Nat watched the two walk away. The shirt Ali had given her offered no warmth any longer. She noticed Princess was still sitting with Ruby, she she left the shirt with it and headed into the buildings. She couldn't stand it, but she knew she had no chance. They loved each other, and there was nothing Nat could do to stop it.
She then realized how much she really cared for Ali. She thought about her mom, and what she would say. "If you really love him, you'll let him be happy.... called a voice in her head. It was her mother's voice, and she was right.
She cast one last, fleeting glance at the pair, and rushed into the building. Tears streamed down her face as she rushed to her dorm room. Ruby could hardly keep up with Nat's ever lengthening strides.
Nat slammed the door behind her and flopped on the bed. She began to sob. She cried about her parents, about Ali, and about Tim. She wondered it she was cursed. Perhaps she wasn't meant to be happy. Her life seemed to be one tragety (sp?) after another. She realized her pillow was getting soaked and she slowly calmed herself down.
Sleep eluded Nat all night. She was continually having aweful nightmares about being alone. Tomorow was going to be hard, but she would have to keep face. She loved Ali, and wanted him to be happy. And his happiness was with Anna, not with her. It was a hard decision to make, but she knew she had to let go.