    Chris soon enough started to move a bit, making Alexis take one step forward from Chris. After he stopped, he gently took her hips and gently pulled her back against him.

    "Fine, but I don't like school." He whispered into her ear.

    "Chris I know you don't, everyone doesn't not until you are out of school, then you wished that you would have stayed in it all of your life." She replied to him, turning her body to face him.

    I could see a faint blush creep up on Chris's face, as I just grinned when Alexis snuggled into his chest and didn't move away. Chris had a hard time, I am guessing, when she didn't move away from his manhood because he moved his legs a bit but she wasn't going anywhere. May be it was his punishment for not doing his homework and thinking that he could take some days off?

    We stayed there for some time, not all day, but a good part of it. Chris and Alexis soon started to play tag, but it was different from what I'm used too. Chris would go after Alexis a lot more then I, when I was wide open for either one of them to tag me.

    'At this rate, the students will know something is going on.' I thought to myself.

    Chris had Alexis's pinned down to the ground, both laughing and giggling at one another, save for when they stopped and looked at one another I felt like time was going back. Back to when Alexis had that candle burse on her upper chest..

    The Chris I saw now, was rubbing his finger tips around her stomach, and was an inch away from her face; just like when they were on my bed and I was having a horrible time balancing the try.

    Alexis soon started to play with his stray of hair and then stopped, looking into his eyes. They stayed there for another minute before Chris got up and helped her up onto her feet again.

    We soon enough started to walk to our houses and we didn't even saw the car that had the biggest pussies inside of it. They can speak all they damn well want, but the jocks of our school didn't know how to fight for ****.


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    "Hey, Alexis.." Chris greeted her, she was at her locker changing some of her books for the last three classes that she had for today.

    "Hi." She grunted to him, holding onto one book and trying to get another deep within her clean locker.

    "Need some help?" he asked her.

    "Yeah, hold this one for me." She replied, handing him her thick and heavy math book and she reached for her history book.

    Chris didn't say anything, he knew how heavy those damn books were. Could give you back problems if your not careful.

    "Did you hear about them?" said a girl.

    "No?" replied another girl.

    "They were playing tag, and he was mostly chasing her." The first girl told her "friend"

    "NO!" her "friend" replied, stunned.

    "Yes. And they were making out." The first girl told her, looking smug about something.

    Alexis looked at Chris who just shrugged them off.

    "Ignore them, they're just trouble." He whispered to Lexis.

    She nodded her head, and looked for another book that she needed.

    "Yeah, I heard that they are together, forever they will live here." Someone said as the passed by Alexis and Chris.

    Letting out a frustrated breath, Alexis glanced at Chris who just looked at her in return. As if he was saying 'what the hell do they know about us?' After she put the other book on top of the other one that he was holding, she soon enough shut it, placed the lock and locked her locker.

    Chris helped her back pack, stuffing the books into it, some of the other students soon started to whisper and giggle at them. Alexis soon started to get irritated by this, annoying Alexis wasn't a good thing so Chris took her elbow and guided her away from the students but, they were every where.

    "Chris, give me one good god damn reason not to beat the living ****ing **** out of them." She mumbled to him, her anger rising at an alarming rate.

    "Alexis, just three more hours and you can get out of here for the day." He reassured her, hoping that would work.

    However that didn't happen like Chris hoped it would. Alexis just glared at anyone who looked at her and that was every student who saw Chris with her.

    "Chris…" she warned him, as he turned around and gulped.

    Looking at her, he could see how angry she truly was. So they had no choice but to leave the school, for not only their own safety but Alexis's safety. Not normally did a teacher drive up to them, about a block away from the high school, made them both stop and looked at who owned it.

    "Alexis, Chris? What on earth are you two doing here and not in school?" Mrs. Sarco asked them, who had gotten out of her car.

    "We're not going to get in trouble are we?" Chris asked her, Alexis just sighed and then kept on walking away.

    Mrs. Sarco soon guessed what had happened.

    "Chris, go after her and meet me up around here at 4:15 this evening. Mr. Sanders is a good friend of mine and knows Alexis, but doesn't personally know her like I do." Mrs. Sarco told him.

    "Alright. Thank you, Mrs. Sarco." Chris replied to her and soon enough ran after Alexis who was at least another block away from them.

    Mrs. Sarco drove away to the high school and parked in the parking lot to it. She knew how Alexis gets when she was this angry, but she didn't know just how angry she was.


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    "Alexis, please just tell me what is making you this angry?" Chris begged her.

    With one look she exploded on him.

    "What's bothering me so god damn much is because those nothing ****ing son of *****es are saying that I am your girlfriend and I'm pregnant!" She yelled at Chris.

