Nideous
The world refused to change...
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- Somewhere over the rainbow
- Seen Sep 18, 2013
(OOC: No problem! Thomas can't just breeze through every gym he meets!)
"I'm guessing he thought you were just trying to soften the blow for him. He always tries to be strong for everyone else. But it's more than that. He wouldn't be able to stand the thought of being so helpless. And he also probably thought that he would get in the way of everyone, and that he would bring danger to Zoran and me. He'd be really easy to use against us in his condition. I know how he felt, because I've felt a bit useless since we started this quest. I just wish the way I got over it hadn't come at such a great cost. But I don't know why he attacked us," Marcus said. Vulpix sighed.
"It's cause he sucks at controlling his power! If he felt all that, he probably lost control. He doesn't know how to deal with losing things. He just throws a temper tantrum! The worse things are for him, the bigger the tantrum. He's like a pup that way. And now that he has these powers... Well, I'll be blunt, if he can't get control, things will be worse than we just saw," Vulpix said.
"He probably feels like he's alone right now. I wish I could do something, but all I can do is let Esper handle it. He knows how to get into Thomas's head better than any of us!" Marcus said. He put his hand on Clefairy's pokeball.
Thomas woke up slowly. He was aware of the fact that he was now laying on the floor somewhere. He felt pokemon all around him, but could see nothing. He knew that they were his pokemon. Esper joined his mind.
"Esper... I'm sorry," Thomas said.
"So you're just going to give up? That's not like you,"
"What? Was that you. Esper?" Thomas asked.
"Of course it was! I may not be able to speak through my mouth anymore, but my mind works just fine!" Esper said in his mind.
"I thought your voice would be a bit lower..." Thomas said. Esper chuckled, which sounded more like a high pitched giggle.
"Hehehe! Well, now you know the truth! But you still haven't answered my question!" Esper said. Thomas sighed.
"Esper... I'm useless! I can't even take care of myself anymore! The others would be forced to take risks just because I can't do anything!"
"You didn't even listen to that human did you. She said she'd teach you how to do things without your eyes!" Esper told him.
"Even if that's true, how can I battle! If I can't see what's going on, then I can't direct you properly!" Thomas said sadly.
"You have such little faith in us that we can't pick up the slack in a battle? I'm hurt," Esper said. He sounded pathectic.
"But..." Thomas said.
"It's your choice... But the rest of us have agreed. We're with you no matter what you decide!" Esper told him. The rest of the pokemon chimed in their agreement. Thomas sighed.
"I guess your right," Thomas said.
"You don't sound like your convinced," Esper said.
"I am. You know me, I love battling too much to quit," Thomas said. Esper rurred at him. Thomas felt something get lifted off of him. He sat up, and listened as hard as he could. He only heard normal sounds. Esper sent a brief recollection of what just happened to Zaria, trusting her to let everyone know that Thomas was alright for now. Thomas rubbed his eyes and felt for the power in him. It was still there, and still wild. He clamped down on it losely. It writhed under his grasp and protested.
"I'm guessing he thought you were just trying to soften the blow for him. He always tries to be strong for everyone else. But it's more than that. He wouldn't be able to stand the thought of being so helpless. And he also probably thought that he would get in the way of everyone, and that he would bring danger to Zoran and me. He'd be really easy to use against us in his condition. I know how he felt, because I've felt a bit useless since we started this quest. I just wish the way I got over it hadn't come at such a great cost. But I don't know why he attacked us," Marcus said. Vulpix sighed.
"It's cause he sucks at controlling his power! If he felt all that, he probably lost control. He doesn't know how to deal with losing things. He just throws a temper tantrum! The worse things are for him, the bigger the tantrum. He's like a pup that way. And now that he has these powers... Well, I'll be blunt, if he can't get control, things will be worse than we just saw," Vulpix said.
"He probably feels like he's alone right now. I wish I could do something, but all I can do is let Esper handle it. He knows how to get into Thomas's head better than any of us!" Marcus said. He put his hand on Clefairy's pokeball.
Thomas woke up slowly. He was aware of the fact that he was now laying on the floor somewhere. He felt pokemon all around him, but could see nothing. He knew that they were his pokemon. Esper joined his mind.
"Esper... I'm sorry," Thomas said.
"So you're just going to give up? That's not like you,"
"What? Was that you. Esper?" Thomas asked.
"Of course it was! I may not be able to speak through my mouth anymore, but my mind works just fine!" Esper said in his mind.
"I thought your voice would be a bit lower..." Thomas said. Esper chuckled, which sounded more like a high pitched giggle.
"Hehehe! Well, now you know the truth! But you still haven't answered my question!" Esper said. Thomas sighed.
"Esper... I'm useless! I can't even take care of myself anymore! The others would be forced to take risks just because I can't do anything!"
"You didn't even listen to that human did you. She said she'd teach you how to do things without your eyes!" Esper told him.
"Even if that's true, how can I battle! If I can't see what's going on, then I can't direct you properly!" Thomas said sadly.
"You have such little faith in us that we can't pick up the slack in a battle? I'm hurt," Esper said. He sounded pathectic.
"But..." Thomas said.
"It's your choice... But the rest of us have agreed. We're with you no matter what you decide!" Esper told him. The rest of the pokemon chimed in their agreement. Thomas sighed.
"I guess your right," Thomas said.
"You don't sound like your convinced," Esper said.
"I am. You know me, I love battling too much to quit," Thomas said. Esper rurred at him. Thomas felt something get lifted off of him. He sat up, and listened as hard as he could. He only heard normal sounds. Esper sent a brief recollection of what just happened to Zaria, trusting her to let everyone know that Thomas was alright for now. Thomas rubbed his eyes and felt for the power in him. It was still there, and still wild. He clamped down on it losely. It writhed under his grasp and protested.