NO! I'm sorry, I didn't mean to leave this for a little bit as I wasn't home for most of the day and when I actually started readin what you were saying I was shocked. I'm really sad to see you leave and give up the franchise, however if it is something you really feel you must do, then go ahead. There will be a time when all of us basically give up the fandom and live out our lives. It is meaningful to hear that I'm your best friend, and I really do hope you return sometime in the future. Just keep smilign everyday though.
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