5. i can't stay... i may only be able to make this one post tonight. i might not even be able to show up again at all until next week or later... im only able to show up tonight because i have to type me english work. (me english teacher is a witch... she had me in tears for about 2 hours straight last night!) but really... i pull ONE all-nighter and i end up the closest to grounded ive ever been. but i have to get this done, and then itll be over, for better or for worse. tomorrow ill do what i have to to get it done, even if it means skipping sleeping and eating dinner. im so tired... i just want this week to be over. better yet, this week and next week. i have 9 days left to write an 8 page paper for a different class... ill try to be back a couple more times tonight. thanks, people, reading your kind words has really given me strength. tough times dont last. tough people do. things will get better. they have to. ill be able to have fun again someday...