    The words drained every color from his face, she wasn't pregnant but Chris did think of her as someone special and that was only in his mind, though.

    "What?" he asked her.

    "They are saying that you are going to marry me by the end of this week and I thought I could count on her. I thought she was my best female friend." Alexis started out in a fit of rage but soon started to cry.

    Chris was holding her near the creek, right under another old growth Oak tree. Alexis cried into Chris's shirt, if one thing that Chris learned from her was that she hated gossip just like he did. With Chris though, he has been used to it for all of his life, with Alexis though she was some what new to it. Yeah kids talked about her family and how she grew up but they never talked about it in her face.

    "Alexis, you are better then they are. You know that, don't give into their bull ****." Chris whispered into her ear.

    "How can I? It's really hard not to do so." She whispered, whipping away her tears.

    "Are they you're best friends? Or am I your best friend?" he asked her, he turned her to face him.

    Alexis looked at him and was trying to sort her mind, knowing that they weren't her best friends, she needs to answer Chris very soon as well.

    "Alexis?" he asked her, never breaking eye contact.

    "Y-You are Chris." She barely whispered to him, her fear showing through to him.

    Seeing this, Chris gently rested his forehead against hers and with his right hand very carefully massaging her face, Alexis knew that she could never be scared of him ever again.

    They staid like that for another minute before Chris lead Alexis away from the Oak tree, seeing some of their peers driving home as school was let out.

    "What time is it?" he asked her.

    "Around four why?" She replied, after she glanced at her watch.

    "Shit, come on." He answered her, grabbing her hand and running back to where Mrs. Sarco said where she should be.

    Alexis let go of Chris's hand started to pull ahead of him. He noticed that glint in her eyes and grinned as he ran as fast as his legs could carry him. They weaved in, out and around people as they saw Mrs. Sarco just pulling up to the spot where she stopped them earlier that afternoon.

    "It looks like, Chris, I am going to win!" Alexis said each other words at a time.

    "I don't think so!" Chris replied, running just a bit a head of her as then she ran harder.

    Her body was giving everything that it had, the strain of her legs muscles, her heart pounding away as her lungs drank in more air. By a length and half, Alexis won the race as Chris didn't let her win on propose, she won fair and square. Bent over near Mrs. Sarco's car, both of them were getting their winds back.

    "Well, it would seem that you are feeling a bit better, Miss Conall?" Mrs. Sarco asked her.

    "Yes." Alexis breathed the word out, smiling a bit.

    Chris straightens up and helped Mrs. Sarco out with taking some of the books and homework from her hands.

    "Those are yours, Chris. The others are Alexis's." Mrs. Sarco told him.

    "Thank you, Ma'am." Chris replied, nodding to her.

    "You're welcome, you two, now please don't this again. I can not always cover for you." Mrs. Sarco expressed heavily to them.

    "Yes." Alexis said to her, ashamed that Mrs. Sarco got her and Chris out of the rest of their remaining classes.

    "Thank you, Mrs. Sarco." Chris told her, and they started to walk away as Mrs. Sarco drove home.

    "You're welcome you two!" she cried to them and drove away.

    The next day when I saw them, I knew something was different, how different I didn't know. I did ask them what was different between the two, and Alexis just shrugged her shoulder at me with a smile. Looking at Chris for help, he too shrugged his shoulders and had a warm sunshine smile on as well. I soon let it go and was smiling like my best friends did, just did not know the meaning behind it.
     
    Chapter 12: A beating and missing school.

    "Gordie, where is Chris?" Alexis asked me, looking around our classroom.

    "I don't know, he said that he would be late for school, but I don't think he will make it." I answered her, knowing that something happened at his house.

    The look in her brown eyes made my stomach twist, turn and fill with worry and alarm. As Chris wasn't at school through out the year, Alexis would be quiet. It wasn't the kind where she was thinking on a problem or on her homework or career, it was the kind where she knew something, which would make any kid scared right down to their bones. I do believe that this sense is in every kid if they are getting beatin' up at home.

    Some of the other students weren't gossiping about Chris and Alexis anymore, even though at times it was their favorite topic to discuss if they saw something from the two, they were discussing about some this new girl that got transferred to Castle Rock. I haven't met her nor seen her, Alexis is a bit busy with-

    "May I sit here?" the new girl asked us, looking at Chris's seat.

    Alexis sized her up and then replied harshly "No, Chris always sits there."

    "Well, he's-"

    "Sorry that I'm late, Gordie… Alexis." Chris spoke up to us, looking horrible.

