The Official Pincushion/Amelia Fanclub

DigiCool said:
Why will u kill him, not much? *offers a Rose to S_T_K from Ethereal_Knight* Heres the rose he is to offer u.
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already gave her one [eyes turn to slits]. hehe i knew she'd find that post XD she's got...powers.
 
already gave her one [eyes turn to slits]. hehe i knew she'd find that post XD she's got...powers.
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ahha, yes i do. i dont mind so much, as long i get some roses too ^ ^
 
Hello again club, see you all had a bit of a random convo here, Yay! Randomness rocks...heh...anyway considering this is my club and all, I typed this up last night, mostly for NiNGi and a few friends that need to understand a few things about me abit more, hes a bit of detail on my life so far.

When I was about 5 I was bullied, I had a bad skin condition on my lips, people called me names and bullied me, making me a very worried and sad little girl.



Since I was 6 years old my phobia of vomit has affected my life, it has stopped me doing alot of things, alot of those things I would have liked to do, like eating lots at a birthday party, or trying to make a family member feel better when they were ill, I couldn't bring myself to do that, its always haunted me that I couldn't do alot of these things, but I got over it.



When I was about 9 my problems came back again, but much worse, I was pescribed a therapist, to talk things through with, it helped for about a year, but then things went down hill again, but much more worse, when I was 10 I started to find it hard to get to school, I slowly got worse and worse, and not going a little bit less each day, I came out of school for a few months, but this made me worse, I stopped eating and sleeping, fear of being sick, I got obcessive compulsive disorder that really disturbed me, I got diagnosed with depression and OCD when I was 11.



When It came to going back to school my mum had to practicly drag me there, I tried to get out alot I used to flip at alot of the teachers, I was in a terrible state making myself feel really sick and drained, I cried most of the time, and couldn't stay most days past 11, this was really hard on my mum, we gave up, I came out of school, and stopped leaving the house completely for about 6 months, I wouldn't let my mum go out either, so we were both stuck at home, I slowly got over this, with help from my family and therapists, but I haven't been back to school properly since, at the moment I still suffer from OCD and Depression, and a very high anixety condition, I can't manage school, and dont get out often, I can make it around were I live, and getting out to a few near places, but not to far, about the limit is an hour away from where I live, my home is were I feel safe, but even here I worry every second of the day Im going to be sick, or Im going to get a panic attack, these 2 things I've had to cope with can happent to me at anytime, and theres nothing I can do about it.



When it was time to go to the highschool, I wasn't at school properly, and went for mornings like I used to, but then I got signed of school because it was to hard, a few months afterwards life was looking bright for me, I was happy, I was getting out.....the summer I had to go back to school destroyed me, I went down hill from there and all my problems slowly creeped back,

I've just come back from that deep spot, im on proxoide (Prozac) to help with things like depression, I've been on it for about 5 months now, I have a home tutor now, Im working on getting out and making friends wich is hard, as having to cope with all of this, people have been mean to me, I dont have many friends, alot have them have recently been mean, and given upon me. I currently dont sleep much, I get about 2 hours sleep a night, I might be going on sleeping pills soon, My eating is better, but I still worry constanly OCD has gone down abit, leading me to a more happier rout, but things are still really hard, and as im growing older, im slowly realising how much this has all affected me, and how much my life isn't like everyone elses, I just want people to understand I may have to cope with that, but im just me, I know its harder to be my friend, but please, I need it to help me in my life,
 
awww, that makes me feel sad. I hope u can manage to live a happy life and make lots of friends. bullys, I know how it feels, they're just haters.
EDIT: This is odd, Amelia, this makes me think ur my mommy. and NiNGi's my daddy XD I wanna protect u and I wanna take after NiNGi....odd.
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Was this me XD I forgot...I have short term memory
 
DigiCool said:
awww, that makes me feel sad. I hope u can manage to live a happy life and make lots of friends. bullys, I know how it feels, they're just haters.

Was this me XD I forgot...I have short term memory
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I do not know, hehe..its confuzzeled me abit *hides*
Digicool <3 *hugs randomly*
hehe
 
Can't be good if you forget.....Who ever has a digital camcam make me a sign saying how much you love me pwease..I feel unloved to day </3 :(
 
Yes please....<3 ^____^
and i'll be your PC mummy hehe
 
*feels speshul*, and I dunno hehe...

Im writing some stuff to put in the writing thread, woo!

Digicool you have one kickass eye :P
 
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I like the first movie, went to the cinema to see it, t'was spiffy, i was really into pokemon then, so it was really great, 3rd ones cool to....& Im fine
 
Im alrighty...<3 Helen & Kyle...Sorreh..there my bestestestest friendlings <33333
 
Hey Amelia. My first post. Can I please join the club? :)
 
You joined it 4 years ago Helen,:P Welcome to the club anyhow, I just swallowed 20p!
 
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