i mean i kinda have recovered, im just scared of getting hurt. that's my only problem. im just scared to trust someone. well that's good you're on a lot, i like talking to people, im a talker if you haven't noticed yet xD heh.
yea im trying to relax, it was just a big shock. i just felt like i was trash being thrown out. he just seemed so perfect and it just came out of no where and he said he was watching me and secretly giving me chances and stuff and told me to go away. it just hurt..