Hyzenthlay

Long time no chat!! :D How's you and Kid doing? I've tried talking to them, but they don't seem to be responding back. ;w;

ahh.. your flair is sooo beautiful!

No it's okay. I'm sorry. I would have asked Sam, but we had just exchanged messages and I didn't want to become overbearing with a random request.

If I may offer input, I could think of a couple unique ways of featuring. Maybe breathing life into a game on the second or third page. Or a new game that's struggling to find footing. I think the current choice is wonderful. Thank you.

Admittedly I've always wanted to make a trivia game. I feel I lack creativity. I think my most success was hitting 16 pages before it fell.

If it's okay to ask, can you put something new on the featured part of the trivia section?

It's nice how much activity these games get from being stickied, but the wish game has been there for a while.

Awww, feel better bestie! ;-;

hugs!!

I'M DISCHARGED!!

Aww, thanks! It did went well and the stone was shown to me lol! Was quite big!

How are you beastie? xD

Am in the hospital room right now, though it pains. ;-;

Thanks for the wishes though bestie! <3

Operation is done!!

For some reason I turned Wendy into Gwen... oops! It's nicknames of the same longer name anyways, right? And Gwen is one of the roleplay characters (that's not played by me) which appears the most in my posts, so of course she's also in my head~
Did I mention Wendy (the bunny) is adorable?

]Oh dear, that doesn't sound good! 😬

Hope you got a good rest after it, and congrats!!

Hello!

Goodnight Annie! <3

Take care bestiee!! ^^

JSYK, you can always vent to me if you'd like. :)

hugs!!

Late though, but I LOOOOVEEE the new flair and avatar!!!

I hope I'm seeing the bigger picture. Unless she was being a selfish liar because the chances of that are pretty high with her. Still, it's a lesson learned that not everyone repays the love, time and effort you put for them and the few that do, you should really value them and make them feel special as often as possible!

Also I'm really, really sorry to hear about that, that really does sound scary! I really wish I could help in any way! ;-;
I won't ask you to go into details now, but I will honestly be praying from the bottom of my heart that you feel better now, and your condition only gets better from this point! And yeah, mood swings suck so much, tell me about it! ;-;

As for me, IDK anymore. Embarrassing as it is, even if I claim to have moved on, I don't at times feel like I have moved on, maybe you can relate? Like I am doing something, and my mind just wanders off to thoughts about her, what was she thinking, why this happened, what did I do to deserve this... I feel like I didn't do anything wrong rather than vent out to her about feeling alone all the time, which again, she offered to talk about! So, IDK anymore, it's more like I am lying to myself half of the time and it's annoying ahaha!

Weird as it is, half the time I cry terribly, or sometimes I'm alone and just...start throwing punches in the air while being angry and crying, and the remaining half of the time is just me laughing at myself and being like, "What the hell was I thinking?" 😂

I'll be fine someday or the other though! That's what I hope, and maybe then I'll have the strength to do your dare then, because right now it would just feel weird since I just can't bring myself to like me LOL! I'm like the worst person I know ahaha! XD

Hi! Also hope you're well, and feeling better now! Also that post was just a fraction of everything you deserve for being SUCH A GREAT FRIEND!!!! <33

Also thanks, it really did feel great that day wearing the suit, despite I couldn't eat anything at the event lol!

As for the dare, sorry, I didn't do it. My mind has really been going haywire these days after someone I really like and called them a "good friend" and was well, starting to really like them(if you know what I mean), left without context, that was disturbing me all this time! But thankfully, I was able to get her out of my head to an extent!

How are you as of now? And if you don't mind me asking, what happened to you? Was it the season illness? 😟

Sending you hugs bestie... please take care of yourself...

OMG that's the dumbest dare lol! I was just in class and imagine having others see me hugging myself! I do hope you're feeling better today bestie?

But honestly, IDK. And while I truly appreciate the advice, it's not simple for me to even like myself given how I have treated everyone, including you. :p

What I do know is, that it will happen, but really slowly. Meanwhile, I wouldn't want you to just keep pretending to be happy and offer me therapy when you don't feel like it, it would just make me feel worse and hence accelerate the self hate. I know what I need. I need to have fun talks with my friends, need to spend more time with them, and that includes you too, and not forced therapy from them, if you get what I mean!

But still, from the bottom of my heart, thank you Annie. The fact that you're still standing with me for the person I am, especially during my slow journey from hating myself to hopefully accepting myself, is nothing short of amazing. I knew we were true friends, but now you just solidified that for me.

So thank you Annie, you're my true friend and I love you. :')

Nooooo I did it again LOL!!! 😅