Fourth grade. She will remain nameless. I liked her since the first day of school, and we finally started going out in May. She broke up with me in August, because she liked my bestfriend. I didn't care, that much, because I like my bestfriend's girlfriend.
As of now, I'm done with that, dating or whatever. It's so stupid when you're my age, seriously. People just go out with people just to say they do, and then they bring love into it, knowing it's not true. I don't like tossing that word around, because one: I'm not an affectionate person. Two: If I don't mean it, I feel awkward saying it. My last girlfriend and I went out for a day and a half, because I was not feeling it. I guess I liked her, but I feel so fake in relationships, being the boyfriend type doesn't come naturally to me unless I am truly in love, and I don't know how that feels now, it's been so long.