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Chapter Seventeen (First half)
Chapter summary: Sakaki goes too far.
Chapter Seventeen – Message In A Bottle
Aiko submitted pragmatically to Nurse Rin's efficiency. It wasn't as if she had much choice in the matter, after all.
Every evening, the sedative tube and catheter would be removed for one hour as Aiko was sat on the toilet and a suppository inserted. Once that unpleasant task was over, it was shower time. Aiko sat like a lump of meat in the specially-designed open-weave wheelchair and rotated under the water as Rin applied soap, rinsed her off, wheeled her out and toweled her dry.
It was the only time the sedative tube was removed. At first Nurse Rin had attempted to do all this with the tube still in Aiko's arm, but they found that the movement caused Aiko to either vomit, pass out, or both. So it and the catheter were dutifully removed and Aiko found that at the end of the shower she could once more move her hands and feet, if only weakly, enough to help Rin get her dressed again. Then it was a bowl of spoon-fed mush, after which Rin would lift her back onto the bed and the various tubes would be reinserted for another twenty-three hours of sedative-induced meditation.
All of this was done without either ceremony or conversation. Aiko had long ago given up trying to ingratiate herself with the pair of nurses. Rin was polite and to the point and never deviated from the standard line that Aiko was sick and needed to be treated as just another addict going through drug withdrawal. Nurse Tetsu didn't even have that much caring bedside manner and tended to ignore the fact that Aiko was a living, thinking human being at all.
But although Aiko's body was immobile, her mind was not. Her consciousness had traveled to the surface a dozen times since finding out where she was yesterday. And it was a lot quicker now: enough logic had finally seeped through the sedative-induced stupor for her to realize that she wasn't constrained by the physical in her out-of-body state. She felt rather ashamed that it hadn't occurred to her before, but then, old habits died hard as the saying went. All she needed to do was allow herself to float straight up, through the ceiling, the many layers of concrete and deep, dark metres of water to break free at the top into the sunshine or starlight above her physical prison.
On her last visit, just before the time came for her evening ablutions, she'd floated above the waves and turned her face south, towards the horizon. A mere three hours away lay Shima. Only three hours. And as out of reach to her as if it had been on the moon. Aiko was still fighting to extend her time out-of-body so that she could reach it, but the most she'd been able to manage so far before being snapped back had been twelve and a half minutes.
Oh, Sakaki had been clever, she thought furiously. Aiko knew that Mewtwo would have searched for her psychic signature; even believing she was dead, he would have looked for the fading sign while he still had the strength left to levitate. But Sakaki knew Mewtwo almost as well as she did, he'd been the one who'd concentrated on developing the pokemon's various talents to help him win on the circuit. Sakaki knew that buildings blurred, but didn't eradicate, a living psychic signal. Hiding Aiko beneath the seafloor had been a move of genius – no signal could leak through the many metres of water. Even if it occurred to Mewtwo to look beneath the waves, the signal wouldn't travel much past the mud and rock of the seabed. It would appear to Mewtwo that his mate's body had been destroyed utterly, her signature wiped from the face of the earth.
Sakaki was right, Mewtwo must be deep in the depression of Pershan Syndrome by now. He'd have stopped eating and sleeping, his physical reserves depleted, unable to fight off the demons until his exhausted body collapsed…
Aiko buried her incorporeal head into her hands and sobbed inconsolable, invisible tears for her love.
*
Mewtwo slept fitfully for most of that day. Tossing and turning, crying out in nightmare certainly, but still, it was sleep, and his exhausted body needed it.
About an hour or two before sunset he woke up, took a shower, forced some more food down, then sat on the verandah outside his house as the sun set, with little Benjiro on his lap and his children grouped about him. None of them said very much; the children's usual chatter had been greatly subdued that week as they tried to come to terms with their mother's death. They appeared content just to be with their father, their love and need for him obvious even without words.
