Kaylee Krysteenah Fynch

Woah, now what are you talking about?! I never said I didn't accept you for who you were, I judge by personality, not by looks, weight, or any blemishes people would consider are "the way they are", be it smart, gay, traits! I was actually referring to the picture on your profile. Cuz like I said, not to offend you, cuz I think you're a great person just from being on the internet, it seems a bit off from the way you describe yourself, or I guess I was always merely assuming that was a self-portrait.

I would never be THAT rude to anyone!!!! I'm not the best-looking person myself, so why would I be so mean as to judge you mainly by what you describe yourself. Never in my life...

So, according to you, not to offend you, THAT^ is your self portrait? Well, I'm fat for 14, but I have just good ol' brown hair, am 5 foot 6, and weigh about 150 pounds..

change is inevitable in any form of life. i sometimes regret that im not the same as i was. i guess i was forced to grow up faster and be strong.

yeah my teacher tried to recruit me for choir but i really just didnt want to do it :P
lol well what if you were your own debate team? ^_^.

...i have a feeling that you had a lot of stressful problems when you were younger?
do you mind if i ask why? (to that whole third paragraph)

nah im just a natural strategist. theres places in conquer that can be sat upon by a character where the monster cant hit it. so i sit my mage up there and macro spells on the monster and tank it with my warrior ^_^. simple but it works well. helps my teammates level up too when the monster will only attack me so my lvl 20 something friends can beat upa lvl 89 monster without much problem :)
i gotta agree about the quests. i enjoy taking them on and then finishing that day. unless of course its a time sensitive event that doesnt start for a day or two then lasts awhile lol.

and i also love flying lol.

self-justification unfortunately, dominates a lot of people's minds. they will do whatever they want or what they deem necessary as long as it serves their own purpose.
i cant personally justify ever taking a life. i think there could possibly be a circumstance where you would be forced to do something like that, in which case we would just have to live with the burden of our sin. i personally know that i could take the life of another if it was for protecting someone very important to me. and even then it would only be if i had no other choice for our survival.

and i agree with your science statement. people seem to think that science can prove everything. like how they think that homosexuality can be defined in a set of genes. now i mean really? has it REALLY come to that? i still dont understand why people have such trouble with accepting homosexual/bisexual/transgendered people. honestly if two men or two women want to get married i think they deserve the same chance to be as miserable as the rest of us ;) lol.

Quote:It seems pretty obvious that you believe it is entirely possible for there to be other worlds and such out there. So what's your veiw on ESP, psycic powers, that kind of thing? Just curious.

well... thats honestly something i havent discussed with alot of people, i guess you could say out of fear. hmm... i suppose i could send you a PM about it. lol lets just move this whole convo to PM because this is taking up lots of page space and PMs might be easier for this :P

yes and speaking within technicalities, tomorrow never truly comes.

live in the present
remember the past
and fear not the future, for it doesnt exist and never shall;
there is only now...

yeah i love debates lol. i was thinking about joining my school's speech and debate team. my teacher for it mr. kintigh made a great quote about it in the year book:
"We do for fun, what most people fear more than death :P"
^^love that^^ :D

yeah for the trust thing i used to be like that. like i said before i was never really sure of what i was supposed to do or where i was supposed to go.
but now i realize there's nothing left but to take everyday with pride and give everything my all even if i think i might fail. because thats the good thing about this life, we usually get second chances ;)

and if you joined my group: lol dont worry i always make sure to go at the pace of my other members and tend to know how they are and what their general tendencies and capabilities are. (also i've gotten quite skilled at piloting two characters at once, my Warrior "Cress", and my fire tao (the offensive "wizards" of the game) "Genesis")

you play perfect world? i've been looking for a way to get it but i couldnt find a real way to download it even on the site (maybe im just stupid and missed something lol) because i need a new mmo to play since im bored and cant run conquer on this computer (of course then i might not be able to handle running PWI either but im willing to try lol)
well maybe if i can get on and level up, i can show you how good of a team leader i am ^_^.

(and for the record conquer is free2play lol it just runs off of special item purchases and donations )

and yeah we do think alot alike dont we ^_^. thats good...
its good having someone to connect to and share thoughts with :) (dont worry i mean that as innocently as possible ;))

Quote (again lol):You know, if reality is based on belief (which I think is what we're both getting at), then it's hard to say if things which are usually believed made up, aren't actually real somewhere, because someone, or someones, might believe in them. It's also hard to define the term "insane". That word, "insane", it seems to me is exactly like the word "abnormal". There is no normal, and there is no sane. It's all just averages: the average way of being, and the average way of thinking. It's true that some extreme ways of thinking can be harmful, but that's true whether the person thinking that way is considered insane or not.

