Dear Anon,
When you told me you that you would leave, it never hit me until today just how close that day is. I know you won't be so far away, but the fact that I won't be able to see you and be in your presence on a daily basis saddens me. We didn't get to become so close until last year, and now you're going to be gone? I love you so much, and hold you so dearly to my heart. I really, truly meant it when I told you that you were one of my most precious treasures. Sure, we'll still text each other and visit one another every so often, but the distance scares me. I'm so bad at handling distance, and I'm afraid of losing our friendship some day. I know, I know, I was the one that gave you that advice that because relationships, and life even, is temporary, there is naught to do but to cherish it while you can, but...I don't know. I'm not even scared of losing you, I'm scared that I could move on and just forget you. I hope you don't ever doubt just how much of a close friend you've become to me, I truly hope you don't. But enough about me. What will you do? I hope you make wonderful friends where you're going to live, you deserve the best. Enjoy your rest of highschool, and enjoy your youth. I just want you to be as happy as you can be. :) I'll visit as much as I can, and I'll always remember to ask you how your day is when I get out of school. I'll still talk to you about my shit when I'm dealing with tough times, so you do the same, okay? You're so, so loved, friend. All of us will still be here for you whenever you need us, so don't be a stranger, haha. I know your leave is so far away, but the meaning of it really hit me today, and I didn't want to make you feel bad just because of my own emotions. I'll make sure to enjoy you being with us even more than I did before now. <3
Dear Anon - I know we've only seriously started talking like a month ago, but I honestly really hope our friendship flourishes even more. You seem like a really fascinating person, and you've gained my trust far quicker than most people, haha. I really appreciate your kindness, and I'm so enchanted with how much you glow. You have such a bright spirit and so much potential to reach! I sometimes wonder if you realize just how wonderfully pretty and sweet you are. Anyway, we're not at that point where I can tell you all of this, but I can't wait for it! You're a great person. :)
Dear Anon - I understand that my attraction to you is pretty superficial, but at the same time, I can't help at how interested I am in you. You're handsome, humorous, but underneath it all, I can sense such a deep sadness and darkness in you. I'd love to get to know you better, I'd be content with being just friends. But I won't lie to myself, even though I like to say I've gotten over you, whenever I see you, I feel so light and my brain pauses for a moment just to admire you. Oh well, I guess. I've been told I've dodged a bullet with you and I hope that's true. I wonder if I'll make the move to talk to you more? I almost hope you will, but our small conversations have felt so awkward. Even so, I hope we become more than acquaintances at some point. I'd love to discuss so much with you. :)