Mieko went upstairs and fetched her brush and comb. Handing the comb to her sister, she sat for some time grooming her father, working the snarls from his coat and brushing out the fur shed due to stress. Hanako worked on his tail, gently smoothing the comb through his lilac fur. Montaro and Hideaki sat on either side of Mewtwo, unconsciously mirroring his position, both the boys looking so like their father that Yutaka and Kagami, sitting on the swing chair, could only tell them apart by their body size.
Finally Montaro turned to his father. "I'm glad you're back, Dad," he said quietly. "I – I thought that – after Mum died - "
Mewtwo put a paw on his eldest son's shoulder. "I won't ever leave you again," he said solemnly. "That's a promise."
*
Nurse Rin had unplugged Aiko from the various tubes and appliances in preparation for her evening ritual. She was on the point of lifting her patient from the bed prior to undressing her when Sakaki arrived.
This time, however, Aiko had no interest in feigning sleep. She wanted to talk to Sakaki. She'd thought long and hard after returning from her last visit to the surface, and had finally decided, with a heavy heart, that if it was the only way to save Mewtwo's life, she would make a deal with the devil. In this case, the devil's name was Raikatuji Sakaki.
Sakaki looked sick. Aiko hadn't really taken a good look at him for several days; she was usually asleep, pretending to be, or incorporeal. But now, as she saw him coming in through the door, it struck her that her one-time friend indeed looked ill. His eyes had developed even darker shadows under them than she remembered, and as he closed the door behind him she noticed a visible tremor in his hands. His face had an unhealthy grayish tinge to it, and his eyes appeared feverish.
Nurse Rin looked at her employer with concern. "Sir, are you feeling all right? You look unwell … "
Sakaki shook his head. "I'm going through Anodyne withdrawal, Rin. It's – unpleasant. But necessary. If Aiko can wean herself off Mewtwo, the least I can do is give up the drugs." He glanced at Aiko. "You're awake at last, Aiko. Good. I wanted a quiet word with you." He turned back to the nurse. "Rin, it must be nearly time for your dinner-break?"
"Not for another hour yet, sir. And I always eat it at my desk anyway."
"Nevertheless, I'd like a private word with Aiko. Kindly go on up to the staff cafeteria for an early dinner."
"Oh. Yes sir. I'll just intubate her again … "
"No, leave it. Aiko has an annoying habit of dropping off to sleep when I'm here; no doubt the sedative working on her. I want her to stay conscious while we have our talk."
When Nurse Rin looked set to object again, Sakaki's lips thinned impatiently. "Look at her, Rin! She's as weak as a kitten. After you go, lock the door behind you. Then, even is she does somehow manage to overpower me," and he smiled humorlessly at the thought, "she still won't be able to leave the room."
Sakaki seated himself in his usual place next to Aiko's bed and waited while the nurse left. As the door closed behind her he fixed his eyes on Aiko's face, his elbows on his knees.
"I know you must hate me by now, Aiko," he said quietly. His face had a sheen of perspiration on it, and this close she could see that his eyes were bloodshot. "But I just wanted to let you know that I'm going through a similar pain to you. You're not alone." He gave a small smile and leaned forward to clasp her hand, drawing a shuddering breath. "I haven't had any Anodyne now for six days. The pain is – really beginning to bite. But we can get through this together, my darling. Just a little while longer."
Aiko met his eyes squarely. Now was the time, and it broke her heart, but she'd do it to save Mewtwo's life.
"Sakaki," she said quietly. "I've been thinking about our – situation – and I wanted to let you know that I've come to a decision. I'll – I'll marry you."
Sakaki's eyes opened wide. "You will?" he breathed. "Oh Aiko, I knew it, I knew that once Mewtwo was out of your life, you'd be reasonable – "
"On one condition," Aiko interrupted.
Sakaki sat forward. His eyes were shining and he clasped her hand in both of his. "Anything, my darling. Just name it and it's yours!"
"Sakaki, I want you to let Mewtwo know that I'm alive."
Sakaki stared at her in disbelief. "What?"