^^finally someone else who gets it^^
yes that is absolutely true ^_^. the world operates on averages and statistics such as this, but is really based upon perception. how you perceive the world is the total difference between good and bad, etc.
for example someone could do something bad, but for what they consider to be the right reasons. and you cant blame them for it because they followed only what THEY thought was right. the opposite holds true if somebody does something good for the wrong reasons, does that make the action necessarily bad?
like if someone starts an important charity simply for recognition, is it really a bad thing? it benefits a group of people, but is a hit upon the moral psyche.
lol i actually did a long paper on "morality" for a psychology class. unfortunately i dont have the file anymore since my computer was wiped otherwise i'd show it to you :\

as for your supposed "insane" belief lol,
i believe in things sometimes because its ludicrous to believe so. based upon the premise that "stranger things have happened".
i also believe that we can never truly know if something can or cannot happen. Hume teaches us that no matter how many times you drop a stone and it falls to the floor, you can't truly know what will happen next. it may fall to the floor, but then again, it may float to the ceiling. Past experience can never prove the future.
we are all entitled to our own beliefs and to pursue them as WE see fit. and anyone who stands in the way of that should be ready to either stop us entirely or be prepared to move aside so we can continue.

as for the fire hehe yeah thats one of those times that the "hard headed southern boy" in me really comes out lol.

its always really good talking to you. it kinda puts my mind at ease to know im not alone in a sense ^_^.

oh sorry lol forgot to specify :P my friend colleen. i met her in Conquer and actually was dating her for awhile (yes i risked meeting her in real life since we were both in florida at the time) and ill have to admit i was happy for once ^_^. even though she was 23 (i was 16 at the time lol) and she had a five yr old daughter. (i know it sounds like i've got some serious issues there but honestly it surprisingly worked for awhile) we both taught each other a lot about life. i used to be the kind who was always worrying about where i would be going or what was going to happen next...
one day i finally just said to her "How can i walk a path that i can't even see?..."
and bless her heart she just smiled and said "Then don't. Kick off your shoes and walk in the grass with me."
i know it sounds corny but from then on i had a newfound respect for life in general, instead of always worrying about my own future.

heh i never used to be much of a public speaker either.

of course i guess i had to take up a leadership role with some things in my life. even online i'm often the assistant guild master or the leader of my PKKers. we dont have an official guild yet because i dont have the money lol.i dont think i could abandon this now that i've started though. it feels good to help the newer players enjoy the world without worry of PKers taking away their hard-earned items and exp.
i guess that's what makes it worth it. i think there's only been a couple of times where i got too far out of hand and ended up in the game's jail, which was full of PKers that just sit and battle each other. so i got to fend for myself for a few hours until i could leave, and now i always leave my PK mode on "Capture" (wont let you PK unless someone nearby's name is flashing due to attacking a player)

well if you're the healer kind, we could team up in Conquer fairly easily, since i'm always watching out for my team mates ;) heck i'd probably even end up healing you a couple times :P
maybe trust is just something you have to work on with people?
honestly i'm not very trusting either. theres only 3 people in this world that i could say i trust to tell everything to and would trust my life with.

as for reality, unfortunately existence is, in itself, its own paradox.
for example, "I think therefore I am"
if we exist due to our own skepticism, how does a world exist?
we could go so far as to say that i feel the world, i am a part of it.
i am the world and the world is me, therefore you are the world as well, and we are all a part of each other.
Our desire, our strength of will, to be here is what justifies our existence i think.

Quote:Basically, if you like who you are, then you can't (reasonably) complain about the things that happen to you, no matter how bad they are. Yet, as a sensitive person, I still feel bad when bad things happen to people (especially those I love), which I guess is one of those unsolvable paradoxes. Because, after all, if you like who they are, you can't reasonably want to change their past; but if you love them, you want to keep them from being hurt.

i dont think i've ever seen anybody put it quite as well as you just did ^_^.

a desire to protect the ones we love is a natural instict based off of a powerful emotion that nobody can explain. it is that purpose that drives me to do some of the things i do (like when i learned multiple swordfighting styles years ago)
and its like i said, in order for us to learn and to feel things, we have to have this world with both negative, and positive emotions and feelings.

love, hate, despair, joy, friendship, betrayal, admiration, hope...
all the feelings that we have carved deep into this world are carried with us on our shoulders.
its what propels us to move forward along the path, or into the grass ;) wherever we choose.

fire is something that's always fascinated me. i've held my hand in fire, lit a fireball within my hand (its a neat trick i learned in chemistry lol) thrown said fireball lol xD
my face has felt the touch of flame when i was fighting once and the air from the staves blew one of the candles towards me and grazed my face :P not very pleasant i might add :)

i didint rite the song but it suts me^^ btw i am trying to find out as much as posabul on yu-gi-oh caritors. so if you find eny can you sind it to me please?