    Alexis glared at the new girl who just shied away from us, as Chris was trying to sit right in his seat.

    "Lexie, let her be. From what I heard from my older brother, she may look nice but she's a mind"

    "-deceit." I finished for him as our teacher walked over to us.

    "It's nice to see you Mr. Chambers, may be-"

    "That when my old man has his mean streaks is to give you a damn call? I'll make a mental note to tell him that, oh wait he would just tell you to shut the **** up and do you're ****ing job." Chris harshly cut in.

    Alexis had her eyes clued on Chris, forget the teacher, she wanted to know what brought this attitude on. She knew how bad his old man could be, but what happened at his house?

    Our teacher just looked fiercely at Chris who glared back.

    "Get out of here, Chambers." Our teacher finally spoke to Chris.

    "Fine, you piece of ****." He snapped at him and stormed away.

    Alexis shot from her chair and was out the door before anyone could know who just left. I had no choice but to stay in class, so I hoped that Alexis would calm Chris down.

    Alexis followed Chris all the way out of the school building, before she grabbed onto his hand and pulled him to a stop.

    "Chris, would you tell me, what has made you like this?" she asked him, her eyes sincere to him.

    Chris glared down at her and just let go of her hand. Seeing this as a bad sign, Alexis then waited for him to answer her, however that never came. Alexis soon enough didn't know what to do, so she started to use that intelligent brain of hers.

    'He's pissed off… at whom though, his older brother beating on him again? Or was it his old man? Or may be…' Alexis thought to herself.

    "No." she whispered to herself and then looked at Chris who was five feet from her, walking away.

    Alexis felt confused, she never been in that kind of predicament before with her old man and older brother. For once I think she was glad that I slipped out of school, walk after our best friend and talk to him about it.

    "Chris?" I asked him.

    "Why do they do this to me, Gordie? Why?" he asked me in return.

    The expression and how his tone of voice expressed to me put me back to when it was that afternoon, back when we came home from Harlow.

    "I don't know." I softly replied back.

    "May be-"

    "If you think they know your future, their ****ing shitheads. Only you know what's best for you, and even Alexis knows that! Chris, don't listen to those rejects of this town." I snapped at him.

    I rarely did that with him, snapping my anger at him, but when I did it was something that held truth and meaning behind it. He was looking at me. Within that one look I could tell that he was thinking, whatever battle was inside of him, over.

    Alexis was not that far away from us, talking to one of the school nurses.

    "May be, Gordie, may be I should take some summers with Lexie. To get away from this **** whole town." Chris suggested to me.

    "I think her aunt wouldn't mind, Chris. She has been asking Alexis if either one of us would want to come up with her during the summers." I replied, thinking his suggestion over.

    All three of us silently walked to our creek, it would seem that it has become our safe haven, away from every one else and we could just be our selves.


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    It was some time before we heard anything from Alexis. She wasn't speaking to us, her eyes told both Chris and I that something was up, but what it could be, we had to guess. When she didn't come to school it was only then that Chris and I went to Teddy and Vern. We knew that she was talking to them still, but they were the only other people who knew what Alexis could be up too.

    "Why the ****ing hell would you ask me? She's your god damn friend!" Teddy had yelled at us for even asking him where she could be.

    For me, I could see the fear in his eyes, for Chris it only made his dislike for Teddy grow even more. Next we asked Vern, who was making out with his girlfriend, so we just skipped him altogether.

    'If I was Alexis, where would…' I asked myself and then started to run my ass off.

    It was the only other place that I did not look, Chris had to run after me, since I did run faster then he was now. I ran for nearly forty five minutes but it gave me a good work out, Alexis had this secret place where she only showed me it, which was weird since she usually did stuff with Chris.

    When we got there, I stopped to catch my breath as, Chris was hunched over and was breathing heavily from the long run but, I soon looked around. Back then it was all forest, save for now it's nothing but stores. I looked around the forest as Chris looked around as well.

    "Gordie, what are we doing?" he asked me.

    "Looking for Alexis." I replied back, and I stopped in awe.

    All of that running lead us to the oak tree that was near our creek! But what was built on top and around the tree branches was a huge tree fort. I quickly looked at Chris and then I started to climb like a damn monkey. Chris had found the wooden latter and climbed up that, looking at me as if I went back a couple million years ago.

    "Just go away you too." We heard Alexis.

    "No Lexie, we won't leave you until you tell us what is wrong." Chris stiffly answered her.

    We didn't hear anything after that. Knowing how she could be, I just staid put, Chris could most of the time, talk to her. However this one time it failed.

    "Lexie, we're here to help you, whatever it may be." He told her, fearing the worst.