"Please, Sakaki, I promise I won't try to seek him out, or my f-family. I'll marry you and try to be a good wife to you." A tear slipped down Aiko's cheek. "But don't let Mewtwo die because he thinks I'm dead! Oh Sakaki, if you love me, really love me, do this for me!"
Sakaki's face was incredulous. Slowly it changed to anger. He stood up, to tower over her. "I should have guessed it wouldn't be that easy!" he said angrily. "I really thought, just for a moment, that you were over Mewtwo, that you loved me! But no, that monster is still first, always first, in your affections!"
"Sakaki, he doesn't ever need to know that I'm with you. Just let me talk to him, just the once, on the telephone. I'll explain that for his safety and the children's safety, we must live apart." She was sobbing now, unable to contain it any longer. "I'll make him promise not to – not to come looking for me ... "
"Do you take me for a fool, Fuji Aiko? The minute Mewtwo knows you're alive, he'll be searching for you. And he won't rest until he finds you! Why do you think I went to all this trouble?"
"But Sakaki! Mew – Mewtwo will die!" Her voice ended in a sob.
"That, my dear Aiko, is the whole point of the exercise. And it appears I was right – you're not going to be over him until he's well and truly dead."
"Sakaki, how can you be so cruel?" Aiko pleaded through her sobs. "Mewtwo has always loved you, you're his brother … "
"ENOUGH!" In one swift, vicious movement, Sakaki turned and put his fist through the wall.
Breathing heavily, he cradled his hand for a moment, staring at the hole he'd made in the plasterboard while he tried to regain some sort of tenuous control. Finally he turned around and faced her again. "I've warned you before, Aiko. Don't speak about that accidental relationship. I donated some stem cells. That's all! You'll never be free of him while he's alive, and I could never trust that you wouldn't try to go back to him. And I'd have to keep looking over my shoulder for the rest of my life, knowing what he'd do to me if he found we were together! No, the only way to get him out of your system is with his death."
"He won't come looking for me," Aiko begged desperately. "I'll tell him that if he does I'll be killed! I'll beg him to live for the children's sake, and then I'll go away with you forever! Sakaki, please!"
"Huh! Do you still think you're his master, and that he'll do whatever you want? I saw through that particular ruse of his years ago! He's the master, not you. He only has to click his deformed fingers and you'll jump to do his bidding."
"You'll never understand what's between us, Sakaki," Aiko said sorrowfully. "I love Mewtwo more than life itself … "
"Yes, I saw the way you love him!" Sakaki sneered. "Going at it like a pair of alley cats on heat in my conservatory when we came back from the circuit. I saw how he controlled you then, Aiko, don't deny it!" Sakaki was face to face with her now, his hands on the bed on either side of her, his eyes wild. "I saw him standing against that tree with you clinging to him. I heard you crying out his name and him yowling like a scalded cat while he ****ed you! He controlled you and you loved every minute of it!"
Aiko stared at him, appalled not only that he'd seen their intimacy, but that he could debase it and make it sound so filthy.
"You – you knew about that?" she whispered.
"Did you think you could hide it from me? I burned for you that night, I realized then you were the only woman I'd ever love. And I did everything I could to win you over, but still you left me. For twelve years, Aiko, I never heard a word from you! Why do you think I turned to Anodyne? It was the only way to dull the pain of my broken heart!"
Aiko felt the slow burn of anger beginning. How dare he spy on their love, then throw it into her face as if it was something disgusting? And how dare he blame her and Mewtwo for his bad decisions in life?
"It's always about you, isn't it, Sakaki?" she said coldly. "You can't stand to see anybody else happy, even though you've had all the advantages, all the money and prestige and glamour, all the education and privilege. You hate the fact that Mewtwo found love, true love. It wouldn't matter if it was me or some other woman. Whoever Mewtwo fell in love with, you'd want her for yourself. Just so he couldn't have her." She was panting for breath now, her heart racing, the fury she felt making her voice rise until she was shouting at him. "This was never about me, it's about your twisted attitude towards Mewtwo. Towards your BROTHER!" She screamed it into his face with everything she had in her, wanting to hurt him as much as he was hurting her.
