New Eden

I think it's a conspiracy by Nintendo tbh.

Bahaha, yeah, Mario Kart is probably the most ragey game I've ever played.

Blue Shells = Destroyers of sanity.

Yeah most people use the heavy characters because of that xP

I don't like any of the super-heavies, so I use Rosalina primarily xD

Funnily enough, back when Wii was still playable online, me and my cousin used to get online in the heaviest characters and karts, and just randomly bash into light characters for fun.

Ahhh, good times. Back when doing that gave me true joy. How life changes.

Because they nerfed bikes, they used to drift so tight, I could zip through all the maps at the best lines. Now they took away the tight drift and let bikes double drift like karts, and I'm like a sad lost puppy :(

Give me back the Mach Bike + Flame Runner so I can be good again ;w;

Haha, I've been playing a lot of that too.

I was really good at Mario Kart Wii, but I suck at 8 T_T

Rephrased my last post, to make more sense xD

But yeah, attention is a bad trap to fall into. Especially in a moment when your mental processes are compromised, like after a break up like you said, or in my case, you're just badly depressed.

It wasn't exactly a romantic relationship, it was more of a 'you do sexy stuff for me on cam and I'll leave the next day and never talk to you again' thing.

Something I totally regret.

Yeah.

I let my emotions get the best of me and some guy took advantage of my loneliness.

Happens, but life goes on.

I've been, odd.

Got myself involved with the wrong type of people, and got burned for it.

But I met with my therapist today, am feeling better now.

Long time no see :P

Stuff just isn't happening for me either.

I got back from my therapist, my 'pipe dream' of someone having a comfortable, trans-friendly environment for me to stay at didn't happen.

The long, winding road takes another turn.

Now imagine, those problems on top of the stress of transgenderism. It can't be that bad, seriously. >.>

I mean, transgenderism is my only major problem. That and my parents, and they need to be removed so I can remedy my problem. Once I get them out of the way, I'll be able to address my problem the way it needs to be addressed; through transition.

ALL I WANT in this world is transition, but of course it's a struggle for me. That's why it upsets me to see someone who has EVERYTHING I WANT yet is still completely distraught.

Don't be so worried~ From what I understand your family supports you, you're on HRT and you're on your way.

Imagine being me where your still stuck in the wrong body, nobody will let you live your own life, and your life is in danger from your own family.

Keep your chin up, girl! I'm so incredibly jealous of how far you are, while I'm continually stepped on by my family.

Awkward, heh I know all about that.

I crave for an environment irl where I could be myself. Out of reach for me now, though.

Oh ouch, that makes it tough then :(

At the time I posted that, they hadn't gotten back to me since we came out to each other, but yesterday they finally got back to me (Apparently they check their Skype like once per 3 months) and we're bonding pretty well. It's exciting. I wish I could go to a support group tbh.

You look even better in the crystal blue ^_^

I usually go by that rule. Only exception was like a month ago, when I told someone I hardly even knew because 'I had a good feeling about it.'

Turns out, they were trans too.

Good feeling, heh.

Yeah, he like, half knows I'm trans. I told him that I 'struggled with it in the past' and that I have 'an alter-ego named Faye.' Not completely out to him though. It's just nice to get out of my house.