Amaruuk

...I'm not quite sure.

Me, I get pretty immersed in a game. I actaully feel like I take on the role of the character, and the adventure in the game's universe is my own. I think of sides and extras as jsut that- extras. If there's actually some benefit to it, like, say, killing all of these really obscure baddies nets you a new, cool weapon, that I go ridiculosuly out of my way to do it. But if it's just for funsies, I usually don't do it...unless I'm getting bored with the gameplay. After several hours of the same game, it starts to get stale on me, and I spend less time doing what I should and more time screwing around. Again, a very unhealthy habit for WoW.

Or at least that's how it should be. It wasn't with WoW. I just...never really got into it. Which is ironic, because I'm a huge Warcraft fan (too bad I suck at it lol).

I never really saw it like that. In fact, I was fully aware that it was a game pretty soon after I started, so that probably should've been a clue that I was losing interest, but, eh, I'm not exactly what you'd call bright.

Don't worry about the dork thing. hell, sometimes you just can't resist. I recall in one BG a Troll Lock got the brilliant idea to make a suicide run for the flag. Then, when he died, his teammates apparently decided "screw tactics! Let's all do what that guy jsut did!" and charged the flag room en masse. It was a slauhgter, and I was in stitches the entire time we massacred their asses XD I think I had my fair share of one-liners, but unfortunately, none come to mind.

Oh, oh, and another time, I was playing MGO (Metal Gear Online). I fell off a roof by accident, and landed on and killed Snake, giving my team the win. OH, and I also died from the fall. You should've heard the post-game laughter that came from my team, and the swearing that came from the other team+Snake. IT was such a rare moment, I didn't even have a one-liner. OH, did I mention Snake was in a box when I landed on him?

Hey, what do you feel about WoW? I mean, like, what do you think of yourself playing it? Like, that whole Hero-who's-tale-is-being-told thing?

Sorry for the lack of typing lol.

Alright, alright. Truth be told, I never really enjoyed grouping either, but I did it because everyone around me pressured me into it. I guess after doing it so long, it's assimilated itself into my playing style. Well, my old playing style. Point is, before my family pushed me into Guilding, Bg's, etc...it just became natural to me. Actaully, that does bring something to mind; how many people, like friends and family, do you know who play?

Sorry if I'm bugging you, but what's got you so down today?

IS that the highest you've gotten? I mean, not counting DK's?

Yeah, Battlegrounds. They can actually be really fun, when your team isn't loaded with incompetent douches. You're a Warrior, right? Tanks are in high demand at higher levels, so once you get up there, it might be worth it to try a Herioc instance. Then again, you might not enjoy that sort of thing.

Yeah, sorry. I have a short memory, and I'm running out of conversation topics.

How are you dooing on WoW? Made any worthwhile progress? Oh, and do you BG?

That's amazing. Those Mondays must be borderline torturous then, eh?

Considering it's almost Monday again, that's almost a full week off. Bet it was nice.

Wait...that convo had to be at least a week ago...and you haven't had any since? You have, like, four day breaks? Wow.

Ah, it's all right. It was a quite day, anyway. In truth, I kind of prefer it that way. I'm waiting for Sweet to get on today; she was on yesterday, but I missed her, and she didn't know.

So, moving on, how's classes going so far?

Did you know what yesterday was?

Hello Kina :( You okay? I haven't heard from you in a while...

No way! Papa Roach | ...To Be Loved is my favorite song too.

The only thing I found wrong was how the bomb only mentioned anger, and I'm not one to get angry. I substitute anger for depression.
Interesting though. I'm going to use this site to look up other aspects of dreams I've had in the past.

Well, from what I'm reading, I may have to agree. ._.

Alone
To dream that you are alone, indicates feelings of rejection. You may be feeling that no one understand you

Bomb
To see a bomb in your dream, indicates that you may be going through a potentially explosive and trying situation in your waking life. The bomb could represent repressed desires and unexpressed emotions that are likely to explode or burst if not dealt with soon. It could be something within yourself, such as the desire to explode with anger over an issue that's affecting you.

To dream that you are unable to disarm a bomb, suggests that your anger is out of control.

To dream of a bomb threat, suggests that you are experiencing some inner anger and/or pressures which are on the verge of exploding into violence.

I wish I could figure it out if it does. x_x;
...I love cats.

The only thing I can do that seems to keep me occupied is drawing. Everything else just lost its luster. I can't really fangirl anymore without feeling sad. I've been feeling like just going on a long hiatus.

Yeah, I think you, Emma and Maddy were off in iscribble and I was going to join you, but I was too busy disabling a bomb. And once I finished, you guys ditched me. o_o

I love Yugioh Abridged, but I haven't watched it in forever.

Oh I see.
I don't idolize people as much as I used to, but up until recently I can't help but feel envious of everyone else. I really don't know what to say. I've been looking at the things I used to do for fun, but now I can't help but feel sad about them. It's like I need to go find other things to do that will entertain me. And it has been driving me nuts. @__@

Aha, BTW I think you were in my dream lastnight.

I've dont nothing but draw all day for many days. Go eat, draw, sleep, wake up, rinse and repeat. I really wish there were more exciting things to do.
Really? How so?

Same with me actually. I have just been so bored that I don't know what to think. Everything that I did for fun has lost its touch. Nowadays the only reason I get on the computer is to draw and upload stuff.
I DID however manage to find D/P Special scans that Ive been scouring the internet many months for. I was delighted to read them at 3 in the morning? Haha.

I just wanted to tell you that I am really grateful for your compliments on my artwork! They really do make me feel happy! So thank you so much again~

How have you been doing?