His hand hit her with punishing force, rocking her back against the pillows and splitting her bottom lip. Aiko cried out in pain; she fought to hold onto her slipping consciousness. If she'd still had the sedative being fed into her arm she wouldn't have managed it; as it was the world tilted ominously and she forced it down before her consciousness could slip from her body again.
Sakaki gripped her shoulders, his fingers digging in with cruel force. He shook her hard, his eyes burning into hers. "Shut up, shut up!" he hissed between clenched teeth. "Or I swear, I'll kill you!"
But Aiko was no longer cowed. "Do it, then!" she shouted at him. "Do you think I care what happens to me if Mewtwo dies?"
"I'm doing you a favour, you blind little fool, you should be grateful! I'm freeing you from a monster, a filthy manufactured miscreation!"
Aiko stared at his face, so close to hers, so twisted with rage, and her own anger seethed in her chest. Her voice when she spoke was low and steady, but had the force of a blow behind it. "Mewtwo's more a man than you'll ever be, Sakaki!"
He paled, and Aiko could see she'd struck a nerve. For a moment she was sure he'd hit her again, and she didn't care.
And then suddenly he was kissing her, kissing with a bruising, hurting force, and pushing her nightdress up to her waist as she struggled against him while he tore at the fastenings of his clothes, freeing his penis. He was on the bed, holding her sedative-weakened body down with his own, parting her legs with ungentle hands.
Aiko struggled, but she had no more strength than a new-born baby, barely able to lift her arms. As Sakaki pulled back from the horrible kiss, his mouth smeared with blood from her split lip, she whimpered, "No, Sakaki! Please don't!"
"I'll show you how much of a man I am, Fuji Aiko!" he hissed through clenched teeth. And thrust into her.
The force of it rocked her body, and unready and unwilling, she cried out in pain at the invasion. Frantically, she wrenched her head to one side. The sound of ripping velcro had never been more welcome …
*
Chapter summary: Sakaki goes too far.
Chapter Seventeen – Message In A Bottle
Aiko submitted pragmatically to Nurse Rin's efficiency. It wasn't as if she had much choice in the matter, after all.
Every evening, the sedative tube and catheter would be removed for one hour as Aiko was sat on the toilet and a suppository inserted. Once that unpleasant task was over, it was shower time. Aiko sat like a lump of meat in the specially-designed open-weave wheelchair and rotated under the water as Rin applied soap, rinsed her off, wheeled her out and toweled her dry.
It was the only time the sedative tube was removed. At first Nurse Rin had attempted to do all this with the tube still in Aiko's arm, but they found that the movement caused Aiko to either vomit, pass out, or both. So it and the catheter were dutifully removed and Aiko found that at the end of the shower she could once more move her hands and feet, if only weakly, enough to help Rin get her dressed again. Then it was a bowl of spoon-fed mush, after which Rin would lift her back onto the bed and the various tubes would be reinserted for another twenty-three hours of sedative-induced meditation.
All of this was done without either ceremony or conversation. Aiko had long ago given up trying to ingratiate herself with the pair of nurses. Rin was polite and to the point and never deviated from the standard line that Aiko was sick and needed to be treated as just another addict going through drug withdrawal. Nurse Tetsu didn't even have that much caring bedside manner and tended to ignore the fact that Aiko was a living, thinking human being at all.
But although Aiko's body was immobile, her mind was not. Her consciousness had traveled to the surface a dozen times since finding out where she was yesterday. And it was a lot quicker now: enough logic had finally seeped through the sedative-induced stupor for her to realize that she wasn't constrained by the physical in her out-of-body state. She felt rather ashamed that it hadn't occurred to her before, but then, old habits died hard as the saying went. All she needed to do was allow herself to float straight up, through the ceiling, the many layers of concrete and deep, dark metres of water to break free at the top into the sunshine or starlight above her physical prison.
