That's just...depressing, really. I mean, the fact that months after getting banned, you'd still be thinking about this site, and when to come back next.
And yeah, the word "fag" doesn't really mean "gay" here, either. Granted, it's still not a great word to be throwing around at people (and I cringe whenever I hear the word "gay" used as a synonym for "lame"), but no one I know uses the word to describe someone homosexual.
...But again, the word itself is still derogatory, and y'know...not a great thing to be calling people >_>