Thomas laughed and let his guard down even futher. But there was one thing that concerned him.
"I don't recall asking to be leader. And I've made plenty of mistakes, trust me," Thomas said playfully. Yet he knew that was true. He didn't get why, but people seemed to gravitate to him. He relaxed even more, and his power responded in kind. He would never say this, but this was the most relaxed he had ever been while using his power. He laughed again. He hadn't been paying any attention, but now that he looked, half of the wisps were cubes and the other half were spheres. He wasn't trying to be perfect. He just held himself to a higher standard because he knew what he could do. He knew that he couldn't keep locking his power away. He had to use it and let it free. It seemed to listen to him while he was in control of his emotions. Then he grasped how it worked.
"My power works on my emotions. While I'm feeling tranquil and harmless, so it is as well. When I'm stressed or angry, my power lashes out of control. I can't believe I didn't see that before now," Thomas said biting his lip. Right now, the wisps were a light shade of green, meaning he was still safe. He dropped his guard completely, trusting that if he went out of control, Zoran and Mickey could stop him. He was a little surprised, even after what he just figured out, when nothing happened. His light swelled curiously around him, but it didn't go out of control. He didn't know what he should do with it now that it was here. He stood up, and let it swell about him, getting used to how it felt. While it was here, and with Esper sending him support and triumph, he felt complete. It was like he had found something he didn't even know he was missing. It felt good. He set his light to form a shape. He was positively thrilled when his power didn't resist him at all. It was molded into a vaguely human shaped form. Thomas touched it, and his hand went through it. It was light, what was he expecting to feel? Thomas smiled and let the light fade.
"Well, that was informative. Thanks guys!" Thomas said. It was one thing to do this while it was safe and peaceful, quite another to do so under pressure or while angry. But, he was feeling more confident in his own abilities. Vulpix walked back to camp with a rather large rat in his jaws. He spit it out and sat down.
"Where did you get that?" Thomas asked.
"Out of a sewer," Vulpix replied.
"Aren't you worried about getting sick?" Thomas asked. Vulpix sniffed the rat.
"Doesn't smell sick," he said slowly.
"Vulpix, I don't know if I want you to eat that," Thomas said.
"Why not? I've eaten wild animals and you never batted an eye before," Vulpix said. He didn't eat it though. He was curious as to what the objections were.
"Yeah, but not from the sewer! Stuff from the sewer is way more likely to have some kind of horrible disease!" Thomas said urgently.