On her last visit, just before the time came for her evening ablutions, she'd floated above the waves and turned her face south, towards the horizon. A mere three hours away lay Shima. Only three hours. And as out of reach to her as if it had been on the moon. Aiko was still fighting to extend her time out-of-body so that she could reach it, but the most she'd been able to manage so far before being snapped back had been twelve and a half minutes.
Oh, Sakaki had been clever, she thought furiously. Aiko knew that Mewtwo would have searched for her psychic signature; even believing she was dead, he would have looked for the fading sign while he still had the strength left to levitate. But Sakaki knew Mewtwo almost as well as she did, he'd been the one who'd concentrated on developing the pokemon's various talents to help him win on the circuit. Sakaki knew that buildings blurred, but didn't eradicate, a living psychic signal. Hiding Aiko beneath the seafloor had been a move of genius – no signal could leak through the many metres of water. Even if it occurred to Mewtwo to look beneath the waves, the signal wouldn't travel much past the mud and rock of the seabed. It would appear to Mewtwo that his mate's body had been destroyed utterly, her signature wiped from the face of the earth.
Sakaki was right, Mewtwo must be deep in the depression of Pershan Syndrome by now. He'd have stopped eating and sleeping, his physical reserves depleted, unable to fight off the demons until his exhausted body collapsed…
Aiko buried her incorporeal head into her hands and sobbed inconsolable, invisible tears for her love.
*
Mewtwo slept fitfully for most of that day. Tossing and turning, crying out in nightmare certainly, but still, it was sleep, and his exhausted body needed it.
About an hour or two before sunset he woke up, took a shower, forced some more food down, then sat on the verandah outside his house as the sun set, with little Benjiro on his lap and his children grouped about him. None of them said very much; the children's usual chatter had been greatly subdued that week as they tried to come to terms with their mother's death. They appeared content just to be with their father, their love and need for him obvious even without words.
Mieko went upstairs and fetched her brush and comb. Handing the comb to her sister, she sat for some time grooming her father, working the snarls from his coat and brushing out the fur shed due to stress. Hanako worked on his tail, gently smoothing the comb through his lilac fur. Montaro and Hideaki sat on either side of Mewtwo, unconsciously mirroring his position, both the boys looking so like their father that Yutaka and Kagami, sitting on the swing chair, could only tell them apart by their body size.
Finally Montaro turned to his father. "I'm glad you're back, Dad," he said quietly. "I – I thought that – after Mum died - "
Mewtwo put a paw on his eldest son's shoulder. "I won't ever leave you again," he said solemnly. "That's a promise."
*
Nurse Rin had unplugged Aiko from the various tubes and appliances in preparation for her evening ritual. She was on the point of lifting her patient from the bed prior to undressing her when Sakaki arrived.
This time, however, Aiko had no interest in feigning sleep. She wanted to talk to Sakaki. She'd thought long and hard after returning from her last visit to the surface, and had finally decided, with a heavy heart, that if it was the only way to save Mewtwo's life, she would make a deal with the devil. In this case, the devil's name was Raikatuji Sakaki.
Sakaki looked sick. Aiko hadn't really taken a good look at him for several days; she was usually asleep, pretending to be, or incorporeal. But now, as she saw him coming in through the door, it struck her that her one-time friend indeed looked ill. His eyes had developed even darker shadows under them than she remembered, and as he closed the door behind him she noticed a visible tremor in his hands. His face had an unhealthy grayish tinge to it, and his eyes appeared feverish.
Nurse Rin looked at her employer with concern. "Sir, are you feeling all right? You look unwell … "
Sakaki shook his head. "I'm going through Anodyne withdrawal, Rin. It's – unpleasant. But necessary. If Aiko can wean herself off Mewtwo, the least I can do is give up the drugs." He glanced at Aiko. "You're awake at last, Aiko. Good. I wanted a quiet word with you." He turned back to the nurse. "Rin, it must be nearly time for your dinner-break?"
"Not for another hour yet, sir. And I always eat it at my desk anyway."
