Misanthrope comes from misos and anthropos, hate and human - I think you may have gotten me wrong... I don't hate or even remotely dislike anyone. On the contrary, I am kindhearted towards them, even if I appear to be stupid to them. It's simply because I only care about myself, because deep down, I'm selfish like that. Or, it could be that I don't want anyone to interfere in my life just as I don't interfere with anyone's life!
Nope, it's not a shame - it was quite productive. As an artist, I am involved in various things, such as writing (Fan Fics, roleplays), drawing, and of course, game development (precisely a hacker of Pokemon ROMs). I chose to write my Fan Fic today, and I wrote a chapter - I'd prefer that over going out with my friends, to be honest...
As for the perfect life, I don't ask much, really. All I ask for is someone special to understand me, to be succesful in everything I actually want to do and to have a home away from all the crazyness of the cities.