Dear Anonymous,
Just thank you. No sarcasm nor sarcastic feelings here, but thank you. You've woken up my dreams, making it into reality. The group you are a part of has helped, and I feel thankful and grateful to have friends like you all to do so for me. You probably don't know what you have done, nor anyone else, (you probably don't even know this is about you) but you're just there and everyday and I haven't been making these days count. Friendship is important to have throughout our daily lives, accepting the feeling of alone won't do. In order to make a change you can't depend on a change, you have to plan the change, predict the change and make the change. I haven't been caring about the little moments nor special moments as I should for my life, and in fact I've just been sitting wondering why we act this way and thinking about where I'm at. Something about the way you've worded your sentences and your discussion with all of us although random and totally not related to this spark I'm feeling about life now, has just shook me into realization. It's not the end, it's just the beginning. Generic, totally but we have to feel that meaning, the meaning of our points, our lines and our dots to the beginning of our page. Life is like an essay, you won't get a good pass in if you don't detail, describe, live and feel the motivation, strength, moments and the main deal of making everything count. Now I don't know where I'm going on about this all, but I know I struck a great deal of memory and realization all through the way we act and the way we consider. Our minds aren't to be alike, in fact there isn't a slight chance of "bad" in us. We all make mistakes, the word bad doesn't exist for me. What does exist is our feelings, we all have it and we all have consideration. You might kid around, oh you don't have a heart, no. I know you care, we know we all do, don't hide your feelings don't hide who you are, I should realize this too.
Happiness only lasts so little, and sorrow seems like it lasts forever, but both encounter in each day of our lives but we can make the happy moments and the things we have and love count the most, and take over that sorrow for just a minute. You've made me realize through some...there is no explanation for what has happened throughout this day but I've come to consider and care and think. I know I'm hiding my true intelligence although I'm still in the process of learning, we all are; can't hide that. Don't hide your true colors, nothing has to last in the dark. Today happened to be one of those regular ordinary days I've been through, but today's a day I want to remember just knowing something about the way I've viewed you guys, you're my friends and your feelings and daily language towards me are all in various messes, but I live with them happily just knowing we all have way of realizing and developing speeches we probably couldn't hold against each other if we ever met. Hopefully one day at least one of you will realize this message too. My heart says to send this and my brain says it's confusing, but in the end it's just feelings I have to thank you for. Hey, life is confusing itself, right? We all wonder why we do the things we do, and we all wonder why our minds think like this, and yet we do that, but that's just part of experiencing. Sacrifices are something I should cherish, because yo, we can't have them back. Today, I am glad I like you. Your in a special place of my heart I have kept, call me a creep, but I call it love.
Now I don't know what this whole tldr is supposed to carry out, but hopefully if you were to read this you'd get something out of it; anything at all if it can count. I guess this is partially to help remind myself what I really want to do, and the motivation I want to face and challenge myself towards. You've opened me up in a direction I'm not quite sure you could have, yet still you did nothing and I'm probably just letting out all my feelings towards things I've cornered myself towards. Still, I'm glad to have you all, and especially you, although you probably don't feel the same. I call this friendship.