"Nevertheless, I'd like a private word with Aiko. Kindly go on up to the staff cafeteria for an early dinner."
"Oh. Yes sir. I'll just intubate her again … "
"No, leave it. Aiko has an annoying habit of dropping off to sleep when I'm here; no doubt the sedative working on her. I want her to stay conscious while we have our talk."
When Nurse Rin looked set to object again, Sakaki's lips thinned impatiently. "Look at her, Rin! She's as weak as a kitten. After you go, lock the door behind you. Then, even is she does somehow manage to overpower me," and he smiled humorlessly at the thought, "she still won't be able to leave the room."
Sakaki seated himself in his usual place next to Aiko's bed and waited while the nurse left. As the door closed behind her he fixed his eyes on Aiko's face, his elbows on his knees.
"I know you must hate me by now, Aiko," he said quietly. His face had a sheen of perspiration on it, and this close she could see that his eyes were bloodshot. "But I just wanted to let you know that I'm going through a similar pain to you. You're not alone." He gave a small smile and leaned forward to clasp her hand, drawing a shuddering breath. "I haven't had any Anodyne now for six days. The pain is – really beginning to bite. But we can get through this together, my darling. Just a little while longer."
Aiko met his eyes squarely. Now was the time, and it broke her heart, but she'd do it to save Mewtwo's life.
"Sakaki," she said quietly. "I've been thinking about our – situation – and I wanted to let you know that I've come to a decision. I'll – I'll marry you."
Sakaki's eyes opened wide. "You will?" he breathed. "Oh Aiko, I knew it, I knew that once Mewtwo was out of your life, you'd be reasonable – "
"On one condition," Aiko interrupted.
Sakaki sat forward. His eyes were shining and he clasped her hand in both of his. "Anything, my darling. Just name it and it's yours!"
"Sakaki, I want you to let Mewtwo know that I'm alive."
Sakaki stared at her in disbelief. "What?"
"Please, Sakaki, I promise I won't try to seek him out, or my f-family. I'll marry you and try to be a good wife to you." A tear slipped down Aiko's cheek. "But don't let Mewtwo die because he thinks I'm dead! Oh Sakaki, if you love me, really love me, do this for me!"
Sakaki's face was incredulous. Slowly it changed to anger. He stood up, to tower over her. "I should have guessed it wouldn't be that easy!" he said angrily. "I really thought, just for a moment, that you were over Mewtwo, that you loved me! But no, that monster is still first, always first, in your affections!"
"Sakaki, he doesn't ever need to know that I'm with you. Just let me talk to him, just the once, on the telephone. I'll explain that for his safety and the children's safety, we must live apart." She was sobbing now, unable to contain it any longer. "I'll make him promise not to – not to come looking for me ... "
"Do you take me for a fool, Fuji Aiko? The minute Mewtwo knows you're alive, he'll be searching for you. And he won't rest until he finds you! Why do you think I went to all this trouble?"
"But Sakaki! Mew – Mewtwo will die!" Her voice ended in a sob.
"That, my dear Aiko, is the whole point of the exercise. And it appears I was right – you're not going to be over him until he's well and truly dead."
"Sakaki, how can you be so cruel?" Aiko pleaded through her sobs. "Mewtwo has always loved you, you're his brother … "
"ENOUGH!" In one swift, vicious movement, Sakaki turned and put his fist through the wall.
Breathing heavily, he cradled his hand for a moment, staring at the hole he'd made in the plasterboard while he tried to regain some sort of tenuous control. Finally he turned around and faced her again. "I've warned you before, Aiko. Don't speak about that accidental relationship. I donated some stem cells. That's all! You'll never be free of him while he's alive, and I could never trust that you wouldn't try to go back to him. And I'd have to keep looking over my shoulder for the rest of my life, knowing what he'd do to me if he found we were together! No, the only way to get him out of your system is with his death."
"He won't come looking for me," Aiko begged desperately. "I'll tell him that if he does I'll be killed! I'll beg him to live for the children's sake, and then I'll go away with you forever! Sakaki, please!"
