Hey Alex...whats up today? ;3_Alex_ said:Meh,i'm sorry you hate it so much. XD
Whats with the ";3" smilie? XD And nothing's up,I just woke up.Eliana said:Hey Alex...whats up today? ;3
Eeeep! Don't get too depressed! Tch, I was depressed for 2 years an' wanted ta killed myself! O_OKylie-chan said:People pity me. If they knew what I thought, they'd be freaked out. "omgz she's deprezt but datz not alowed1111!!"
;_;
People disliked me because I'm strange, and I set out to freak them out in the end because it was my identity, and I needed one to cling on to. In primary school I had a lot of "friends" but none of them really liked me. I was in with all the popular groups but I wasn't popular, and it was all false. I *WAS* smart and they disliked me because of that, too. Since last August I have withdrawn from everyone. It's only some times I regret that when I'm standing on my own staring at a brick wall.Pincushion said:People dont pity me, they just dislike me.
Im a misfit, and always have been.
Then when I came out of school 3 years ago, it all got oodles worse =D
_Alex_ said:Hmm...sounds to me like you guys need a big group hug. XD
At one stage I was stupid enough to let my mother know just how I felt. I had a breakdown from not being able to cope with the voices in my head. I totally lost it. [My mother was on Prozac, once, by the way. o_O] My brother mocked me for it.Pincushion said:Thats why I love my Prozac so much..
*hugs* Now,feel better. These stories are making me sad.Pincushion said:*holds out arms and runs towards you XD*