*sighs* alright..>.< I've just had a lot on my mind lately..I'm tired of everybody being mad at me..I can't please everybody..*sighs* I didn't ignore him for a week dangit..I was at the friggin hospital with my STEPDAD (I've never met my real dad, I heard he's in jail for making methamphetamine [a drug]), who dosen't even remember/know WHO I am..He thinks I'm his sister Lisa..>.< He's deep in depression right now and I'm spiraling down with him...*sighs* and now I'm being lectured on AIM...*sighs* I just can't take it any more you guys...I'm tired of it all..tired of being called ugly and stupid..I've been called that for so long that I'm actually believing it now...I've grown up thinking that I was stupid and dumb and ugly and a stupid nerd that nobody would miss if I died..