"Huh! Do you still think you're his master, and that he'll do whatever you want? I saw through that particular ruse of his years ago! He's the master, not you. He only has to click his deformed fingers and you'll jump to do his bidding."
"You'll never understand what's between us, Sakaki," Aiko said sorrowfully. "I love Mewtwo more than life itself … "
"Yes, I saw the way you love him!" Sakaki sneered. "Going at it like a pair of alley cats on heat in my conservatory when we came back from the circuit. I saw how he controlled you then, Aiko, don't deny it!" Sakaki was face to face with her now, his hands on the bed on either side of her, his eyes wild. "I saw him standing against that tree with you clinging to him. I heard you crying out his name and him yowling like a scalded cat while he ****ed you! He controlled you and you loved every minute of it!"
Aiko stared at him, appalled not only that he'd seen their intimacy, but that he could debase it and make it sound so filthy.
"You – you knew about that?" she whispered.
"Did you think you could hide it from me? I burned for you that night, I realized then you were the only woman I'd ever love. And I did everything I could to win you over, but still you left me. For twelve years, Aiko, I never heard a word from you! Why do you think I turned to Anodyne? It was the only way to dull the pain of my broken heart!"
Aiko felt the slow burn of anger beginning. How dare he spy on their love, then throw it into her face as if it was something disgusting? And how dare he blame her and Mewtwo for his bad decisions in life?
"It's always about you, isn't it, Sakaki?" she said coldly. "You can't stand to see anybody else happy, even though you've had all the advantages, all the money and prestige and glamour, all the education and privilege. You hate the fact that Mewtwo found love, true love. It wouldn't matter if it was me or some other woman. Whoever Mewtwo fell in love with, you'd want her for yourself. Just so he couldn't have her." She was panting for breath now, her heart racing, the fury she felt making her voice rise until she was shouting at him. "This was never about me, it's about your twisted attitude towards Mewtwo. Towards your BROTHER!" She screamed it into his face with everything she had in her, wanting to hurt him as much as he was hurting her.
His hand hit her with punishing force, rocking her back against the pillows and splitting her bottom lip. Aiko cried out in pain; she fought to hold onto her slipping consciousness. If she'd still had the sedative being fed into her arm she wouldn't have managed it; as it was the world tilted ominously and she forced it down before her consciousness could slip from her body again.
Sakaki gripped her shoulders, his fingers digging in with cruel force. He shook her hard, his eyes burning into hers. "Shut up, shut up!" he hissed between clenched teeth. "Or I swear, I'll kill you!"
But Aiko was no longer cowed. "Do it, then!" she shouted at him. "Do you think I care what happens to me if Mewtwo dies?"
"I'm doing you a favour, you blind little fool, you should be grateful! I'm freeing you from a monster, a filthy manufactured miscreation!"
Aiko stared at his face, so close to hers, so twisted with rage, and her own anger seethed in her chest. Her voice when she spoke was low and steady, but had the force of a blow behind it. "Mewtwo's more a man than you'll ever be, Sakaki!"
He paled, and Aiko could see she'd struck a nerve. For a moment she was sure he'd hit her again, and she didn't care.
And then suddenly he was kissing her, kissing with a bruising, hurting force, and pushing her nightdress up to her waist as she struggled against him while he tore at the fastenings of his clothes, freeing his penis. He was on the bed, holding her sedative-weakened body down with his own, parting her legs with ungentle hands.
Aiko struggled, but she had no more strength than a new-born baby, barely able to lift her arms. As Sakaki pulled back from the horrible kiss, his mouth smeared with blood from her split lip, she whimpered, "No, Sakaki! Please don't!"
"I'll show you how much of a man I am, Fuji Aiko!" he hissed through clenched teeth. And thrust into her.
The force of it rocked her body, and unready and unwilling, she cried out in pain at the invasion. Frantically, she wrenched her head to one side. The sound of ripping velcro had never been more welcome …
*