I'm not too sure if this fits in this thread, it's more an amalgamation of problems that brought me here in the first place.
Well here goes.
I guess it all started a little under a year ago, life seemed good, was just done with school, was with a guy who I was in "love" with, family life was good, I guess I didn't appreciate it all as much as I should have, but life...for the most part...was pretty good.
Not too long after school was over for me, I found out my boyfriend of 2 years (Which is a hell of a long time when you're 17 as I was then) was cheating on me and had been for around half of the time we were together, one of the girls he'd cheated on me with was probably my closest friend. I have been single since, not because I don't trust guys or whatever, just because I've not wanted to get so involved with anyone for a while, get into such a position where I could get hurt so badly.
Anyways, it was pretty hard on me, I still got on with life but things weren't so fun any more...I know it takes time to get over things like that..and just as I was getting over it properly, my father passed away suddenly, I was spending some time with my grandmother who lives a bit away and I only get to see a couple of times a year usually, I got a phone call from my mother saying how my dad is being taken to hospital because he was short of breath, I worried of course but my mum told me not to worry and he should be ok, it didn't seem such a big deal until we got a phone call in the middle of the night to say he had died from a heart infection.
That was only a few months ago.
Normally when I'm having a hard time, I need something to get attached to so I think more of that instead of what's going on around me, that's when I found a copy of SoulSilver that I was given a while ago and hadn't even opened. (I had played some older Pokemon games, but never seriously.) started playing and got hooked on that, been playing it almost every day since.
I've never traded, battled or even really talked to anyone about pokemon, mainly just came to this forum to meet people, talk...and not that I have anything worthwhile yet... trade and get my butt kicked in the odd battle.
I guess with me being hooked on something now, I just wanna be part of a community that sorta understands that, meet people who think similar to me and will sorta understand.
Anyway, I'm done, just kinda wanted to get that out for some reason *shrug*
See you all around in the forum someplace.
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