    Getting to where Chris was, I looked at him as he was met with utter silence. I saw the old door and turned the handle, it was unlocked so I pushed it opened. It looked so much like our old one I felt basically at home.

    "Lexis?" I asked around the tree fort, but I didn't find her.

    Chris however, knew her like he knew himself, was standing near her but she could bolt at any moment.

    "Lexie, what's wrong? You have stopped talking to Gordie and me, and have stopped coming to school. Something you rarely do, on both parts." Chris asked her, leaning against the thick trunk of the Oak tree.

    Alexis didn't answer him, something bad was eating at her and solving this problem on her own wasn't helping her. She didn't have tears in her eyes, I think she did that since we didn't see her or her talking to us. Moving further away from Chris, she turned her back on him, looking at the creek's water.

    Chris quickly looked at me and then back at Alexis who was withdrawing from the both of us. I climbed down and walked over to her, she glanced over her shoulder and then looked back over to the creek.

    "Alexis?" I quietly asked her.

    "I'm -"

    "You're not fine, Alexis." I interrupted her.

    She didn't say anything after that, as if I blew my chance with her, but I gave her time to gather her thoughts and emotions.

    "I need to…" she started but broke off just as fast as she started.

    Chris stood shoulder to shoulder with me. Her voice tone meant something terrible had happened to someone that she really cared about.

    "You need to?" Chris pushed her, but I shook my head at him.

    Taking this as a surprise, he just waited for her to speak again.

    "I need to get to my aunt…. A train, bus, car, walking…. I just need to get to her." She barely utter a whisper to us.

    It stung us both as horrible images raced through our minds. Chris moved closer to her, wondering how we are going to get to her aunt's house.

    "Lexie?" He asked her, pushing her even more.

    "My aunt is in the hospital… for what cause, I do not know. All I do know is that I need to get to her some how." Lexie replied to him, turning around to face us.

    She had no tears in her eyes or running down her face, her voice however held sorrow and would do anything to just see her aunt.

    "May be we could call her house, to just see who is there or not." Chris suggested to her, moving closer to her wanting to give her a hug.

    Her eyes locked with his own and she walked the rest of the way into his welcoming hug. Chris held onto her as she staid silent as a star, not crying into his shirt or yelling at him, it scared him and I that she was acting like this. But some how she was growing up just like we were, and crying was only when someone was dying or you privately did that when no one was looking.

    We staid near our new hide out, not moving or saying anything to Alexis, just letting her be comfort in a way that a young adult should be comforted.
     
    Chapter 13: Gordie's first girlfriend?
    Alexis did get to her aunt at the hospital, our call to her house was picked up by her second cousin and he came to pick her up. It was interesting because both Chris and I got to go with her and her second cousin. As it turned out, her aunt only had a mild heart attack, even though Alexis held her emotions in all the way to the hospital until she walked into the room alone.

    Her second cousin questioned us and Chris only answered what he thought were alright questions. Her second cousin was a good guy, born into the richness of her family but had a much grounded personality, just like Aunt Carolina. Alexis made up her homework and school work for at least a month advance, which I think she wanted some time to herself for a month and I know the teachers gave it to her.

    "I can't stand that *****." Chris grumbled to Alexis in the Library.

    "Tell me about it. Every guy that lays his eyes on her and their other head awakens. It's down right embarrassing." She replied looking at one of her mountains of laid out books.

    "I'm not like that, besides she's not that pretty." Chris stated to her, looking up from his book.

    They were talking about the new girl, the girl that had captured my attention since I helped her with her classes and books.

    "What is your type of girl, anyway Chris?" Alexis asked him, starring at him and not doing her homework for a while.

    "Uh….Well she… um." He started but couldn't continue on any longer.

    "NO." Alexis whispered, glaring past Chris's shoulder towards the entrance and exit doors of the library.

    Chris looked over his shoulder and his expression just froze in sheer shock when I came into the library with the new girl holding onto my hand.

    "Alexis, don't say anything stupid." Chris whispered to her before we got to their table.

    She didn't reply to him, she just kept on glaring Berlin Snow, my new girlfriend. I didn't see Berlin looking Chris over and smiling that soft easy going smile at him.

    "Alexis, Chris. I would like you too to meet my girlfriend, Berlin Snow. Berlin, these are my best friends, Alexis Conall and Chris Chambers." I introduced them.

    "Nice to meet you, Berlin." Chris spoke up but his expression was blank.

    Alexis didn't say anything to her or me.

    "So are you two boyfriend and girlfriend?" Berlin asked my best friends.

    "Yes." Alexis replied to her.

    "Oh well, you two look neat together." Berlin dryly answered her.

