Meganium
[i]memento mori[/i]
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- Posts
- 13
- Years
- she/her
- Houston, TX
- Seen May 3, 2024
Dear Sleeping Fennekin,
You are literally the last thing left from my ex-boyfriend. I managed to move on by destroying all the memories, but you are somewhat of a special case. People close to me have told me to get rid of you, and they even tried to. But I refuse to get rid of you. Why? Why did you become so special to me even though you remind me of my ex?
I honestly don't think it's the friendship we both used to have. It really meant nothing now that I realize it. I also don't think it's because I love Fennekin, and that your sleeping plushies are a rarity to find online.
You were literally there for me when I flew back to Houston from Kansas City. You were there for me when I got my heart broken, alongside Roy, who held you. You caught every single tear I produced from my eyes. You pretty much became my "lifelong" pet, since I'm not allowed to have a dog or a cat in my loft. You became my traveling companion when I flew to California. I'm now up to the point that I cannot see myself without you. I was also on the brink of an anxiety attack a few days ago, but I laid my head on you afterwards and felt so much better.
It's hard for people to understand why I didn't push you away. Yes, I will admit that I grew emotionally attached to you. But hey, that's kinda how I feel towards all my other Pokemon plushies. However, once again, you are a special case.
Thanks for being there for me when I needed you the most.
Sincerely, Megan.