7. wow, kaza killed the thread. hmmm... i got an idea for the story... i guess since no one else has put any up, ill go again! this entry is between the last two. fairly recent, but a while before the actual story takes place.
January 4
Another morning. Another hopeless, lonely day in this rotten city. The weather is icy, almost as cold as my heart. I don't know why I even wake up. Sometimes I wish I wouldn't. But then, maybe Code will come back tomorrow. That thought is just about the only thing that keeps me going anymore. When Code comes back, everything will be good again, I just know it!
Aw, who am I fooling? Code is GONE. He's not coming back. And nothing is going to go back to the way things were. It's too late for that. I'm too far gone already. Nothing is ever going to change. He's gone. He doesn't answer my letters, he doesn't call... He never even said goodbye. I don't know why this still hurts... It's been so long, yet it's the one thing I'm not numb to. I don't even know... But then, why should I care? He abandoned me, why should I care if he's doing alright?
I guess it can't be helped. I mean, Code is my brother. That has to count for something... Doesn't it? Geesh, all this morbidity can't be good for me. I've got to stop letting the other Silvs take control all the time... It's just... It's gotten harder recently, keeping them in line. At any rate, I didn't mean to go into another rant about Code. I heard something strange today. Uncle Vorteld... I guess he was on the phone or something, but he was saying some stuff that sounded kind of freaky. I may be remembering things wrong but I think he was talking about some local legends. And... he said something about me and Code. Something like "No, Silver's time has not yet come. As for Code, I am afraid I cannot say. You see, he is no longer with us." What was he talking about? And what did he mean, "my time", my time for what? God, I wish I had someone to talk to about this.
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well, that was long. but its setting up for some ideas i have, so its important.
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