A creeper means coming hands-on with people all the time like touching all the time, not stalking. But, you were also blond in the dream so, yeah, I don't think you are plump though, even if I haven't seen you. See, I have a rather different meaning of fat, considering I call myself fat all the time.......

It was a messed up dream!

And oh, yeah, uh, none taken. :P

Uh,,,, WOW, umm, I had a dream I met you in person last night and you smoked cigarettes, you were extremely skinny, and you were a creeper grabbing me by my arms all the time. IT was soooo wierd. I knew you don't look the way you do in my dream though.... Just thought I'd share that with you.

well i actually agree with that too. i think i was looking for more of a mature and slightly darker version of pokemon, like if it was the real world meets final fantasy perhaps? (not sure if that makes total sense but oh well)

huh. so there is another like her.

i learned the same way and now in conquer online (an mmorpg that i play)
i still feel bad when i'm forced to PK someone ( i dont do it senselessly im a PKK: a Player Killer Killer) i try to protect the newer players and make money at it as well, but i still feel bad when they go and drop their stuff and i take it while they float around as a ghost :(

basically what you're trying to say and the same thing i believe is that:
Virtual Reality is reality all the same. when you play an RPG or something, that world is real from your characters eyes. we live in the world as they do, so therefore it is, in a sense, real...

huh can't say im much of a marketer, i'm mostly just an information specialist, and a mercenary PKK
i provide information to guilds for example, on whats going on in our world.
and i explained above, but myself and my guild that follows are PKKers who take on jobs to take out PKs who have bounties out or protect newbie players while they level, or we help them level as well ^_^.

and yes, you're right, death is sad, no matter how you write it... but that doesnt necessarily mean it has to be the prevailing wind to our stories that we write, both online, and off..

and i suppose you're right. a sense of danger is what keeps it exciting. its kind of a balance factor, and if that factor isnt there, its not exciting. like life for example, if there weren't anybody "bad" committing crimes, killing, doing wrongs... life just wouldn't be interesting or worth living, y'know?
i prefer being in a world where you can be hurt, and fall down, because it makes it that much harder and that much more worthwhile to get back up and smile upon the past, both the good and the bad parts. i think we all need to live in a world like that. unfortunately not many people like respect the balance of the world or understand it. they just scurry about, making all sorts of mistakes, and cant face them, so they make more mistakes trying to correct it.

and i am fascinated by fire lol.

i like to leain to this song but i am only gowin to past the words.

Your appearance looks like me.
It sounds in my chest as quietly crying.

I choose the rocky road by all means.
I do not brush off the sand stained to shoes.

I choose such a way of life.
Still, you will nod laughingly.

Your appearance looks like me.
We are looking at the same world.

Because you are,
I do not lose my mind at the end.
I can like me.
I can live because you are.

yeah thats true :\

thats why i wanted to make a more mature game with my hack azure blaze. like maybe somebody ACTUALLY DIES lol. i know there was stuff in pokemon like the towers in lavender town, mt. pyre, etc., but it's not like you ever actually SEE anybody get ganked lol.
except in the very first movie where ash runs in between mew/two and gets killed (petrified but whatever) and gets brought back. thats about it i think?

thaink you for responding! And you sead that you like to lisen to music like lullbyes and stuf?
i found a song that you might like! It is a piano song, if you dont like it than you dont have to lisen to it http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=25i56AWtFqk. You are basiky the only one that relly talks to me....................... it makes me sad about that. But im fine with that so you dont nead to say enthing to it! Im fine.
As for my hobies............... i like to colect a lot of things not so much pokemon. And do you have eny yu-gi-oh cards? my first was a dragon caled Honzoru or somthing like that my favret cared is the one caled "Change of Heart"^^ i also like "the Red-Eyes Darkness Dragon" and i relly like dragons a lot!

lol it sucks without internet? ^^ Well internet is entertaining, but sometimes it keeps you busy and forget what you are supposed to do in real life. I dunno if I have become a victim of internet though.

