Yeah, I am wanting to move pretty far away. Not because I dislike them or anything, but just because I want to see the world and I am learning different languages. My grandparents would be more than happy to see me do something like that than sit around the place like my mother does.
Haha, yeah. I don't take well to surprises, in fact I hate them. I don't mind when it's the good kind, naturally, but I dislike when people startle me in those kinds of ways. I never really know what to say in real life. When it comes to the internet though I can usually talk to people a lot easier. Most of the time we have a lot in common and we actually have that thing of conversation going anyway.
Well, they are just approaching the end of their lives. It's a sense of impending doom, and I can understand why and how that gets them down. My father has this history of slight depression, and it seems to be coming out worse in him now than ever. He's usually kind of grouchy, but he can be really nice and happy too. But he usually says stuff like, "This isn't worth it." or "Things used to be full of happiness and laughter. Now it's just kind of there and gone. It's boring and old." I worry about him. I know I will probably be like that when I am older too. I don't think I could handle being old.
I usually am more suspicious of nice people than anything. They usually actually make me nervous. I usually think they are the ones who are trying to either rip me off, use me for something, or backstab me. I always think that they are actually the enemies rather than the people who are mean and just come out and say, "Hey *****, **** ya."
I didn't mean to sound rude, I just get frustrated when I get things wrong. That's a problem with me. I love to be intelligent and work things out, but when I have nothing to go on and have to guess, 99 times out of 100, I'll get it wrong. That absolutely frustrates the piss out of me. I know that makes me sound mean or boring, but it's the sad truth about me. I am actually from a European family, but I live in the United States for now. I am in Kentucky, and I am not a hick. Most people think that Kentucky is full of hicks, I am not one of the hicks. And what makes Texas so great, anyway? What makes one place greater than the next?