    Chris took Alexis's hand into his right hand before she could do anything to Berlin, while she just arched an eye brow at Alexis, daring her to do whatever she had in mind. I felt uneasy after this, so I quickly made something up to get Berlin and Alexis away from one another.

    "I think we should get going, classes should start up pretty soon." I announced to Berlin.

    "Alright my little Gordian." She replied to me, making kissy face to me and smiling at Alexis.

    "Let her go, Lexie." Chris whispered in Alexis's ear.

    "She's a god damn slut." Alexis growled at Berlin's back.

    "Watch what you say in the library, Lexie. I don't think you want to be banned from this part of the school, since Berlin doesn't come in here unless she is seeking someone." Chris replied back.

    Alexis then sighed heavily and started to get back to work on her homework. Chris just grinned but thought back to when Alexis said yes to Berlin's boyfriend question.

    'She's my girlfriend?' he thought to himself.

    "She's my girlfriend." He then mumbled to himself.

    Alexis looked up at him and asked "Did you ask me something Chris?"

    "No I didn't, Alexis. Just reading out loud some sentences." He replied, resting his hand onto her hand comfortably.

    Her big brown eyes looked up from her book and feeling her whole face heat up, she turned her hand and gently rubbed his skin with her sensitive finger tips. Goose bumps raced up Chris's arm as this new and strange feeling crept into his stomach.


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    After school was over, I found myself lipped locked with my new girlfriend, but I don't think she was enjoying it that much. Chris and Alexis walked on by, as if they didn't see me lipped glued to my girlfriend.

    Chris and Alexis walked all the way to the creek, hidden by the road, they walked into the woods, around the oak tree and up the latter. Yes we may be a bit old for going up into it, but at least it kept us safe.

    "I don't like her, Chris! That ****ed up **** is up to something." Alexis barked at him.

    "I know, Alexis, I know. But what could she be up too?" he replied back, sitting in a chair.

    Alexis paced around the medium sized room and had to think of what Berlin Snow could be up too. And if Berlin was going to hurt me in the process, Alexis had to some how interfere.

    "Wait a minute Chris. She was looking at you more so then Gordie, just how do we get Gordon to see her in her own act?" Alexis spoke slowly and putting the clues together.

    "Me? She was looking at me? Whatever for?" He asked her.

    "She's a new student but so much a slut, anyway you're the bad boy of this town… may be she goes for that type, but I don't see how, you're not really a bad boy. Just getting into trouble at the wrong place at the wrong time." Alexis thoughtfully replied, thinking of all the possibilities of Berlin and him.

    "Did you mean what you said about me being your boyfriend?" Chris asked her, wondering what she said was true.

    Alexis deeply blushed at him and whispered "Yes."

    "We're uh still friends though, right?" he asked her, sitting more up right and his blue determine eyes locked with her brown hesitant ones.

    "Of course we are, Chris. Why would you think such a thing?" Alexis replied, a little stunned by him.

    He didn't say anything else to Alexis, her reaction was all he needed to know.

    "What are we going to do with Gordie?" Chris asked her, after some minutes went by.

    "Just let him be with his slut girlfriend. We can't do anything until he sees what she truly is for himself, and we can also pray like crazy that it be will soon." Alexis replied looking towards the road, where I was saying goodbye to Berlin.

    "And if he's not our friend any more?" Chris asked her, standing right behind her watching me walk away from Berlin.

    "Then we will just have to eat it, it's his life Chris, we're not his family, we're just his best friends." Alexis replied, I was at the field when Berlin came walking up behind me.

    I know that Chris would not like that idea from Alexis, but what could they do to tell me that Berlin was not for me? Coming out and saying would not only ruin our friendship but also it would seem that Berlin would "win".

    "Go away you slut." Alexis mumbled, wanting to stay hidden from Berlin and the rest of the people of Castle Rock.

    Alexis wasn't running from what the people of Castle Rock said of her, it's just that she hated what they had to say not only about her but also about Chris and the rest of us as well. None of us blamed her for making another tree fort away from prying eyes, also we knew that tree forts were a bit old for "kids" our age.

    In some ways I guess, she was like Chris, of not wanting to drink any alcohol bottle or can, since her older brother and old man drank and she saw what it could do to them.

    Chris and Alexis kept watching me, as I tried my best to get away from my new girlfriend to hang out with them, but that didn't go as planned as I wanted it to. In the end I hung out with Berlin as I really wanted to be with my best friends instead.

    I wouldn't know that they were just looking out for my well being, that Berlin was a ***** and that she was the main reason why my friendship with my two best friends was rocky to regain their trust.
     
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