So you've decided to remap Forest Town? I am sure it looks a lot better than the old map, and perhaps you can show me the screenshot of your maps so I can give you an evaluation? ^^ Well actually I've been remapping Orange Islands for a long while, and it wont be done until next summer. I have two tile artists now, so guess the maps will eventually look unique. I know you can make tileset on your own, and I must say I envy your talent. I suck at graphics. ^^ And lol how can a widescreen hurt your eyes? I am getting curious now...

Well random friend request is common on PC, and it seems that girls receive this kind of friend request a lot more frequently than guys. I dunno whether this is an advantage for you or not. ^^ I know someone who send random friend requests to 1000+ members, and he has got like 450+ friends within a few months(I am sure most of them never even talked to him before). I am not really like that, and I prefer getting to know people before sending friend requests(some would actually send me friend requests if they like our convo). I get along well with my game staff, and thats probably why I am capable of assembling a huge staff team. You only have 13 friends at this moment, and I am not surprised if guys keep stalking you or sending you random friend requests as long as you remain single. ^^

I am doing pretty well. I am still in that research program, and I've made significant progress for my academic report Phase Change Materials. I will probably be doing an experiment next week with the professor, and I am both excited and nervous. The summer break will end very soon, and I am a little bit upset at this fact. How about you? And lol I remember you are already graduated from college, so guess you will be able to enjoy the fall as much as the summer, wont you? ^^

lol didnt think about that :P

no it doesnt disappear! lol i just dont pay attention i guess :P
i never go to people's profiles anyway i just click on view convo from my page xD

hah thats cool that you still like pokemon ^_^. in my opinion the games arent childish, just the anime.

lol i know i was just making a statement of fact. ;)

can i ask you somthing? do you like to read? i mead read read? i love to read i think it is good to have an ative inmagination(i hope i you can read that^^)and if you wear to call me SDWK(thay do that to me ) i will just tell you to call me Kittion(i like it better) and a LOT of people think that i ama boy and i am not.
Normaly i cant think without something playing in the back gound. and in real life i dont have menny frends. my only true frend is at school. and we are best buds. And about yu-gi-oh........ i think that Ryou Bakura is so cute! i have watched menny vids on youtube about him and Bakura. I dont realy like Yaoi, if you dont know wat that is i can tell you but i dont like to talk about it.
the reson that i like vulpix is that that was the cutest little pokemon that i had ever sean. i also like mighteana, mantrik, and a few others. And for the music that i like i like it in japense and a few others^^. the one that i relly like is called Agony. if you wont you can tipe it in an lisin to it!
Kittion

haha lol. sorry about that didnt mean to be that flirty :P

didnt mean to make ya uncomfortable if i did *bows*

how old are you anyway? (if you dont mind my askin)








......and regardless im still awesomely snuggly :P

thaink you for responding! i love to talk and i caint spell for my life! and i love wolfs and i dont wont to see thim die and i am just repeating what i sead in the last letter aint i? and i can folo on in a conversasion IF i know what the sorse is if i dont than prepar for a LOT of qustions! and i would like to be frends! i love having frends ond i dont have eny on this sight and like i sead i love frendship(and vulpix! and ................ Ryou Bakura!:3) eny way......... the wolf poplation is decreasing by an astounding rate i wint on this sight and found that only a few packs had pups! i also found a vid on youtube about wolfs axuly a lot. it was to the song "If everyone cared" i love that song and "i can smile because you are" love that song! if you wont i can post the liricks for you!:)

yep i love the smell and sound of rain.
oh ya lol i forgot :P

oh the tempurpedic? i love those lol wish i had one :P of course my bed is pretty comfy too ^_^.
as for snuggly surfaces, i have it on good authority that im like a teddy bear lolz xD
^Random fact of the day lol^

ohhhh ok ok i know what yer talkin bout now. my uncle has a top like that.
well if you put a blanket and pillow down i imagine that would be pretty comfy ^_^. gah now im wishin i was out there :P

heh crazy huh? lol maybe i am but i guess thats what makes it more fun ^_^.

wow a yard or two from the house? cool.
well maybe i would come under the canopy, but just leaving the window open a crack ;)

oh lol. so was it an SUV then?

meh, im the kind that would still be out there unless it was like a torrential downpour or something ^_^ . i love storms, and rain. i think i'd be perfectly comfortable if i was out there.
lol of course you'd probably be looking outside laughing at me :P